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29.6.05 @ 14:42 omg. there's the army show in school. there's the tanks. oh no. i'm going crazy over it. omg. so nice. and the weird thing is i'm not going crazy about the guys in number 4 uniform. i'm crazy about the tanks. arr!!!so nice. muahaha. but i dont know why lar. been kind of crazy about the army stuff lately. gtg. with love, xoxo journalism lecture
@ 13:33 bleh. finally not so tired in class. but xian. later still have marketing tutorial. next week is test week. the week after is chalet time. so broke now. so short of money. going to watch initial d on friday with shun man, shimin, shihan, joel, ahmad and justin. can't wait till friday. been more than a year since i last step into a cinema. haiz. so sadz. pathetic sia. haiz. so bored. sometimes, feel so alone some times. cause, i don't really know why. haiz, when i thought of the reason then i'll write here ba. hmm. haiz. k lar. no more crapping now. having journalism lecture. hee. with love, xoxo got my laptop!!!
27.6.05 @ 12:12 have not blogged for quite some days already. kind of bored now. having media society lecture. but who cares. and yes! i finally have my powerbook. finally. after so very long. that's why i can blog now. anyways, the past few days were kind of crazy. i'll tell you why. when i went to work, there's these people that are really nuts. they don't bother about the fact that i'm human too. that aunty really have some problem. i was supposed to go for lunch at 1pm. but there're many people so i decided to go for lunch slightly later. at 1.30, i really can't take it anymore so i wanted to close the counter. that aunty looked at me as if i owe her money. she's like angry about the fact that i actually do feel hungry and want to have my lunch. crazy. then there's another guy. he's a total moron. i only gave him his atm card together with the receipt and he was like staring at me like i killed his mother. can't he wait? wait a while will die is it? really ar. these people have something wrong ar, then yesterday, there's the person who gave me quite a headach. can't she see that the offered item is the one on top and not the one below? can't she read? haiz. make me run here run there. somemore ask me what's the difference between superior soy sauce and best soy sauce. she think i do the cooking at home is it? haiz. but what the heck. there's always the good things that happened. my dear shimin came and visit me. so good right. but ar, yesterday the whole of white sands air con spoil. so hot ar. nearly melted. got a headach and felt like vomiting abit. haiz. but anyways. enough complaining about work. have to go now. later still have to do the marketing proposal with maybelin, janice and charlene. hope can finish fast. then i can do my journalism also. finish then go home. go home sleep. been kind of tired this few days. oh ya. i have to go popular buy some things later. hee. with love, xoxo again
23.6.05 @ 19:12 yes. i'm here again. after skipping 2 meals i finally had my dinner just now. i'm still sleepy. i went to meet this nancy person just now. signed a savings plan thing with her. she's from aia. the savings thing is every month take out $37.65 from my bank account. haiz. actually kind of regret signing it now. just having the thought of having $37.65 less in my bank account every month is kind of heart breaking. but there's nothing i can do now. i've already signed it. unless i tell her my mom say that she's already got one similar plan somewhere else. but it's kind of lame the excuse. the plan's supposed to be 25 years. maybe i can tell her to change it to the 10 years plan. haiz. see how later lar. k lar. really bored. never had so many entries in the same day. 4 i think today. ok. buaiz! with love, xoxo minqi + xueling = crazy!! (jk)
@ 15:44 this is insane. minqi is crazy. and so is xueling. i said i might have a crush on a guy. and they think that i have a crush on a guy in class. they are crazy. let me make this clear for the sake of minqi. i do not have a crush on any one in class. not isaac. not cornelius. not randy. not vicnan. minqi insist that i have a crush on cornelius. but anyway. i will not say who i might be having a crush on. but rest assured he's not someone in our class. nor from our course. muahaha. anyway. i just realised that we have a pair of sick people in class. they're minqi and xueling. they attempted to cut my hair in lecture! all i can say is they're crazy. ok. have to go soon. have to meet this nancy girl later. she did a survey with me on the saving habits of teenagers and she wants to know more now. i don't mind helping her out you know. anywayz. gtg. with love, xoxo lunch time
@ 13:10 hmm. now in the mac lab. nothing better to do. don't know where to eat. feel like skipping lecture. but maybe not. who knows. feel so sleepy. didn't have enough sleep. drank coffee. but feel like sleeping even more. oh no. i'm adnormal. others drink coffee will be awake. i'm the opposite. oh no. i'm hungry. but don't feel like eating at all. going to print out my gdf thing later at the free access lab. i saved it in a 3 1/2 floppy. so bored. getting my powerbook tomorrow. i hope. going for my first ever tp band practice tomorrow. going for the cds module 2 briefing tomorrow. so much to do tomorrow. so tired. so bored. going to do the marketing proposal on monday afternoon. hope can finish the proposal. it's due next wednesday i think. so bored. sleepy. miss shimin. miss shunman. miss tricia. miss my 4.7. i'm only going to see them on 15/7 the earliest. miss them lots. going to fix my glasses later. something dropped out of the end. must fix. or else my ear's going to hurt badly. i don't know what i'm writing. just plain tired. zzz. with love, xoxo f i n a l l y
