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the end of the past
29.8.05 @ 14:33 ya. this is about you. just dedicated this entry so that i feel that this is the end. i never knew you felt bad about what you did until she told me. i couldn't believe it at first. but i somehow i ended up believing. don't worry. i've never hated you. cause i never use the word hate. the word hate just seems too harsh. i do admit that in the begining i do feel horrible about the whole thing. but now i feel nothing against you anymore. cause i know that it is not your fault and neither is it mine that whatever happened happened. there's no need to feel sorry. and in case you want to know, i've forgiven you long ago. instead of hating you, i want to thank you. cause if it was not you, i wouldn't have known what it means by hurt. if not for the things that happened, i wouldn't have known how great or wonderful my present or future can be. really. other than saying thanks, there's nothing else i can think of saying to you. she asked me the other day, if i can turn back time, would i choose for this to happen again. i said yes. cause the experience has taught me what things can turn into in just a day or two or three. if not for this, i wouldn't know that being hurt would mean that i'll take such a long time to heal. but no worries, i've recovered and moved on. and i'm glad that you did too. as i type this, i put the things that ever happened in to the far back of my head. so, lets put this behind us from now on alrights? smilez~ with love, xoxo |