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zz
29.3.05 @ 13:52

yesterday went for the briefing...i personally think its a waste of time lar...not cause the things they say is useless or what...but the time that it started made it a waste of time...started at 12 and ended at 1...waste time right...then just now morning went for the test...write the essay till i also dont know what im writing...crap lar...dont know if i get in or not...even if i dont get in i wont mind also...cause the thing that makes me think twice about weather i want to join this thing is the attachment...i have to be attached to china...which i dont even dare to think at all...there's many reasons as to why lor...but dont say better...just dont like lar...anyway...yesterday stil go back work...till 12.30...stock check quite fun lar...count here count there...makes me realise that alot of things i've never seen people buying are actually sold there...so...have more choices as to what to buy for my band + section after their syf...but that's if i go with them for their syf lar...then...reach home quite late lar...then this morning wake up at 7.30...i like not enough sleep you know...but cant seem to fall asleep lar...maybe later go sleep awhile before go work lor...haiz...ok lar...nothing much to say le...ok...c ya...

with love,
xoxo




-.-
27.3.05 @ 14:12

this is boring...they put me on leave for the whole weekend...boring~...after 2 boring days...tomorrow i have to run here and there liao...morning have to go to tp for some briefing...dont know what time it'll end...then after that need to go work at 5...then somemore work till 12...the worse thing is that huiling florence and haidir all working morning shift tomorrow...means that no one to accompany me liao...haiz...since the jae results till now already 5days liao...but...still cannot find anyone i know that's going to the same course as me...same school then have quite afew...but...same course really dont have lar...then its like so...-.-....hai...dont know leh...then some more i realise that my course is the course with the 2nd lowest cut off point for polys lor...so xian...hope that the others who are in the same course as me are not those from the top schools ar...if not i really stress ar...ok lar...dont know what else to say le...maybe tomorrow when i go for the briefing i can know some people from my course ba...and hopefully find some who i know...haha...okok...buaiz...

with love,
xoxo




~
23.3.05 @ 11:27

today i got nothing to do again...nothing to watch on tv...nothing fun to do...hai...why must make me work night today...xian de leh...in the daytime really got nothing to do leh...hai...then no1 at home to accompany me de...boring...online also not many people...cause...they either in school or at work...xian...those online i got nothing much to talk to them about lor...then those got crap to talk de all offline...hai...anyway...i also dont know i going to work until when...if got work then got more money right...but scared later too busy...then got no time for my own things...especially when school starts...hai...still thinking leh...but if need to wear uniform ar...i confirm not going to continue liao...haha...dont really like to wear uniform you know...hai...if work on weekends then like very tiring like that...i also dont know lar...wait til go for the orientation thing then see how lar...hai...kz...got nothing better to say liao...haha....i'll be back...again...soon...haha...

with love,
xoxo




yes~~
22.3.05 @ 09:58

ok...i wont say much cause have to rush to bathe and work...so...i'm very happy...cause got into my 1st choice...tp...communications and media management...haha...anyway...gtg liaoz...

with love,
xoxo




zz
20.3.05 @ 15:09

hai...very xian wor...got nothing better to do at home...tv also watch till xian liao...ice-cream also eat liao...online...also...going to xian liao...tomorrow...going eat with them...but i still got work...xian...work till 5.30...dont know if i want to go home bathe le then go meet them or go there straight...haiz...dont know lar...just now my gor told me that the jae result coming out on the 22nd instead of the 23rd...xian...got nothing else to say le...haha...kz...got time then come back write more crap...haha...

