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30.8.05 @ 12:45 haiz. back in mac lab again. project's 85% done. just a little bit more and its complete. after this i'm going to library to study finish media and society. cause i didnt manage to study at all yesterday. going to popular shopping later. use up the $12 voucher i got from harry potter book. can't really think of what to buy with $12. nothing much i guess. so bored. tomorrow's going back to prcs day. heard that the teachers' day celebrations was cancelled by the principal. so all we can do tomorrow is go back and crap with the teachers. and i want to get back my book from mr collin. lent him the book band of brothers last year and he have not returned it to me yet!! crap. anyway. think i'm coming back to school to study on thursday and friday ba. or maybe i'll just stay at home and study. i don't know. guess i'll see how everything goes on thursday and friday. haiz. so bored. waiting for kareen to reach school. haiz. feel like eating ice cream suddenly. crap. haiz. k lar. enough crapping. i'll be back soon. buaiz. with love, xoxo the end of the past
29.8.05 @ 14:33 ya. this is about you. just dedicated this entry so that i feel that this is the end. i never knew you felt bad about what you did until she told me. i couldn't believe it at first. but i somehow i ended up believing. don't worry. i've never hated you. cause i never use the word hate. the word hate just seems too harsh. i do admit that in the begining i do feel horrible about the whole thing. but now i feel nothing against you anymore. cause i know that it is not your fault and neither is it mine that whatever happened happened. there's no need to feel sorry. and in case you want to know, i've forgiven you long ago. instead of hating you, i want to thank you. cause if it was not you, i wouldn't have known what it means by hurt. if not for the things that happened, i wouldn't have known how great or wonderful my present or future can be. really. other than saying thanks, there's nothing else i can think of saying to you. she asked me the other day, if i can turn back time, would i choose for this to happen again. i said yes. cause the experience has taught me what things can turn into in just a day or two or three. if not for this, i wouldn't know that being hurt would mean that i'll take such a long time to heal. but no worries, i've recovered and moved on. and i'm glad that you did too. as i type this, i put the things that ever happened in to the far back of my head. so, lets put this behind us from now on alrights? smilez~ with love, xoxo @ 12:17 ok. i missed school again last friday. my mom forced me to stay at home and rest. slept the whole day. on saturday i skipped work again. slept the whole afternoon. just realised that i only worked 4 days this month. makes me wonder. what did they employ me for. i'm thinking of changing job. got kind of bored working. think of tutoring primary school kids. asked the aunties at work yesterday. most of their kids are already secondary school or above. only a few are still in primary school. they asked for the rate. i don't know. if i really want to teach, how much should the rate be? haiz. that's going to be something to think about over the next few days. finished studying for media and society from the notes. after this i'm going to library to get the textbook to study from. finished with essential graphics also. finished it in 10min. nothing much to study about. only left with marketing. think i'll start tomorrow or i might not be able to finish studying it. think the next place i'm going to study would be the airport. got kind of bored with studying in school. need a more relaxing place to study and eat. haha. but i'll have to find someone to go with me. or it feels weird you know. alrights. i'll be back soon. buaiz. with love, xoxo 25.8.05 @ 14:10 hmm. i'm sick again. having a running nose. ya. my nose is running away again. and also having a slight cough. just took the medication. feel so tired and sleepy. zzz. woke up in the middle of the night twice cause the running nose was nearly killing me. bleh. yesterday reach home around 10.30. took supper at home. then slept. zzz. this morning watch tv. saw the show 'joe's apartment'. so cute the roaches. but they're only cute in the movie. in real life, they're gross. alrights. be back soon. with love, xoxo 24.8.05 @ 15:24 oh no. i'm sneezing like nobody's business. keep