@ 00:22 finally. finally i finished the gdf report. i wrote crap. hope she won't yell at me. really tired. started at 10pm and it's now 12.07am. lucky tomorrow's tutorial start at 11am. i can at least have 7 to 8h of sleep. although i might end up watching television later after i off my computer. *yawnz* so tired. sleepy. coffee didn't keep me awake. orange juice didn't either. the only thing that kept me awake was chatting with my friends. *yawn again* but at least i got the huge burden of gdf off my shoulder for now. need to get some sleep. but have to check my mid-sem test timetable before i go offline. *checking mid-sem test timetable* ok. finish checking my mid-sem test timetable. found out that only 2 modules have test. j1 and med soc. i dont mind the j1. but i mind the med soc. but having only 2 test means that i can work from the 8th to 14th.or maybe even from the 7th but i'll have to work night shift that day. haiz. ok. have to go sleep now. night. with love, xoxo got into tp band!
22.6.05 @ 20:53 muahaha. i got in to band. i'm supposed to go for band practice on friday. think on friday will be a long day. school from 9 to 1(gdf.sucks). go find my sister buy powerbook(finally). then go for cds module2 briefing at 5.30. and band at 6.30 to 9. by the time i reach home will be around 10. the next day i've got work at 9am. oh man. i'll be tired. but i'm going to enjoy every second of it. anyway, i think i have a crush on a guy. who? i won't tell. but it's only a i think. its not confirmed if i really have a crush on that guy. muahaha. just now's band audition is ok. not that bad. the senior that interviewed me is a trombone senior. (yeah!) she's nice. there's 2 other seniors in the band room that entertained us. one of him is christopher and the other...i don't know.*hee* christopher's really lame. i've finally found my match in being lame. his jokes are so cold i think he can compete with hwa ming. haha. anyway, it was really fun. going for practice on friday. think i'll share my 1st band practice on saturday or monday. hmm. later still have to write the report for gdf. sucks. i don't know what to write. and i totally dislike gdf. i'd rather have essential graphics you know. gdf is one of my least favourite modules in school. my favourite's J1 and cm marketing. well. got to go. going to watch csi before i go do my report. sucks. i can't get my contact lens out. damm. haiz. anyway. really have to go. be back soon. buaiz. with love, xoxo journalism
@ 14:51 know what? i think that my favurite module this semester is journalism. don't know why. haha. kinda crazy. hmm. anyway, my class gathering now confirm have 25 people going. 25 out of 37. hope all of them will come. so each of us can pay less. muahaha. and can see the class. cause i miss them lots. anyway, later still got cm marketing tutorial. finished my journals. now only left with the report for gdf not done. so xian. haiz. and, later got the band audition. hope that nothing goes wrong. if not i'll be damm devasted. lets hope for the best. haiz. about the thing i said afew days ago, i still don't know what to do. to be or not to be. that's the question. i don't know. i think i will get sick and tired of him soon. i think. if only th person who asked me this is someone else. haiz. ok. got to go. having tutorial in 10 minutes. with love, xoxo 21.6.05 @ 14:35 yesterday when i was going to school, there's this lady sitting beside me. she keep turning to me and looking at me. i don't know why on earth she's doing that. i was really irritated by her. but hack. i'm a good girl now. at least better than i was in the past. yesterday i was talking to one of my ex. it's like out of a sudden he ask me if i want to patch back a not. i was like "what the hell?!".then also i kept thinking if i should or should not. cause i was the one who initiated the break that time. how on earth would i know that he still have feelings for me after more than 10months after we break up. crap. i don't know if i should or shouldn't. i know that i can't love him anymore cause he was the one who broke my heart in the first place. but i too think about the happy times that we shared in the past. but...i don't know. i think i shall think about it some more before i can give him an answer. i know that i've hurt him when we broke up last year. i don't know if i can treat him the way that i should. i don't know if i can make myself to hurt him again if there is a need for it. haiz. why does the one that my heart wants don't do the things that this guy does? haiz. how sad can this life be. haiz. anyway. i hope that i'll be able to do well for tomorrow's band audition. i want to get into band ok. alrights. got to go. am having journalism tutorial. with love, xoxo early morning
20.6.05 @ 08:53 finally got news from the band people. told me that the audition is on wednesday 5.30. that's all that they say. hopefully can tell me where is the band room. cause i totally have no idea where it is. haiz. anyway, going to have the essential graphics test later. hopefully i can do well. think i've been failing in most of the things that i've wanted to do so far. haiz.with the exception of the chalet i mean. sometimes i feel that i'm lyk redundant in class. doesn't matter if i'm there or not. you know. well, have to go and do some other stuff now. oh ya, before i forget, aisam and haidir, happy schooling!!!haha. with love, xoxo w o r k . . .
