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27.1.06 @ 10:24 well...got this from a friend's site. never thought this friend would do this kind of thing. but who cares. haa. Ed 1 Birthdate? 15 sept 2 Place of birth? nuh. 3 Blood type? A..but don't know + or -.. 4 Height? 164cm 5 Weight? last year is 54.8...now not sure. 6 Shoe size? 7 7 Work? Study? temasek poly. business school. part time tutor. 8 Childhood nickname? er.... 9 Average hours you sleep in a day? 7 to 8? 10 Time you go to bed? 1am. coz watch finish naruto then sleep. 11 Any siblings? elder sister, elder brother, elder brother-in-law. 12 Eyesight – short-sighted, long-sighted or perfect? imperfect/. 13 What languages do you speak? chinese english hokkien and a little of cantonese 14 What languages would you like to speak? french jap 15 Nickname on Messenger? _seehua .: my.passion.my.life :. .: curiosity killed the cat. stupidity killed the man. :. .: gaara :. 16 What do you collect? nothing? 17 Model of handphone you are using? se k508i..sucks. 18 What is on your shopping list? n7370. 19 Favourite t-shirt brand? op 20 Favourite cut of jeans? hmm.. 21 Favourite fashion designer? er... 22 Favourite clothing label? op billabong converse 23 Favourite shoe label? ... 24 Favourite bag label? converse... 25 Most dominant colour in your wardrobe? none. 26 Most worn-pair of shoes? none.? 27 Favourite shampoo? pantene? 28 Favourite conditioner? none...all alright. 29 Favourite bath product? er... 30 Favourite facial product? anything that works for me. 31 Favourite cosmetics? er...maybelin mascara. 32 Favourite art movement? dotx. 33 Favourite artist? hmm. 34 Favourite gallery? er.. 35 Favourite cold drink? green tea with jasmine. 36 Favourite hot drink? none? 37 Favourite flavour of ice-cream? chocolate. vanilla. 38 Favourite cuisine? food 39 Favourite sandwich? tuna? 40 Favourite cake? chocolate 41 Favourite chocolate? m&ms? 42 Favourite fast food? mcdonald's? 43 Favourite sushi? the one with the cheese thingy. 44 Favourite breakfast? none. don't eat breakfast. 45 Spaghetti – tomato, cream or pesto sauce? tomato. 46 Beef – rare, medium rare, medium, well-done? don't eat beef 47 Restaurant you frequent most? none. 48 Best dining experience? hmm. 2 days before my birthday of 2005 at pasta mania. 49 Worst dining experience? none. 50 Favourite book? none? 51 Favourite movie? lord of the rings trilogy? 52 Favourite artist writer? .. 53 Favourite actor? vincent ng? haha. no lar. don't have. 54 Favourite actress? 0. 55 Favourite record? 2003 singapore youth festival central judging 23rd july pasir ris crest secondary school 56 Favourite singer? none. 57 Favourite band? mayday 58 Favourite lyrics? loads 59 Favourite TV show? er.... 60 Favourite newspapers? the New paper 61 Favourite magazine? seventeen 62 Favourite flower? pink roses 63 Favourite animal? any that's cute. 64 Favourite country? switzerland? 65 Favourite street (in your country)? none. 66 Favourite street (overseas)? dotx 67 Favourite sport? sleeping and chatting. 68 Scariest movie? none. 69 Funniest movie? er,,, 70 Favourite leisure activity? chatting. slacking. laming. 71 Favourite public transport? bus?haha., 72 Favourite weather? rainy. makes me think. 73 Dream honeymoon destination? switzerland. hawaii. france. 74 Computer you use? laptop you mean? powerbook g4. 75 Wallpaper on your computer? hmm. a photo that i took. 76 Screen saver on your computer? hmm. never appeared. 77 How many hours on the internet a day? as long as i'm having lecture. ;) 78 Favourite blog? none. 79 Favourite news site? what the. 80 Favourite site? none/ 81 First pet? hamster. but it died. sobx. 82 Favourite cartoon from childhood? tom n jerry. haha. 83 Favourite toy from childhood? none. 84 What makes you smile? friends 85 What makes you cry? hmm. you don't want me to say. 86 Which celebrity would you like to be? myself. 87 What colour would you be if you are a crayon? pink!! 88 If you can go back in time, which period would you want to be in? sept 2005 89 If you can have your own business, what would you venture into? sing? 90 What TV program would you like to go on? none. 91 How satisfied are you with your current situation? 75% alright with it. 92 What would you rather be doing if you have a choice? sleeping. so tired 93 The most important thing that has happened in your life? haha. something last year. 94 What do you think you’ll be doing 5 years down the road? either in university or else would be working. 95 Most desired now? its so desireable that i'm going to keep it in my heart. 96 Biggest worry now? bad year ahead.? 