sneezing. don't know why. alrights. this morning woke up with a horrible stomach ach. might be because of something i ate last night. just now went for journalism tutorial. but went off at 2 to do the marketing mini presentation thing. i'm still sneezing.crap. last night went studying in the library till around 9 with kenny. study 2h+. went eat icecream. *so fattening* waited for bus 21 for about 45minutes. so long. heard the uncle say its because there was an accident that's why the long~ wait. these few days went back home fall asleep quite quickly. maybe because i feel more relaxed now that the projects are all handed in. hmm. alrights. have to go now. in marketing tutorial. =) with love, xoxo 23.8.05 @ 15:12 am i in love? hmm. i think so. haha. but i might not be too. i don't want to have too high hopes on things that might end up as nothing. well. i don't know. i feel weird seeing him just now. hmm. guess i'll have to look to the future. and see what happens. hee. alrights. be back later. with love, xoxo @ 09:28 first thing first. kenny. sorry!!! told you i was finishing at 8.30 but in the end i ended at 10.40. sorry. make you wait so long. then make till you miss dinner also. pai seh. don't angry ok? ok. now about yesterday's agm. victor was my boss for a day. cause i was an usher. then i was slacking outside the auditorium most of the time. talk with jasper about some things. slack somemore. erm. i simply love it when in any event they put up the songs for the school dance, chicken dance and school song. cause that's like the key to make me go crazy and wild. alright. wild as in dancing around. not wild as in go around the guys doing weird things alright. don't think wrong. haha.but really i love the school dance. really. hmm. i'm hungry. in lt. oh no. hungry. later doing the mini presentation thing on marketing i think. so hungry. need food. bleh. alrights. not idea what to say now. be back soon. most probably in the afternoon. =) with love, xoxo 22.8.05 @ 11:48 alrights. i'm back. lots of things to talk about. first. the TPSU sub com camp!! the first day was boring. so i'll skip that part. the second day is where all the fun is. went jogging at the bedok reservoir. its been a year since i've last jogged. its like *oh no you've got to be kidding. joggin?* after that played a game that i've always played during all the camps that i've been to. longest chain!!! haha. fun. went for food and stuff. kareen finally came for the camp with her friends. afternoon. played games again. but crap. it rained. so. crappy. then we only played 4 games instead of 6. but we have the wet weather prog that was quite fun. we played this 'chao ji bi yi bi' thing. so fun. and finally we did the school dance, chicken dance and sing school song. weird. its only after all this things that i really feel awake and that i actually am in a camp. ya. at night had our debriefs and this special prog that the main comm had for us. so sweet. the setup was so romantic. ok anyways, ya. thought that it would be boring but hey it ended up kind of fun. oh ya. one more thing. there's the agm for tpsu later at 6.30 at auditorium 2. anyone interested please come! second. went work yesterday. i fell asleep while i was scanning a customer's items. i woke up when haidir say he was going to the toilet. i was like *what the...* i actually fell asleep while having my eyes open. haha. kind of dumb but that's what i did yesterday. so crazy. after work went home. slept at 7+ and woke up at 9+ then sleep at 10 til this morning. so sleepy. still want to sleep now. zzz. ok. the last thing on the list. when i was at camp. there's this person who kept appearing in my mind. i don't know why this person kept popping up in my head. have i gone nuts cause i was too bored at the camp or was it something else? i don't know. there's this feeling that i don't really understand thats occurring about this person. hmm. *ponder ponder* hmm. but i don't think i want to have too much hope on this person. cause things might not turn out fine. i don't want to be disappointed now. cause things don't seem that you know. haiz. feel so weird. don't know what to do. should i forget about this little thing or should i go on with it? haiz. don't know. no idea what to do. haiz. alrights. enough talk. think whoever reads this entry will be thinking *are you done yet? can you shorten your entry?