19.6.05 @ 21:55 haiz. i'm only going to get my powerbook on friday the earliest. my sis is down with a flu so she can't go with me tomorrow. haiz. sad. anyway, just now went to work. the customers really ****. buy the tulip thing for the sake of the free myojo noodles. idiot not. then told them that there's none left they say it till as if its my fault that its out of stock. moron. anyway, jing xian's finally back to work today. he say that he went for ci camp that's why he disappeared. at least he's back now, we have 1 additional person for lunch on weekends. muahaha. just now had lunch with ah bin. first time since i work with him for 6 months. he's louder during lunch than when you normally see him. because i can really hear him during lunch.haha. anyway. think that i really enjoy working much more than studying. feel much much more relaxed when i work. other than having to face some moron customers, working is fun. haiz. really miss huiling ar. miss those fun times that all of us had during the cny period. haiz. those crazy times are now nothing more than memories. haiz. ok lar. think its about time i go watch tv already. just finished my logo design. only left with logo report and 1 more journal. muahaha. maximum 2 more days and i'm done with it all. muahaha. ok enough crap. i'll be back soon. with love, xoxo lyrics
18.6.05 @ 22:53 zhui hou de zhan yi -- zhou jie lun ji qiang shao se shen zhong wo men xun zhao zhe bi de zhan hao er shi sha diao de chen bao hui huai le cong xing gai jiu hao ke shi ni na jian ran xue bu man dan kong de jun wai tao que jiu lian dao gao shou dou ju bu hao * zai xiao yan zhong xiang qi bing bang qi shui de wei dao he na xie wu shuo shi shi yi zhen ge xia tian de nian shao wo fang xia qiang hui yi qu nian yi qi bi ye de shuo xiao er yan lei yi zhi diy wang ji yao diao chao xiao de shen ying zai feng zhong bu duan bei lian xi zhe shu ling jian chong man le di yi bu dui qi shou zhen di ni jian chi yao wo ye li qu wo zhen me neng fang qi wo liu zhe pei ni qiang ren zhe lei di you xie shi zhen de lai bu ji hui bu qu ni lian zai chou jing jiu kuai mei li qi jia xiang shi bu zhun wo zai ti wo liu zhe pei nio zhui hou de ju li shi ni de che lian dao zai wo de huai li ni man man li qu wo yao bu xing ni lei shui zai zhan hao li jue le ti with love, xoxo got e chalet....
