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skin by: Jane
*upset*
31.5.05 @ 20:16

haiz...todae go sch...xian...duno y lar...not in such a perfect mood todae...probably coz of sum stuf tt i encounter n tok abt wif zaki todae...ya...shd b coz of tt...coz i got so worked up abt it...n sumhow i stil feel lyk crap abt it...dun ask mi wat it is...coz i wun sae...onli ppl i wana tel wil noe wat it is...dun bother askin my frenz oso...coz onli 1 of them noe e whole story n he's not in our sch...another fren noe abt sum of it...but she duno how e whole ting goes abt...so...no pt wantin 2 noe abt it...4 al i noe...n 4 al u shd noe...microsoft is not tt gd s mac...tts in my opinion onli lar...coz ytd wen we use e mac rite...e safari connection is so much faster den e microsoft internet xplorer tt i use todae in sch n im usin now...so its lyk...u noe lar...dere's gd pts abt mac...such s i wun get virus on it coz no1 has came up wif e virus yet...but...i duno...i'm more used 2 mcrsft liao...now im hafin 2nd tots abt if i wana buy e powerbk not...coz i wen 2 check todae...i dun reali haf lots of cash in e bank...so...u noe...haiz...enuf of mi tokin crap nonstop liaoz...shd get goin 2 write e story on my friendster blog liao...k...shd b back soon...e.g. tml...haha...k...c ya...

with love,
xoxo




bloggin durin lesson...muahaha...
30.5.05 @ 08:56

i nv noe tt lab lessons can b so fun u noe...e whole clas is practically surfin e web...not a bad way to start a wk's lessons...haha...but u noe...its fun...reali lar...i always tot tt lab lessons wil b borin coz we're lyk learnin sumting tt we might oreadi noe...but it seems fun by the end of e dae...juz lyk now...normally if i haf com lessons rite i wil b lamin ard wif my frens liao...but hu noes...at tis tym wen i'm suppose to haf lab lessons...i'm actually allowed to surf e web s i lyk...so...it's kinda cool lar...u noe...n e great ting is...my sis actually is goin to pay a smal amt for e powerbk tt im gettin ... yeah!!...so means tt i dun haf to pay everyting...haha...great rite...so ive decided....tis yr my sis's bdae im gona get her sumting nice liao...haha...n erm...wat else...im bookin a chalet 4 my sec4 clas...n hopefully they wil b dere...if not its gona suck coz it'l b mt other wise...n hafin an mt coasta sands chalet isnt fun...coz...u noe...deres stuf abt coasta sands chalet tt i've been told...so...u noe...aniwaez...gtg soon liao...if not later my half hour break finish den e lecturer gona take control over e coms liao...k...c ya...

with love,
xoxo




pooL...
27.5.05 @ 18:13

todae got no sch ar...haha...coz todae onli tutorial ma...den wk1 got no tutorialz...haha...den juz now wen out wif aisam n chunky...go play pool...but onli play ard 1h+ onli lar...coz...duno y oso...haha...so...aniwae...i nearli cldn't go out todae lar...coz ytd after e orientation liao i go haf supper ma...den til kinda late den go back lar...den my mom keep callin mi...kinda irritatin lar...but...aiya...got back ard 1am...den...she nag nag nag...den nearli cannt go out todae lor...lucky lar...can go out...go slightly crazy...den...haiz...didnt reali did wat i wana do lar...i actually wana go play arcade n get al e horrible feelingz i had inside out de...but...didnt lar...but...aniwae...stil hapi lar...coz didnt c aisam 4 very long liao...abt a mth liao lor...so...had fun lar...aniwae...ytd e orientation was fun...did sum rather crazy n stupid tingz...lyk runnin fr 1 end of e concourse to e other shoutin 'cmm rocks!'...quite lame lar...but fun lor...much more fun den last wk's orientation...haha...erm...wats nxt...tink most probably gona buy laptop...i wana buy e apple powerbk...but...cant bear 2 seperate myself fr my money...so...i shd b goin 2 my sis lar...ask her sponsor abit lar...if not ar...duno liao...haha...k larz...enuf crappin liao...tml stil haf 2 work...k...buaiz...