97 Most unforgettable incident? er... 98 New year resolution? get a life/haha 99 Your motto in life? read my friendster profile 100 Who do you want to answer “100 Things About Me”? anyone? with love, xoxo @ 09:39 haha. having lecture. talking about opinion writing. is opinion writing blogging? hmm. that's a very good question. think i'll find out soon. haha. today's chinese new year eve eve. having reunion dinner later. getting naruto from shao hui later. might be going for a movie with yile later. will be going back to my secondary school band later to get some scores. haha. need to print the application form and fill it up later. so hungry. haha. hmm, if you want to know what i'm going to do for the chinese new year holiday, let me tell you this, i'm going to watch naruto the whole 4 days. well maybe with the exception of the first day. haha. so hungry. should be listening to lecture now. buaix. and happy chinese new year!!!!!! with love, xoxo 25.1.06 @ 12:43 in reply to georgie's blog entry...i'm one of those crazy people who eat dinner at 4 o'clock in the afternoon lor. haha. and hor. i didn't go down the moron rocks not cause i can't balance. is cause i'm afraid of slipping and falling. its the falling that freaks me out eh. haha. with love, xoxo @ 11:41 sitting here in the boring and empty lecture. feeling ill now. having a slight cough. chinese new year this sunday. hope that i'll be able to get well by sunday. found out on monday that he hurt himself. heartaching. couldn't sleep on monday night. was too worried. haix. sometimes i really hate it when i message people and they don't reply me. crap. haix. going back to my secondary school band on friday. going to get some scores for my current band. haha. that's not the point. not going for tp band on friday. having reunion dinner at home. crap. rather go for band lar. but. no choice. haix. ok. don't know what else to type for now. will be back. maybe. haha. with love, xoxo 23.1.06 @ 11:43 in lecture. so hungry. wear all black today. something that i can't be wearing during cny. yesterday went shopping at bugis. spent $80.00. can't believe i spent so much. 2 skirts 1 shirt 1 bag. $80. each about $20. suddenly feel so broke. haix. think my clothes for new year are mostly black. can't think of what to wear on the first day of cny. haha. anyway. got to go. listen to lecture. haa. with love, xoxo 21.1.06 @ 22:07 well, yesterday's open house's not so bad. though we only played a piece. but that's not the main thing. stayed in band room after discussing some stuff. i don't know why but everytime we tell ghost stories in band room i'll see or hear or feel something weird. especially last night. when we're still in the band room it's not that bad. but it's when we are out of the band room that i feel like there's something behind me. i even freak myself out last night at my own void deck. all the while there was no one walking in front of me but suddenly i see a guy walking in front. thought i was seeing things. but it's human. so. lucky me. heard too many stories about lifts. just now when i was going to tutor, had to get into the lift with windows to get to their house. (although it's only at the second floor. lazy to climb.) and i didn't dare to look at the window. i did what i always do, look at the reflective face of the lift then thought to myself. hmm. what if i see something in the reflective thing but i turn around and saw nothing? but before i could come up with an answer, i was already on the second floor. anyway. just realize that one of my life theories don't make sense at all. and the loophole was pointed out last night when i was on the phone with my friend from secondary school. so now is the time that i should throw that theory out the window. hope that stupid theory will kill anyone walking by downstairs. (hmm. just realized there's an ambulance downstairs.) did some thinking and finally decided that i should admit to myself something. since i said admit to myself, no need to say it here. haha. just being lame. so sleepy. was feeling so freaking sleepy when i was tutoring just now. lost count of the number of times i yawned. hmm. i missed half of last night's naruto. crap. was talking to my friend about stuff till i missed the first half. and the worst thing is it's only going to repeat on monday morning at 9.30 when i'm going to be having tutorial. T_T. at least i didn't miss the biggest fight of all. i must watch the episode on monday or i'm going to regret. it's a cool guy against another. can't blame me for not knowing their names in english. it's so freaking dumb that they show it in chinese with no subtitles what so ever and i thought it was dual sound. but no. it's only in chinese. so crappy right. i want to download but it seem so long to download. going to borrow from people. i don't care. i missed the front. crap. anyway. that's that. funny. i don't know why but i keep saying 'anyway' here and there. it's been happening since last night. and guess what. when i woke up this morning i thought i was going to fall seriously ill again. the