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21.6.05 @ 14:35 yesterday when i was going to school, there's this lady sitting beside me. she keep turning to me and looking at me. i don't know why on earth she's doing that. i was really irritated by her. but hack. i'm a good girl now. at least better than i was in the past. yesterday i was talking to one of my ex. it's like out of a sudden he ask me if i want to patch back a not. i was like "what the hell?!".then also i kept thinking if i should or should not. cause i was the one who initiated the break that time. how on earth would i know that he still have feelings for me after more than 10months after we break up. crap. i don't know if i should or shouldn't. i know that i can't love him anymore cause he was the one who broke my heart in the first place. but i too think about the happy times that we shared in the past. but...i don't know. i think i shall think about it some more before i can give him an answer. i know that i've hurt him when we broke up last year. i don't know if i can treat him the way that i should. i don't know if i can make myself to hurt him again if there is a need for it. haiz. why does the one that my heart wants don't do the things that this guy does? haiz. how sad can this life be. haiz. anyway. i hope that i'll be able to do well for tomorrow's band audition. i want to get into band ok. alrights. got to go. am having journalism tutorial. with love, xoxo |