with love,
xoxo




*crestwinds*
19.3.05 @ 11:45

i finally dyed my hair on thursday...crap leh...$50...haiz...use up nearly 10hours of pay on 1h of hair dying...crap...but...who ask me to want my hair coloured...haha...zi zhuo zi shou...haha...anyway...yesterday went back to school see the band practice...well...before i went i was mentally prepared for a shock...as in scaring myself to death with the horrible sound that they produced in january...i did have a shock when i heard them play their 2pieces...but it was a different kind of shock...it was a shock that i long wanted to have from the band...a shock that made me say that there might be a possible chance of them getting a silver this year...instead of a cop i used to say in january...so...you can guess how good they actually sound...i'm proud of them...but...nothing is for sure until they go for the syf and get back with a silver...haha...but...i really wish that i can go with them on their syf day...i want to be there to give them my support...and...to hear how the other bands sound...haha...i found out some other crazy things about my 3 moron juniors...namely...suhana, joel and hanis...they are super lame...the 3 of them sms me the same thing at the same time...so...i have to reply them the same sms...3 times...crap you know...waste my sms...its only till now i can say that they ARE my juniors...cause they get their lame-ness from me...haha...just kidding lar...i've always known that they are my siao juniors...haha...i think maybe i'll go back soon...maybe next friday...i don't want to go back on tuesday cause theres the chew...dont really want to see him lar...have to be super diplomatic when i see him...then its like no difference from going to work...got difference...go work got money take...haha...rather go on friday...no chew...muahaha...dont need to see his stupid face...haha...ok lar...enough crap about my beloved juniors and that chew le...i now having headach ar...monday ling's birthday...need to buy birthday present...scared later cannot find the thing i want to buy leh...if cannot find ar...then have to find other thing buy for her liao...dont know leh...maybe go buy stationary set...haha...so she can have her own staple...calculator...and stuff like that...so...she can...stop borrowing from me...haha...kidding lar...haiz...ok lar...enough le...i dont know why i wake up at 9+ this morning...then now got nothing to do...that's why have so much crap to say here today lar...haha...boring eh...later still have to work again...lucky got ling oso...if not i think i going to bore myself to death...haha...k lar...have to go do other things le...ok...haha...byezzz```...

with love,
xoxo




^OO^.....
16.3.05 @ 14:38

after a few daez 0f straightening out my thoughts...i've come to a conclusion...whatever happened to me must have happened for a reason...just like all the other things happening around the world...and thus...i'll just stand by my decision to stay put and wait...wait for the right time to do the right thing...and this is not what mrs grace low used to say ok..."do the right thing at the right time...no point doing the right thing at the wrong time" but gues what...she always used pc lessons for chemistry...sad to say...that's not doing the right thing at the right time lor...haha...aniway...by staying put and not doing anything...i might miss out a chance to obtain what i want...but it's at least better than doing the wrong thing now and regreting for a long time for destroying my own future...anyway...only a few people will know what i'm saying here...so...to those who don't...don't bother asking...cause most probably i won't tell you what it is anyway...though by staying put...it feels as if i'm causing myself pain...but after what my godbro told me...i finally realise what is right to do now is what i'm doing now...cause i don't dare to take the risk of the other choice avaliable...it's dumb...i know...but that's what i have to do...haha...anyway...the jae results wil be out next week...i think i will have to go to my other gor's house again...to check the results...so...haiz...ok...gtg already...have to work later again...byez...

with love,
xoxo




stil earli leh~.....
13.3.05 @ 10:36

zz...now...so early...dont know i wake up so early for what...haha...so sleepy still leh...zzz...haha...lame...haha...and this few days dont know why the webmessenger always sign me out de...irritating leh...talk half way got sign out...siao de...xian de you know...haiz...crap ar...anyway...kind of xian + siao today...xian cause later have to work...siao cause...er...i normally already siao lar...so...quite normal lar...haha...lame right...haha...anyway...dont know what other crap i can say le...oh ya...still have to wait for that stupid jae results...xian...better let me get into my 1st choice ar...if not i siao liao...cause 2nd choice at nyp...den far you know...if go nyp i going buy mp3 liao...if not everyday 1h+ of travelling time xian de leh...haha...so...better give me 1st choice...or 3rd choice...tp ma...nearer...haha...can sleep later then go school...haha...sleep only lar...haha...ok lar...have to wait til 23rd i think...then can know...haha...anyway...gtg liao...byezzz`...

with love,
xoxo




hapi~
8.3.05 @ 15:34

i onli haf a couple of sentences 2 sae...
1) im extremely hapi todae...
2)im stil extremely hapi...haha...
haha...
but i stil haf 2 go work later...:(...

with love,
xoxo




chalet~
6.3.05 @ 21:45

i very sleepy...but i dont think i want to sleep again so soon...sleep 7 hours still cannot cover back the past 2 nights sleep...in total i slept less then 3hours the past 2 nights at the chalet...