*. ya. so i'll finish it off here. be back soon. with love, xoxo 19.8.05 @ 09:07 okie. now here in tutorial. not started yet. supposed to haave loa. but. randy said that mr yong said that he need the piece of loa as in in paper. so. erm. ya. crap. but anyway. last night watched the results of superstar. sad ar. junyang got kicked out. sad. those that i support always get kicked out. sucks. but at least kelly got in. that's something to be happy about. erm. having the tpsu camp later. got most of the stuff prepared. just some small things to pack. erm. ya. that's about it. ya. think i'll be back here on monday.see ya. =) with love, xoxo 18.8.05 @ 14:18 okie. i'm back again. firstly, sorry ar shihan, never go with you guys to tm. sorry. but. now i'm here in lecture. mr guo haven't started the lecture. so i'm bored and writing this thing here. later going for band at 6.30. missed sectionals yesterday, tomorrow's going to be a busy day. going tutorial in the morning. going band at 10. doubt i'm going for the med soc make up tutorial. going tpsu camp tomorrow night. haiz. think i'll be wild awake tomorrow night. i normally don't sleep on the first night at places other than my home. so well, most probably i'm going to sms jasper to keep myself awake. and also i'll be scared at night. joanna knows why. erm. ya. joanna don't want to join band now. haiz. sad. alrights. enough now. be back soon. =) with love, xoxo @ 12:32 alrights. didn't come to school yesterday. had a mc. so. ya. lost my voice. sounded like a guy yesterday. but i'm fine now. not as normal as i should be but at least i'm feeling much better now. erm. had medication this morning. supposed to have it after food. but i didn't eat. so now i'm extremely sleepy and bored. alrights. have to go now. tutorial ending soon. be back soon. with love, xoxo 16.8.05 @ 16:08 i was reading in library. the news papers today. and they had this thing on national day. i was bored so i read. then something familiar was there. vicnan's blog. they even had 2 paragraphs of it there. but they said that the writer of the blog was a she. i was like. hmm. i must check it out later. and so i checked. ya. it was his. interesting to know that my classmate's blog actually got picked and had some parts on the papers. hmm. congrats to vicnan! with love, xoxo @ 11:54 i'm here in the library. doing project. kind of tired. kind of bored. hoping to complete the marketing stuff today as early as possible so that i can go back early and rest and watch heartlanders and shooting stars. haiz. don't know what to do. don't know what to say. life is short. enjoy it before its too late. don't know why i'm suddenly saying this. sound so chim right? well, maybe it's because i've gone through enough life to be able to say this weird stuff. well, anyway, i think that from now on, band woould be more fun. why? cause joanna's joining band. *thanks to me* and after last night's dinner with the seniors, it's really fun. well, maybe it'll be as fun as band was in secondary school. who knows? well, i'm so tired. i'm gettin better today. my fever and headache's gone and now there's only the mild cough that is left. hope i'll get better. but. after me and my borther recover from our fever and sickness, my sister's sick today. she came back to see the doctor. hope she gets well soon. found out that we're supposed to wear formal for next wednesday's marketing plan presentation. lucky not all of us have to speak. well, that means that i have to wear my pink top again and as for bottom, i don't know. hmm. will think about it this weekend. i didn't work the previous weekend and now i've got to apply leave for this coming saturday as i've to go for tpsu camp. ya. that's that. alrights. enough said. have to be doing project now. be back soon. with love, xoxo 15.8.05 @ 10:33 alrights. i didn't go work the whole weekend. cause i was having a fever. now the fever subsided le. now is having slight cough. weird. the medicine didn't say it would cause drowsiness. but i feel like sleeping after the medication. haiz. let's hope i get well really soon. cause i've got so much to do in the next few days. su meeting tomorrow, band lunch time performance on friday and su camp on friday and saturday. i must get well. im hungry now. oh no. hungry. hungry. bleh. later after lecture going to do project. after that meeting joanna. then go for band. then after band go install maple in my laptop. *finally* still so sleepy. the prince of egypt piece keep popping in my head. but only the bars at the