@ 22:17 muahaha. i got the chalet. can have class gathering with my 4.7 le. so happy. but i just realise that its going to be from friday all the way til monday! monday everyone got school leh. but cannot waste the money right. have to think of some way to settle this. so. i guess junteck really have to blanjah liao. haha. anyway. just finished 2 of my cm marketing journals. felt that i wrote crap. hope mr d won't scream at me for it. only left 1 more journal and the logo and logo report to do. then all that i have to hand in this coming week is done. really tired. but feel very good after finsihing the 2 journal entries.so stressed. lets hope that i will feel better after this online session. so that i can continue with crazy things to say for the last journal entry. and think of things to write in the logo report. hai. just the thought of having to do gdf work makes me even more tired. i can't draw in real and i can't draw on the computer. so. it really sucks. but the logo that i have is a logotype lar. so shouldn't be that bad. i think. enough crapping here. time to share the great news (chalet!) with my 4.7 le. back soon. with love, xoxo ytd
17.6.05 @ 09:39 yesterday went to play pool with aisam and zaki. kind of lame and crazy. play around 2.5 hours. then played ez-dancer. i hate playing it with zaki. he's too damm good. i play with him right, i was basically standing there stoning. cause i couldn't keep up with the beats. i'd rather play with aisam cause we won't play the hard songs and so it's easier in a sense you know. but hack. we later went to buy drinks and saw my seniors kenneth and min kiat. after that we go pet safari and walk. soooo cute the puppies. i was like going "eee...so cute" all the way da capo al fine. really cute you know. after that we all went home and slack liao. feel so much better after going out with them. it's great to let lose with them sometimes. but not too much or often you know. i've improved in my playing of pool. at least not as bad as i was in march you know. haiz. really miss my secondary school peeps. anyway, i think i'm going to get my beloved powerbook on sunday. get my sis to go along with me cause she said that she'll pay a certain amount for me. which means i don't have to pay so much. muahaha. haiz. really. i have no idea what's going to happen now. haiz. feel so pathetic. haiz. damm. haizz. think that the only word to describe me now is pathetic. cause everything that i want somehow don't happen you know.haiz. letx just hope i can get my chalet. i want chalet. so i can drink and mahjong and go nuts through the nights. ya i know i'm not suppsed to drink but what the hack. can get peter to buy ma. so why not. most probably need him to buy a few bottles. but i'm not drinking beer. beer sucks. ok. enough of all this crap already. maybe later come back blog again when i'm bored. with love, xoxo haiz
@ 09:00 shit. i didn't get into cmm council. early in the morning, that's the first thing that i know in the morning. i hate this. exactly the same as the dream that i had 2 nights ago. i hate this. damm it. haiz. no point getting so troubled over this, i know.haiz. let's just hope that i can get my chalet. if not, i'll really go nuts. true. gtg. with love, xoxo miss my 4.7
15.6.05 @ 21:32 ok. nothing much happened today. only that i met shimin on my way home at the interchange just now. went to buy things just now. talked about our lifes in poly till now. she very good cause the modules that she's taking this semester is mostly what we learnt in upper secondary. so she don't really have that much of a worry when it comes to her work i guess. i really miss my secondary 4 class a lot.i hope i can get the chalet next month. so that i can have a class gathering with them. haiz. come to think of it, i haven't been going out with my secondary 4 friends that much. the only person that i think i've gone out with is joanna. really really miss my class. i guess i've been too occupied with somethings that are of no importance that i didn't bother about them that much. well, got to go now. have to do some things later. with love, xoxo haiz
13.6.05 @ 10:14 haiz...i simply can't stand this crap anymore... what's so amazing about being able to draw circles with photoshop?why must she over-react by having lots of 'wow's and 'wah's?why can't she just shut up?or why can't she just talk softer?doesn't she realise that she's loud?i just can't stand her.this person is not someone i'm close with alright. it's someone i'm kind of distant from.i just can't take it. soon i'm going to slap her face. i hope this semester pass quickly. so i won't have to be in the same class as her anymore. let's just hope that she will never be in the same class as me in the future 5 semesters. anyways, enough complaining already. i think that i should have a wishlist somewhere. there's so many things that i want but i simply haven't got it yet. i hope i get those stuff soon. one of the things that i want is a huge tote bag. i want the one that's green and 'clothy'. and also because of that, i want to get the ncc no.1 uniform's ssg rank and the npcc ssg rank. why ncc no.1 uniform's?well,i love the uniform. it looks so..."wow". why npcc rank?because i wanted to join npcc girls in the first place but there wasn't any npcc girls unit in my secondary school. why of all ranks ssg and not msg?it's because i was a ssg in band in secondary school. i wanted to join uniform groups so much. but.haiz. because of one thing that i want to get, it turns out to be 3 different things. i love uniforms. but i'm extremely selective about uniforms. i only love ncc, npcc,certain band uniforms and the saf uniforms. they make me go 'wah' and 'woh'.lame isn't it. alright. enough crapping around. should be doing my essential graphics stuff. alright. bye. with love, xoxo haiz
11.6.05 @ 20:58 i'm just thinking...what will happen if one day i disappear...and not return for days and days...i doubt anyone will realise...just maybe...if i lie to my mom that i go school when i actually miss lectures and tutorials...doubt anyone will notice...i just feel that my life is completly...erm...how to say it...oh yes...messed up...with all the wrong things happening at the wrong time...with all the wrong people appearing in the wrong time of my life...and with all those that matter disappearing from my life at the same time...it seriously just adds up to the whole crap that i'm going through...ya...one may say that everyone's the same...and everyone's feeling the same way...ya right...i feel so used now...one of my close friends in secondary school contacted me some days back cause he was going through some bad days...i was there for him as he was one of my closest friends...but now that the bad times are gone...well...let's just say it this way...he's no where to be found...and now is the time that i need someone to talk to...how pathetic...it just feels like i'm always there for people when they need me...but...they don't seem to be there when i need them to be there...i hate this...true...i hate this...it's been so long since i last used the word hate...and i'm using it all over again cause this whole thing is happening...it just feels all so familiar...there's the jerk in my life who's blind and never seem to notice what is going on around him...there's the bitch in my life who's doing all the bitching around...there's the friend in my life that's missing in action...it feels like secondary 1 days...or rather secondary one days with the knowledge of secondary 2...and no...the bitch is not someone who knows that i've got a blog...and no...she's not my close friend now...and yes...i don't talk to her...so...ya...it just adds up to crap...that's all i can say... with love, xoxo 5min interval...