symptoms are back. pain in the ear. hope i won't fall ill. chinese new year's next week, i want to enjoy myself. and. i realized that i've not done much for my individual speech that's like due in two week's time. i've got a few photos here and there. but. i've got no idea on what to say. crap. and our important project is due on the same day and we're still arguing about if the percentage should be in 100% or more. crap. why can't you just compromise you know. not going to name names. you know who i'm talking about. will you die compromising? have you ever learnt about Switzerland's accommodation and compromising? A&C is the way to live a peaceful life. i can compromise with whatever crap you're up to but now it's 4 against 1 about the percentage so why can't you just let us do it. so please!!! just compromise!!!!! if you don't want to redo the calculations, let me do it!!!!!!! don't be so square please!!! oh my god. i don't believe i'm actually wasting space on my blog typing about this person. but i'm just pissed. going shopping tomorrow for my skirts and stuff. got quite a number of tops but not much bottom. must go and buy. think i'm going to buy more shirts. not enough. haha. alright. think that's about it for now. enough crapping. haha. with love, xoxo 20.1.06 @ 12:21 i know that i will only forget him totally when i have an entry to conclude the relationship. but a part of me is telling myself to not have the concluding entry. think i'm just not ready to let it go. no idea why. don't ask. you're still on my mind. although i know i shouldn't have. but. thoughts of you can't be controlled. i don't know why. i just happen to think of you when i see things that remind me of you. just imagine. i am reminded of you when i watch naruto. what do you expect? weird. who ask you to look like naruto. haix. even my friend agree with me that you look like naruto lar. haix. thoughts. uncontrollable thoughts. with love, xoxo @ 09:28 haha. just read georgina's blog. funny. if i get an A for the photo i'll definitely give you a treat but if i fail, i'll give you a threat. haha. being lame in the morning. yesterday's open house was fun. brought my darling junior walk around tp. had a good talk with her. found out that they're suffering in school and the amount of stress that they're having now is great. really pity them. oh ya. yesterday's performance is more like hun shui mo yu than a real performance. but. it's over. there's another one today. hope it'll turn out fine. hope we won't have to play the muah chee song again. i want ross roy. haha. alright. got to go. play yahoo pool with kareen. haha. laterx. with love, xoxo staccato
18.1.06 @ 12:17 lecture. boring. project later. hungry. food. engine canteen. open house. tomorrow. performance. better be good. juniors. visiting tomorrow. tour guide. red shirt. two days. formal. skipping. friday. not here. tomorrow. happy. monday. sad. talking. at least. happier. yesterday. better. tomorrow. best. in future. georgina. crazy. image. none. that joke. bimbo. whatever. lame. me. cold. crow. flying. dots. many. snowman. frozen. penguins. south pole. polar bear. north pole. earth. frozen. me. reason. love. lameness. lame queen. me. sec 4. miss. 4.7. with love, xoxo 16.1.06 @ 11:18 having lecture. wore the least clothes i've worn today. haha. weird. weird. just realised that we've got 44 slides for today's lecture. omg. feel so hungry. yesterday went for my first ever chinese orchestra concert. rather nice. not that bad. better than i've expected i would have to say. am in a great mood today. don't ask me why. i won't say. haha. only some around me would know. alright. listening to lecture and playing pool. haha. be back soon. with love, xoxo 15.1.06 @ 12:12 went shopping after tutoring yesterday with my mom. spent nearly $50. and there's still somethings that i've not brought yet. and i've to buy them today or i'll have to wear the freaking long sleeve shirt tomorrow and bring along a t-shirt for the rehearsal that we're having tomorrow night. going for my friend's chinese orchestra concert at singapore conference hall later. and at the same time take some shots for my photography assignment that's due in 2 days' time. another 4 days before tp open house. so many things to do. so little time. haix. just realized that i've gained an inch or so. time to go on a crazy diet again. been having stomachaches since yesterday. something wrong with the peristalsis in my intestines. horrible. my mom thinks that i nag too much about things that don't matter at all. i nagged about a person to my mom for the full 30 minutes on our way to tampines yesterday. and once we got there i started nagging about the kids and what the future will be like when these pests become the leaders. my mom's somehow immune to my nagging about these irrelevant things. and