1st day + night
1st day quite boring lar...they went to check in then left me alone at ntuc...then later xiao ling husband come le then we havent buy finsih the things that we need to buy...then jing xian(aka xian/dhe ka) they all still not back...xiao ling they all keep asking me about the things then i must wait til xian they all come back then can answer them ma...cause xian is our boss ma...they keep asking til i angry le go outside find battery and hui ling...then after that i stay near the escalator there wait for xian. wei bin, haidir and zhuo jie...then after some time then we manage to get the neccessary things to our chalet...u-11...then at night...im the only girl staying overnight...haidir fell asleep very fast lor...then i go talk crap and ask xian and weibin sing...weibin really like radio de...any song also can sing...really crazy lar 1st night....haha...

2nd day + night
xian and weibin really siao de...they go around ntuc telling people that i bully them...dont let them sleep...make til i like monster like that...like that not enough you know...they start telling everyone who went for the chalet how i 'torture' them by not letting them sleep...really crazy...at 5am in the morning...we went to the beach to see the sunrise...but...we sat there for 2hours but the sun didnt seem to rise de...only when we went back then the sun rise...from another direction...we spend so long there...somemore the wind very cold...sit til can shiver de...but the sun didnt rise from the direction we were looking at...crap right...in the afternoon...people started coming in for the bbq...sit there play game til siao...i got lose then the punishment is eat a plain piece of bread...so dry leh...can die...then at night...bbq~...eat and eat...cook and cook...then around 10+ me and 4 other guys went to play pool...again...play til they close shop...haha...then after that went to bowling...i sit there watch til i can sleep ar...lucky got things to laugh about when they playing lor...finally at 2+ we went back to chalet and bathe ar...haha...then i drink that brandy...although 1cup only lar...but i take very long to finish...unlike that xian who go and finish half a bottle in less than 5minutes...after that ar...play dai dee again...haha...the most played game there...haha...then didnt even play blackjack...disappointed ar...haha...anyway...play and play til 6am then go sleep awhile...but...i also didnt really sleep lar...6.30 like that go out watch sunrise again...this time face the right direction...but got the trees block lar...but at least got see lar...then after that around 7+ go back 'sleep' again...haha...only til around 9 then we all wake up...

last day
then we pack here and there...pack pack pack...split all the food...check out...haha...when want to go home that time rain...this few days keep drizzling...haha...then finally at around 11 i then reach home...the others they go eat breakfast and put some things back at the tearoom...siao lar...

that's about it for the chalet lar...kind of crazy...lame...but very fun lor...haha...if can i want to have another chalet with this group of people again...haha...anyway...i think i later going sleep again lar...by right i supposed to go work today de...but really cannot lar...i so sleepy go work later short money ar...call and tell them i not feeling well lor...that's why i can be here updating my blog now...if not at this time i will be working le...haha...so later go sleep again...dont want watch horror movie le...if not tomorrow still sleepy then short money...haha...enough liao le...got anything else that you people should know...you will know lar...haha... *off to tv then to sleep*

with love,
xoxo




diam lar...
2.3.05 @ 18:41

very boring eh...now doing that singpas thing...their processing in progress very long eh...i think i there for around 10min le...then still processing in progress...then worse thing is no1 fun to chat with me online de...boring leh...i think even if i fall asleep and wake up an hour later the singpas still processing in progress ar...haha....anyway...just now when i lunch break i go photoshop and develop the pics...im supposed to develop 27 pics but somehow i ended up with only 25...and i havent got the pics yet...and my memory card in the shop..cause...i hafnt pay money yet...haha...so...only can know which 2 pic im supposed to develop i forgot to develop tomorrow...haha...lets just hope that they dont delete my pics...cause i didnt develop 1set for myself...i only develop for the others...haha...$10 for 25 pics...0.40 for each...hai...after the chalet on friday i think i will develop even more ar...haha...then i friday and saturday not working....sunday working night...need to bring alot of money there...if not later really lose til no money left...haha...untill now ar...the singpass still processing you know...omg...how long am i supposed to wait...people who know me wil know that i'm not the super patient kind...and asking me to wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait would have been impossible in the past...and now...my patience level only improve abit...so asking me to wait for a very long time is still slightly impossible...unless i have something meaningful to do...example...this blog here...trying to bore people to death with this kind of entry...haha...anyway...im really sleepy and tired and bored...so...this singpass thing better be ok soon...if not i think i might just start going crazy...haha...so....lets hope that this kind of entry wont appear again later in the day...haha...

with love,
xoxo