10.6.05 @ 09:21 9.40am i seriously hate tis crap ar...muz flip thru e newspaper find symbols, letterforms n trademarks...e thing is tt i keep findin letterforms n sum symbols...cant find e trademarks at all...hopefully i'll find a trademark at e life section... :P... 9.45am muahaha...finaly found e trademark liao...hope can find more...hee.. 9.50am i hate tis...i hope she'll juz gime sum peace...shut up n give al of us sum peace n quiet lar...u noe dere's tis feelin tt i hate...n i get tis feelin wen i noe dere are tingz happenin...but ppl simply leave mi outa it by not tellin mi at all...it sux...n i've got e horrible feelin now...haiz...can she juz shut up.... 9.55am great...im so bored tt i'm doin tis updatin every 5min...sumtymz i reali wonder if he's blind or wat u noe...coz its lyk...dere's all this signs that are ard him...but he simply can't c...so its so...arh...duno how 2 sae...but...i juz feel tt he's blind lar...so many tingz r happenin but yet he cant c...shit...so 1/4 fish 3/4duck ar... 10.07am kinda weird...no specific reason...juz feels weird...haiz...im hungry...n bored...n kinda seh...i wana buy new bag...i wana buy e ranks..i wana buy clothes...haiz... 10.17am my earrin juz fell off my ear... 10.21am xian liao...dun write animore liaoz... ;P with love, xoxo lesson again...
@ 09:11 i'm so crazy...i'm watchin happytreefriends in clas...damm funi sia...but e ting is i cannot laugh out too loud...coz...if not e clas tink i saddistic...thou i reali m...muahaha...aniwae...now im hafin gdf in e mac lab...haha...later in e evenin i gona watch lin jun jie's concert...haha...watchin wif joanna...maybelin n her grp of frenz...i bringin digi cam later fr home...hope tt can get a gd pic of jj...thou im not reali a huge fan of him...but i find him rather cute...haha...aniwae...listenin 2 her tutorials...n typin tis crap...n...hopin 2 c another happytreefriends episode later...den hopefuly can lol in clas...if not gis v cham de...(btw gis is sumting tt i made up...giggling in softly...oppo of lol...hee)n erm...am chio not gd 4 health de u noe...haha...aniwae...tink beter finish off here...if not later she scold liao...hee...mite b back soon...hee... with love, xoxo todae n sum other stuf 4 sum1 2 c...