i've always nag about the same things over and over again. my mom can nearly nag back the same thing to me. haha. alright time to for me to play games. be back soon. =) with love, xoxo 13.1.06 @ 17:13 haha. here in library with chanya and jillian. waiting for band. haha. had a good chat with lily just now. talked about quite a lot of crap. even started guessing the future. haha. alright. will be back on monday. =) smilex. with love, xoxo @ 09:34 so cold. freezing. woke up and nearly froze to death when i was bathing. grr. finally the sun came out. not that i'm extremely happy about the sun being out or what. but it's been long since i last saw the sun. haha. last night was a freezing night. so cold. felt as though it could snow anytime. and i really wished that it would snow right here in singapore. but nope. it will never snow here. *we're near the equator!! harlo!!! * anyway. dressed in formal clothes today. woke up at 6am. crazy. have to change back to my specs again later in the day or i'll be blind during band. can't really see clearly in contact lenses. alright. running out of things to write now. haha. be back soon. with love, xoxo 10.1.06 @ 16:04 rotting at home on a public holiday. how much more can i ever rot. last night's band practice would be the type that makes me wonder why on earth did i join band in the first place. that's how bad it was. nothing much i can do about it. except thinking twice about if my priority has been at the right place this whole 1 and a half semester. was already feel like crap when i went for band yesterday with my blistered feet and formal clothes. and ended up feeling worse at the end of the day. i don't know. maybe i'm just too bored that i can think of all these crap. too bored. missed out quite a number of episodes of naruto on tv these few days. wanted to stay up till 12.30 to watch the repeat but always ended sleeping. lucky i was able to catch the second half of last night's episode that repeated this morning. my brother was watching it and it woke me up. can't believe my brother's watching naruto too. haha. yesterday was trying to download it in school but ended up signing up at so many sites that i gave up. i think i signed up at least 4 sites. crap. alright. think that's about all the rubbish that i've got to say for today. will be back soon. oh ya. before i forget. || Happy 18th birthday Marlina!!! || one important thing. << TP Open House is Next WeeK!! 19th to 21st Jan. all my secondary school juniors must come and take a look!! >> must remember to be there!!! =) with love, xoxo 9.1.06 @ 11:41 haha. so happy. tp broke the record. 14023.6km. haha. i was 0.032% of that length you know. *what's that to be proud about?haha* anyway. i'm just proud that i'm a part of that record. haha. anyway. finally back in school. now trying to download naruto. somehow ended up being crazy about it. haha. anyway. saw my secondary school teacher yesterday. he said i could go back and help out with band. he thinks its good if i plan to become a sectional tutor in future. well. i'm not really planning to be a full time sectional tutor. maybe just for fun during my free time to earn more money. haha. alright. will be back soon. buaix. with love, xoxo 6.1.06 @ 17:06 alright. finally back home after so long. yesterday went for the record breaking event that was held in campus. played 2 slots and well, was alright. then went to run. this is where i'm rather proud of myself. i thought that i would be dying to get out of the track by the end of the third round. but no. i amazed myself by continuing to run. i remember starting to run at around 11.30pm and finished at around 12 midnight. took half an hour to run 11 rounds. which is about 4.5km. at the fifth round i was telling myself to keep going till i finish at least a 2.4km. and somehow i just kept going. at round 7 i was like '8's a better number than 7. so another round won't kill'. and i recall sms-ing georgina at that time. but the stupid sms just won't send. pissed. and i somehow kept giving myself reasons to keep going one more round. it was only at the ninth or tenth round that those cheering me on at the holding area were like telling me to stop so we could go for a shower. i know they're just kidding. but somehow i feel bad about letting them wait for me. and so i kept running. and running. and at the eleventh round i was kind of tired. not physically tired but psychologically tired. and i thought why not take a break here. and so i stopped. when i got to the area to register my number of rounds, i was feeling that my legs were getting soft. and a little giddy. i thought i had over-excercised. but slowly i regained to my normal self. i'm quite proud of myself to be able to complete 4.5km without stopping at all in half an hour. and approximately it was 2.5m/sec. haha. i don't know