front. like that day before doing the presentation i was thinking about those bars to keep myself calm. so. ya. music is my life. ya. erm. alrights. be back soon. =) with love, xoxo 12.8.05 @ 17:44 hmm. didn't go for tutorial this morning. mainly cause i was lazy to go and i woke up late. but also because when i woke up i saw my bed in a huge mess. and i suddenly feel so sick and tired of stuff. for example. if i were to clean up my room today, it will be messy again a couple of days from now. so. why go through the trouble of cleaning it up right? haiz. anyway. if kareen sees what i put up on friendster, i think she'll kill me. cause...i put up our picture there. haha. lets hope she doesn't realise. haha. anyway, i didn't go for tutorial this morning so why am i back here in school? cause i've to hand in my journalism homework and i've to go for band later. i'm a good girl alright. i go for most of the band practices ok. haha. i say most cause i've missed two in the past. but. hey. that's not the main point. so that's why i'm here again in the library sixth floor. slacking around. supposed to be a library but there's those guys on the other side of this table that's making so much noise. so. i pluck out my earphones. make more noise with them. haha. later after band i still have to go and interview the guy for my journalism assignment. so. ya. and tomorrow i still have work. and i still have to apply leave for next saturday cause i've got tpsu camp. alrights. got to go now. enough crapping. =) with love, xoxo 11.8.05 @ 15:14 ok. just now did the presentation. erm. alright. not bad. still wearing the formal clothes. erm. later going band practise at 6.30. just now buy coffee from the vending machine. the $0.40 vending machine. the stupid coffee is like SSSSOOOOOOo disgusting. *yuckz* gross. it's not yucky due to the bitter taste. but. some other reason. its SSoooOO gross. alrights enough of the complaining about the stupid coffee. erm. alright. don't know what to say now. be back later. with love, xoxo 10.8.05 @ 13:26 so tired from yesterday's thing. went to buy the shirt for tomorrow. thought it would only take a while but in the end took a long time. haiz. don't know what to say. haiz. my neck hurts. think im going to be a burnt lobster soon. haiz. with love, xoxo 8.8.05 @ 09:07 tomorrow's national day. but i didnt have the national day feeling till this morning. i was tying my hair when i heard the casuarina primary's pa system playing those patriotic songs. i went thinking "hmm...this is familiar ain't it? oh ya. its the national day songs. oh YA! tomorrow's national day." so it's like ya i'm kind of slow about this now. bleh. anyway, i really must say something about my project here. well, i'm sorry it seems as if i didnt do much. but. cause you guys are always together so i'm not even sure when you guys are really doing project and when you guys are simply chilling out. i know i'll get crap for my peer apprasial. but. what's done is done. i'll just let you guys do what you guys want. but. i'll do my best for the presentation. cause i dont want you guys' marks to be pulled down just cause i know i'm not going to do well. so. i'm really sorry. i'm sorry i can't meet up with you guys later or tomorrow. but if you guys want to meet up before class on wednesday or thursday, i'll definitly be there. alright? alright, back to work stuff. yesterday i was really pissed off by a customer. *fish her* she thinks that she's the boss or what? just because she brought a $0.65 mineral water, she can be such a pain in the rear isit? then the coins drop from her hand, she say i'm being rude. ya. if i'm being rude i'll slap her fishing face and scream vulgarities at her. fish. *chill* ok. enough of this crap already. have to go now. bleh. with love, xoxo 5.8.05 @ 11:05 i'm having this feeling that i hate having. hate this. couldn't sleep last night. only was able to sleep after 2am. think its because of the seventh month thing. haiz. so sick and tired of all the crap that's happening now. go ahead and do what you want. i don't care. later going to collect the pizza. xian. collecting at 12 but joanna's only going to be out of her class at 1. so. by the time she eats the pizza think it's going to be cold. don't know if i'm going to orchard with joanna later. lets hope we're going. or at least go to bugis. i don't want to stay in school the whole afternoon. haiz. going for band practice later. first day of the