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6.1.06 @ 17:06 alright. finally back home after so long. yesterday went for the record breaking event that was held in campus. played 2 slots and well, was alright. then went to run. this is where i'm rather proud of myself. i thought that i would be dying to get out of the track by the end of the third round. but no. i amazed myself by continuing to run. i remember starting to run at around 11.30pm and finished at around 12 midnight. took half an hour to run 11 rounds. which is about 4.5km. at the fifth round i was telling myself to keep going till i finish at least a 2.4km. and somehow i just kept going. at round 7 i was like '8's a better number than 7. so another round won't kill'. and i recall sms-ing georgina at that time. but the stupid sms just won't send. pissed. and i somehow kept giving myself reasons to keep going one more round. it was only at the ninth or tenth round that those cheering me on at the holding area were like telling me to stop so we could go for a shower. i know they're just kidding. but somehow i feel bad about letting them wait for me. and so i kept running. and running. and at the eleventh round i was kind of tired. not physically tired but psychologically tired. and i thought why not take a break here. and so i stopped. when i got to the area to register my number of rounds, i was feeling that my legs were getting soft. and a little giddy. i thought i had over-excercised. but slowly i regained to my normal self. i'm quite proud of myself to be able to complete 4.5km without stopping at all in half an hour. and approximately it was 2.5m/sec. haha. i don't know why i'm so happy. maybe because its been a long time since i've ran without stopping for such a long distance. weird though. i didn't feel tired like i used to when i was running my 2.4km. anyway. i felt real good after the run. feel like a lot of problems have ran away from me just like i've ran for the good half hour. i really felt good. felt that i could play to the summit twice through without any problems. anyway. went bathing and supper-ing at 3am. had prata. but the prata was small. didn't fill my stomach at all. but i wasn't really hungry at that time. well. just as normal, i didn't sleep again in the night. by the time morning comes, i'm still as hyper as i can be. but when we played the second morning's first slot. i felt like crap. play some wrong notes. ross roy was a disaster to me. by the time it reached the third page i felt dead and couldn't play one of the important parts. even during the second slot the same thing happened. and what's worse, prince of egypt i screwed up too. play an Ab when it was meant to be only an A. played a D when it was supposed to be a Db. the two notes were so obviously out of tune that i would want to shoot myself in the head. guess what. i dropped my phone trice in 24 hours. the first time was during the one of the slots for the first day. was using my phone as a paperweight on the score but it dropped. the second time was in the band room. lucky it was carpeted floor or i think it would have broken into many pieces. the third time was during the second slot today. the score was flying around and my phone which was acting as paperweight dropped again. and both times that this wonderful 'paperweight' dropped, it dropped at the same place. what a nightmare. dropping my phone trice in 24 hours isn't fun. i feel that my image in band has been ruined in my own craziness. was singing at the top of my voice in the middle of the night different scores and songs. i had my hair tied up in the way that i never thought i would ever tie to poly. i only had that hairstyle in secondary school when the it was warm and the fan's not working as well as it should. i basically went crazy. oh my. what a scary thing happened to me. haha. and the weirdest thing happened today. the xylophone broke down in front of my eyes. no i'm not saying the player broke down. i mean literally broke down. it collapsed. and of course it was mended at the end of the day. casualties? one. injured at? ribs. and no. the casualty was not me. i wish i was the casualty instead of ...... . ignore that. well. tired after a hard day's (and night's) craziness. should be going sleeping soon. :) with love, xoxo |