why i'm so happy. maybe because its been a long time since i've ran without stopping for such a long distance. weird though. i didn't feel tired like i used to when i was running my 2.4km. anyway. i felt real good after the run. feel like a lot of problems have ran away from me just like i've ran for the good half hour. i really felt good. felt that i could play to the summit twice through without any problems. anyway. went bathing and supper-ing at 3am. had prata. but the prata was small. didn't fill my stomach at all. but i wasn't really hungry at that time. well. just as normal, i didn't sleep again in the night. by the time morning comes, i'm still as hyper as i can be. but when we played the second morning's first slot. i felt like crap. play some wrong notes. ross roy was a disaster to me. by the time it reached the third page i felt dead and couldn't play one of the important parts. even during the second slot the same thing happened. and what's worse, prince of egypt i screwed up too. play an Ab when it was meant to be only an A. played a D when it was supposed to be a Db. the two notes were so obviously out of tune that i would want to shoot myself in the head. guess what. i dropped my phone trice in 24 hours. the first time was during the one of the slots for the first day. was using my phone as a paperweight on the score but it dropped. the second time was in the band room. lucky it was carpeted floor or i think it would have broken into many pieces. the third time was during the second slot today. the score was flying around and my phone which was acting as paperweight dropped again. and both times that this wonderful 'paperweight' dropped, it dropped at the same place. what a nightmare. dropping my phone trice in 24 hours isn't fun. i feel that my image in band has been ruined in my own craziness. was singing at the top of my voice in the middle of the night different scores and songs. i had my hair tied up in the way that i never thought i would ever tie to poly. i only had that hairstyle in secondary school when the it was warm and the fan's not working as well as it should. i basically went crazy. oh my. what a scary thing happened to me. haha. and the weirdest thing happened today. the xylophone broke down in front of my eyes. no i'm not saying the player broke down. i mean literally broke down. it collapsed. and of course it was mended at the end of the day. casualties? one. injured at? ribs. and no. the casualty was not me. i wish i was the casualty instead of ...... . ignore that. well. tired after a hard day's (and night's) craziness. should be going sleeping soon. :) with love, xoxo xx rainy dayz xx
4.1.06 @ 15:14 alright. now sitting outside lt waiting for time to pass. have til 6.30 to waste away. a brand new year for a brand new me? well. just now was having lunch at engine canteen and saw this really really really good looking guy. been a long time since i last saw someone that good looking. haha. pity that guy left after a while. anyway. tomorrow's the mini camp in school. both looking forward and not to it. hmm. mixed emotions running through my mind. hmm. think this year will be a good year for me. the start of the year ain't that bad. hope the good luck will last through the year. and hope that good luck will come in handy for tomorrow. hope something good will happen tomorrow. =) alright. will be back next week. buaix for now. with love, xoxo @ 11:25 first entry of this year. what am i going to say? yes you guess right. i'm sitting in a freaking lecture. anyway. i was trying to get an answer to a burning question. do i still like him? haha. i don't know why but each time i think of this question the song to the summit appear in my mind. weird eh. so i finally was able to settle down to think of this question when i was bathing. but i still can't get an answer to the question. when i finally give up thinking of the answer, the song that he sent me appear in my mind. weird. haix. need an answer. hmm. anyway. tomorrow having a camp in school. band camp. yippe. we having this felle who's going to break the world record for some marathon thing. so ya. we're going to play for him. hope he won't fall asleep listening to us. haha. better don't play ALWAYS coz that song really boring. and. ya. sounds like a funeral song. haha. i think i've gone rather psychotic in band recently. fallen madly in love with to the summit. but somehow at the majestic part and the more majestic part i'm like dying. haha. and by the time get to my favourite 10 bars i'm already dead. haha. my results for mid sem tests are alright. not that bad. acceptable. photography not that bad too. hope i'll be able to do well from this semester on. want to get into uni if i can. haha. alright. have to start listening to lecture now (or should i?). be back soon. with love, xoxo |