seventh month and i'm going home at night. hope i won't encounter anything weird. tomorrow going work in the evening also. will be home around 11. crap. tomorrow my mom's doing the bai bai thing outside our house. which means there's going to be a lot of food there tomorrow. alrights. enough of this crap that i'm saying. i'll be back on monday. bleh. with love, xoxo @ 11:05 i'm having this feeling that i hate having. hate this. couldn't sleep last night. only was able to sleep after 2am. think its because of the seventh month thing. haiz. so sick and tired of all the crap that's happening now. go ahead and do what you want. i don't care. later going to collect the pizza. xian. collecting at 12 but joanna's only going to be out of her class at 1. so. by the time she eats the pizza think it's going to be cold. don't know if i'm going to orchard with joanna later. lets hope we're going. or at least go to bugis. i don't want to stay in school the whole afternoon. haiz. going for band practice later. first day of the seventh month and i'm going home at night. hope i won't encounter anything weird. tomorrow going work in the evening also. will be home around 11. crap. tomorrow my mom's doing the bai bai thing outside our house. which means there's going to be a lot of food there tomorrow. alrights. enough of this crap that i'm saying. i'll be back on monday. bleh. with love, xoxo 4.8.05 @ 11:24 i'm bored. again. ya. in med soc tutorial. so xian. bleh. so sleepy. it's raining. that's why. erm. no idea what i'm doing. so bored. really hate it when its raining when i'm having lessons. haiz. k lar. nothing much to say. haiz. going to update my friendster blog. ya. its going to somehting chim again. i think. ya. most probably. with love, xoxo 3.8.05 @ 13:28 alright. this lecture is the lecture with the least amount of people attending it. even lesser than gdf or ess gra. amazing. think there's less than 30 in the LT. hmm. slept 10h. but. ya. again. i'm still tired. crap. today's hana's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANA!! erm. signed on her birthday present. kind of odd. the present. yesterday went century square with joanna. walk all the way there. took an hour. reached home and watched tv. realise that the news on tv are kind of boring. nothing really interesting. they even reported a news that was reported on the other channel some days ago. boring!!= today's another boring day. i wonder why everytime i plan to go jogging in the evening, it just rains in the day. so. i can't go jogging at all!! it's been more than a year since i last ran. crap. think i'm going to ach all over the next time i run. crap. alrights. enough of this lame crap today. better start listening to mr selvan now. hee. with love, xoxo 2.8.05 @ 11:58 ok. kareen just saw the cute guy she wanted to see. haha. anyways, just now had marketing lecture. complete my marketing journals on saturday. now only have to print them out. erm. later having apel and journalism tutorial. xian. haiz. now raining heavily. sitting in the canteen. stupid rain keep molesting my baby laptop. haiz. so xian. next lesson at 1. still have more than 1hour to go. zzz. so bored. skipped band yesterday. went home to sleep. but somehow still not getting enough sleep. still kind of tired. xian. hoping to get more time. so that i can do everything that i want. xian. bored. want to sleep. such good weather. great to sleep in. need to have more rest. hope i can run in the rain and let lose. miss the feelinig of having raindrops falling on me. it's been long since i last felt it. have been eating abit too much these few days. feel that i'm growing fat slowly. sobs. hmm. don't know what to do. so bored. bleh. alright, i'll go play games. bleh. with love, xoxo 1.8.05 @ 12:37 i'm back in school. ya. again. so tired. so sleepy. later going back home rest and complete my stuff. erm. very tired. slept on the bus just now. nearly fell asleep during essential graphics.*hope mr yong didnt realise* learnt dreamweaver just now. now i can improve my blog. so it won't look so weird. cause just now mr yong was saying about this blog that's shocking pink. and i'm thinking...hmm...sounds familar. ain't my blog in pink also??hmm... so i'm thinking when i'm free i'll do a nice blogskin for myself. but of course i'll let lihong check first cause...he's the net expert!...haha. erm. so. ya. alright. that's that for today. or should i say that's that for now. with love, xoxo |