with love,
xoxo




1st 2daez of sch...
25.5.05 @ 17:45

hmm...e 1st 2daez of sch was ok lar...todae i realised tt 1c03 is e most bonded clas amg e cmm freshies...coz we're e onli clas tt wen out n eat together durin lunch...thou not e whole clas is dere but at least 80% of us r...wen thru e cca open hse todae...wanted 2 put my name down for e dragon boat n floorball...but their orientation clash wif my work on saturdae...so...cant go 4 it...but i oreadi tot abt wat cca i wana join le...so i gona join band n tpsu...band coz i was in band n i mis being in a band...n oso coz i luv music...tpsu coz...wel...sad 2 sae ar...is coz i njoy hafin control over tingz...n seein tingz get done...u cant blame me 4 tt wat...i monitres in sec sch 4 2.5yrs leh...i'm lyk used 2 it liao lor...n its lyk in sec sch no mater where i go i haf a leadership role in it lor...in clas is monitres...in band is pp n quartermistres...in sch is psl...its lyk in every 'layer' of e sch im in control of certain tingz liao lor...nth i can do abt it lar...but aniwaez...i wana join su coz it seems lyk a fun cca 2 join...over n abv everyting rite...i wana join e 2 ccas coz i personally tink tt im gona haf fun in it lor...if not i wun even tink abt it liao...n oso...in band i can release my anger...my stres my everyting wen i play e instrument lor...im lyk tt de lar...i need 2 let go n njoy myself once in a while...tt y i wana find aisam they al go play pool...den oso at e same tym can go arcade play play lorz...haiz...i tink im being angry at myself 4 bein stupid...i wun sae y...coz sumtingz r beter not said...im reali disappointed at myself lor...i tot tis wun b a prob...but it did bcum a prob...even after so long u noe...haiz...nvm...tingz wil straighten out soon...i hope...haiz...k lar...enuf of mi rubbish le...if u're interested rite...can go 2 my friendster blog c...coz tts where i put up sum short stories tt i haf...i tink im gona write a long story soon...tts gona b lyk a drama de...so...do pop by dere if u're interested in readin sum stories...k...smilez~...

with love,
xoxo




sch start tml...
23.5.05 @ 20:44

haiz....duno if i shd b hapi or wat...tml start sch liao...9am in e mornin...haiz...1st lecture gime mi cm marketin liao...not tt i haf aniting against it or wat...but...got e word marketin dere onli i sian liao...coz ... duno y oso lar...den finally on wed got journalism1 - newswritin...haha...sumting tt i look fwd 2...haha...tink im gona njoy myself lor...coz i njoy writin lar...but 2 a certain xtent onli lor...ask mi write 2 much i oso wil siao de...haha...aniwae...todae wen 4 e tea gatherin tingy...den i write down 4 e chn 2 eng aural translation de...i rather tok den write n write n write n write 4 e translation...coz it takes alot of energy u noe...at least e tokin de juz tok n tok n tok n tok n tok...n tts wat im gd at...tokin n tokin...haha...erm...ytd wen orchard...walk 5h+ in e end onli buy 1 shirt...haiz...aniwae...tink i gtg liao...haf 2 rest 4 tml mornin's lesson...so xian...hai...no choice... :P

with love,
xoxo




todae'z orientation...
19.5.05 @ 20:23

aiyo...juz now tot tt my orientation wld b as fun s e fow...in e end ar...haiz...rather disappointin lar...coz its lyk so borin in e mornin...den e whole dae e onli fun ting was e tp mass dance...haha...but aniwae...overal e whole dae is reali kinda borin lar...coz its reali lyk dead n stagnant lor...so u noe lar...n i wun sae more lor...at first al of us tot tt we gona get our marticulation card n timetable todae de...in e end they tel us is tml...crap lar...but nvm lor...todae spent in a borin manner onli lor...den ar...wana go hm oso dif sia...u c ar...wen go 2 e busstop rite...kao...so many ppl stuck at e staircase dere...den...al block e wae...make til my bus cum liao wana run 4 it oso dif ar...siao 1 ar...cannot move 2 e other side de ar...but aniwae...tml wil stil b e same again...so most probably i'm gona get stuck in a bunch of ppl...if not rainin den i gang kor a bit walk e distance go take 21 cum home...coz i reali canot take it if i kanah stuck de lor...sumore no1 pei mi cum home de...so u noe...no harm if i walk a lil n get home faster rite...so aniwae...i reali reali reali hope tt tml wil b more fun...coz if not ar i tink i gona bore myself 2 death le...but e gd news is tt ar...both maybelin n randy got in e same clas s mi...er...gd news coz got ppl i more familar wif lar...so...got aniting can go ask dem lar...den...found out quite a no. of my clasmates actually live in pasir ris...includin charlene n chantini(duno spel rite not)...so...can go sch wif dem lar...but...duno lar...dun bother lar...aiya...duno wat i tokin abt lar...aniwae...i tot of sum tingz tt r rather 'story-ish' lar...so if u interested in e 'story-ish' ting tt i tot of rite ...go c my frenster blog lar...haha...k...gtg liao...tml stil got biz sch orientation...k...