6.6.05 @ 19:11 haiz...quite xian ar...nth beter 2 do...so...online lor...haiz...suppose 2 haf 2journal entries 4 e cm marketin liao...but...i hafnt even do 1 yet...so...xian...juz nw wen 4 e cmm council interview...erm...i was sumhow tokin crap...coz i didnt noe wat i was sayin...its lyk...i feel tt i didnt do tt wel lor...reali hope tt i can get in...den...i suppose 2 haf an audition 4 e band ting de...but...they nv cal de leh...den its lyk...xian...juz nw go out walk walk wif maybelin at tm...den in e end my sole got blister...but nvm...its my own fault...hu ask mi wear heels 2 go window shoppin...haiz...den nw...v e xian...sumtymz i wish i haf e courage 2 sae sumtingz 2 sum1...but...i dun...coz im afraid tt tingz wld turn out bad juz lyk it did e last tym...i wish i haf e courage 2 shout it out...but i dun...haiz...so...coz of my own timidity...i mite haf 2 let go of tis possible chance 2 change it al...haiz...i mite regret it sumdae...but...no choice...hu ask mi 2 not haf e courage 2 do wat i wana do...haiz...its al a matter of personal choice...if i choose 2 let tis go...i'll haf 2 live wif it...n not brood over it...if i choose 2 pick up e courage...i'll live wif e consequences...no mater its gd or bad...but coz im so scared of e bad consequences...i tink i'll forgo e chance 4 tingz 2 b rite...haiz...no use sayin so much here wen i cant sae it 2 sum1 face to face...haiz...no pt hafin so much of wat i wana sae typed out here if sum1 doesnt c tis...haiz...no pt livin in tis crapy manner if sum1 dun bother...haiz... with love, xoxo zzzzzzzzzz
3.6.05 @ 22:38 yes...i noe i juz blogged tis mornin in sch...but...u now...sumtymz wen i haf 2 sae sumtingz i juz haf 2 u noe...i rmb last yr after prom...tricia told mi tt i wil find ppl hu wil appriciate e tingz i do 4 dem...n not make use of it...after gettin outa sec sch...i find tt al e worst tingz happen in sec sch...but e best tingz sumtymz happen dere 2...im juz startin 2 realise how much i mis my sec sch frenz...n of coz sum pri sch frenz tt i stil keep in contact wif...they're lyk e greatest ppl ard...im not sayin e frenz i haf now r bad k...they great 2...but in a dif wae...its onli on wed tt i realise i hafnt even gone to a movie wif my best fren 4 10yrs at al...in e past decade or so we've been sayin abt lots n lots n lots n lots of stuf...but we nv wen 2 a movie 2gether...in upper sec...i alwayz tot of goin overseas wif my 3best frenz...but...of coz...it didnt cum true...so its lyk a lot of tingz tt i wanted 2 do in e past i nv did it at al...i hope its nv 2 late...cum 2 tink of it...im missin my pet hamster...i had it since sec2...how cum i got it...its al coz of ipw...so i kept it til i was in sec4 den...he died...i've alwayz been tinkin abt gettin another hamster...but...no other hamster can b e same s e 1 tt died of oldage...i wish i cld haf him back...but its impossible...coz if i did, den it wld b a corpse of my hamster...not e hamster tt i had in e past...haiz...how did i go fr frenz 2 hamster...haiz...im not even tokin sense now...haiz...so late...but yet so earli...onli 10.36...haiz...i've been listenin 2 songz tt supposedly are able 2 make mi cry so tt i wun feel so crappy...but no matter how many tymz i hear...nth happen de leh...haiz...disappointed ar...haiz...k lar...dun bother ppl 2 read on tis crap animore le...c ya...buaiz...most probably back again on mondae...or sooner...hee... with love, xoxo hate tis ...
@ 08:57 noe wat...sumtymz i reali hate tis life tt i'm goin thru now u noe...coz its lyk...ya...i'm frenz wif every1 in e clas but dere's juz isnt ani1 tt i can b super close wif...now's e tym i reali reali reali mi my sec sch frenz...coz in clas dere's lyk no1 hu i can reali tok 2 wen i need a listeninin ear...nor is dere ani1 hu can tok 2 mi wen im bored...not tt im sayin my clas is bad or wat u noe...its juz tt i cant find ppl lyk tt here now...mayb in e future i can...i reali hope tt i can...or else my life in poly wil juz b filled wif crap n nth else...n tt sux...sumtymz i hate tis life coz i hate myself...coz i tot tt sumtings r over n done wif in my life but actually they arent...so...u noe...onli 2person noe wat e hel i mean...so...i reali wish tt e lead of e whole misery can juz shut e hel up n make my life beter...coz sumtymz i reali hope tt tis person can juz get e hel outa tis whole world tt im currently hafin now...so tt i can live my life beta...n i dun haf 2 get so dam angry wen i c tis person everydae...i tink tt its rather obvious tt i dun lyk tis person...so...heck lar...later den cum back continue if i stil feel dam angry abt tis person...anywae...gtg...coz lecturer cum in liao...buaiz... with love, xoxo |