with love,
xoxo




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14.5.05 @ 19:31

haiz...on monday have to hand in the 1000word essay liao...but...somehow i like cannot do de...think most probably i just anyhow do lar...do til around 700 or 800 words then dont do le...coz i really dont know how to write the essay lor...then somemore i tomorrow stil work day time de...then really cannot do de lor...anywayz...so very the xian...coz tml is huiling last day le...hai...xian...then i wednesday then last day...rest 1week+ then go back work weekends...not coz i love working there so much you know...but coz i think that i really will need the money in the future lar...just think lar...monthly concession stamp already how much liao...im the type that cannot take it if the money keep going out then never go in that type you know...if got money go out then must have money go in de lor...aiya...cannot say i moneyface also...only can sae that im being practical...its better to have a job al the while then have to find high find low for a job during the holidays right...hai...other then work and that 1000word essay ar...nothing's really bothering me right now lar...or should i say nothing else that people should know is bothering me right now...coz its always the dreams that i have in the middle of the nights that make me think too much lar...hopefully this time round the dream will come true and last much much much longer then the one that came true months back...and ar...today by right i'm supposed to go out with my godbrothers play pool de...but i at first thought that i might want to do the essay today so i cancelled it...then also today i supposed to go for the krypton outing de...but coz i thought that i want to do the essay that why i didnt go also...haiz...its all that essay fault lar...haha...but...no matter what i do or say here i stil have to complete the essay de ma...if not i dont get the marks then later suay suay fail the module then how...cham right...dont bother lar...i only can finish that much...my printer spoil so i cant print...and i dont expect myself to have so much time to write out the whole thing...so i think maybe monday or tomorrow i'll send it to them via email lar...easier for me...anyway...got to go liao...have to go and try to find the information for the essay...try only lar...but i doubt i can find much also...hee...

with love,
xoxo




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9.5.05 @ 16:00

yaya i know...i just wrote an entry ytd...ya..but...i seem to have forgotten some things ytd ba...but...i cant seem to rmb what it is now...hmm...think i suffering from 'lao ren chi dai zhen'...haha...no lar no lar...actually i also dont know why on earth i'm writing here again...maybe coz i'm bored ba...and i'm not really in the mood to do the stupid 1000 words essay...so...you know...this is what i do when i'm REALI bored...haha...k larz...dont think can carry on being crazy and bored le...

with love,
xoxo




orientation!!!
8.5.05 @ 14:32

super long time since i last blogged liao..ard 2 wks liao...haha...erm...wat fun tingz happened 2 me ar...er...e most most most fun de is e orientation le...nth can b more fun den tt liao...1st dae of e orientation i go late...coz i stupid stupid go 4 e chn ting...den at e clas xian 3h...waste my tym...wen got 2 e orientation...v fun...found sum pri sch clasmates n sec sch frenz...den...go slitely crazy onli lar...coz...dun reali noe many ppl dere...after tt...go tampines central play game...e games quite fun lar...sum games is i nv play b4 de lor...den by e tym i reach hm...bathe le juz nice in tym watch csi...haha...den...2nd dae...our grp de ppl bcum so much lesser...duno y oso lar...mayb they find e 1st dae borin lor...dun bother...2nd dae run here run dere...go crazy...but afternn rain...den...reali reali reali felt lyk slpin lor...*yawnz*...but at nite...reali make til i awake liao...y leh...coz...khai...went 2 dres up s a female...my 1st reaction was..."wat e ..... is tt him???" reali scare mi...kind of freaky oso lar...coz its lyk ...omg! u noe...aniwae...dere's oso e manhunt tts so different fr al other types of manhunt...it's weird n ... weird...tts al i can sae..coz they're not lookin 4 mr handsome or mr smal eyes or wat...they're lookin 4 mr hairy armpit...gros rite...but...its kinda fun lar...haha...wif al e weird poses tt they can cum up wif...wen i reach hm ar...i reali v tired le...reach hm...bathe...slp...oink til e nxt mornin...last dae...i purposely mis my cds...haha...den we al play game again...den e 1h game tt e progammers came up wif ar...reali make til i v seh...we al do e elephant walk until walk a bit onli den tired le...other grp al do e ez 1 leh...but nvm...most impt is fun lar...haha...last but not least...e most impt game...finaL cLash!!!....its not wat i wld sae s fun or borin...coz u muz c how u look at it lar...weird u noe...tot tt our lolipop wun break so fast de...but in e end...we e 3rd 2 break le...kinda sad lar...knowin tt we cld haf done better...but by e amt of ppl tt we haf rite...its gd enuf le lar...wen we al dismissed le...mi, edwina n joyce go 2 e cpf buildin dere go eat wif e rest of e ppl...go dere eat...play sum other games...kinda fun lar...ard 11+ edwina go home le...coz she stay v e far u noe...den 12+ mi n joyce oso go back le...coz tired lar...n oso e nxt dae i got work ma...but overal v e fun lar...e gLs, terrance, alvin n jamie al v nice n frenly...if i can ar...i wld luv 2 relive e 3daez...coz reali extremely e fun ar...aniwae...enuf of e orientation le...i juz realise tt i haf 2 hand in a 1000 words chn essay tml...dun tink i wil do it lar...wait til tml afternn den do den hand in on wed le...cant b bothered coz i later stil got work lor...ok...enuf le...few daez later den i update again...lastly...krypton rulez!!!!

with love,
xoxo