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18.2.06 @ 19:42 believe it or not. i've been having holiday for a week now. i know i've to start working to earn some extra cash but i'm just not in the mood to. maybe after the concert i'll want to work. haha. anyway. went back to crestwinds yesterday for their band practice. well. apparently, one of the two conductors wasn't there yesterday so the other conductor (i'm sorry but...i still don't know your name) asked me to conduct the band for 'highlights from shrek 2'. well. it's a nice piece. and. i would have to say they didn't play it that badly. but seems like history has never changed in the band. hey. this is nothing bad alright. everytime when a section or some section were asked to play their parts cause they weren't sure or that they were not playing together,the others would start talking. but it's alright to me cause sometimes that happened when i was there too. *told you it's nothing bad* so. ya. well. i really enjoy the experience of conducting them again with me not knowing the names to half of the band. it's fun lar. but it's weird. cause they seem to be very sharp when i tune them. nearly all the sections were sharp. with the exception of the saxophones and the flutes. they were in tune. weird eh. but anyway. enough about them. until now, i've got 7 to 8 people who are confirmed to go for tp band concert. my secondary school people...they're considering. cause the main thing's that they have band on friday too. and they end at 6.30 and the concert starts at 7. great news eh? just hope that they'll go for the concert. i'll be thrilled to see them there lar. alright. enough for this few days. have to go or my brother'll find out that i used his net access without asking him. haha. buaix. with love, xoxo 17.2.06 @ 12:48 am at home. using my brother's net access. sending mail. so bored the past few days. later going back crestwinds. still another long week before band practice resumes. i need to work to get more cash. but don't know why not in the mood to work. and also it's kind of hard to arrange my work time with my other stuffs too. have crestwinds on tuesday and friday afternoons and tp band on monday and friday nights. what kind of work will allow me to be free on so many times a week. i'm boring myself to death at home already. in case no one has noticed. don't feel like going out at all. just want to stay at home. thankfully i brought seventeen last night. but i'm reading so fast that i might actually finish reading in half an hour. haix. feel like going out for a drink. another 7 more months and i can get my own. haha. alright. enough of my crap. will be back. =) with love, xoxo 13.2.06 @ 12:53 it's so boring at home. especially when i've got nothing to do. supposed to design the posters for concert. designed finished on saturday night. so bored lar. got nothing better to do now. the past few days i've been either playing xbox or watching tv at home. so boring. and i've got no idea why i can't send the email at gmail. stupid. keep telling me to try again in a few seconds. haix.can't even save the stupid mail lar. i can foresee my actions for the next few days. crestwinds. tutor. tv. xbox. no life lar. wednesday night 10pm axn CSI season 6. i'm so bored i'm advertising CSI. haha. k lar. enough of my crap. will be back when i can. happy valentine's day to all. =) with love, xoxo 9.2.06 @ 14:36 helped my mom make wan ton just now. had lunch. didn't make wan ton for quite some time already. been a couple of years maybe? always didn't have the time to help my mom these days. tomorrow's the last day of my freshman year. mixed emotions. happy that i'm one third done with my poly life. but sad that i've got to change class next semester. well, no matter how things change, i still have band to look forward to. heard from my secondary school friend that crestwinds alumni is on the way. and the best news is the conductor will be mr goh. well. at least that's what i've heard. i miss my secondary school band days. although they ended up being kind of irritating by sec 4 due to the bounce-able idiot and the sarcastic moron. but other than that, i've always been in love with crestwinds. or at least with those who were there when i was there. haha. but well, even if the alumni is not on the way, i've still got tp band to look forward to. no matter what others say about how horrible the band is, we still are the best. ;) oh yes. the most important thing. = TP Band concert -- March 10 in TP Auditorium. = must be there alright!! the rest of the information is ... how should i say it ... on the way. yap. so ... stay tune for more? haha. i'm really looking forward to the concert. i really hope we'll perform well. i've thought about what i'm going to do for the 2 weeks of break from tp band. i'll go back to crestwinds and practice there tp's pieces. haha. dumb. but i've got no other choice. if i don't practice for half a month, i'll sound like crap by the time we resume band in tp. so going back to crestwinds to practice is the only way that i'll sound alright on 27/2. you know what. time really flies. it feels like it was yesterday that i entered tp band. the memory's still fresh. but in a couple of months, my year 3 seniors are graduating. and they're the fun people. not that i'm saying my year 2 seniors are not fun alright. they're fun too. but combine the fun factor of my year 2 seniors and then my year 3 seniors and compare them. hmm. year 3 seniors are definitely more fun. about 3 months later i'll be seeing my secondary school juniors in tp. time really flies. and before i know it, i might be graduating from tp and working or going to university. that's scary. and the scariest thing is i'm already 18. oh my. so old already. i better stop thinking about time. or i'll really end up getting older. haha. with love, xoxo 8.2.06 @ 16:34 just 1 more school day before i complete year 1. with no exams. haha. don't be jealous. haha. looking foward to the 2weeks of band practices before the concert. hope we'll perform well. hmm. no idea what to say. will be back soon. on friday. =) with love, xoxo 7.2.06 @ 22:30 done with my part of the presentation for per com. feel hungry suddenly. maybe due to the over usage of brain. kidding. can't help but think of what i'm going to do in the holidays. no that i want to boast that i've got no exam, but what exactly am i going to do? i've got 2 weeks that i've got nothing to do and yet i can't work because after those 2 weeks i've band everyday from 10am to 9pm in view of the concert. i'm not complaining. i love it. but that's not the point. and after that, i've got another 6 weeks to burn. i need to work. i need to get a new hp. my current hp is on the verge of dying out on me. it needs charging every day. even when i send less than 10 sms a day. my dream phone. nokia 7370. which cost $548 at singtel and $578 at starhub and m1. even with trade in i still need another $448 at least. *please ar. let my mom win toto this friday ba. so she can give me part of the winnings ar * day-dreaming. that's what i do best. it's been some time since i last checked my bank account. don't dare to see how much i'm left with after spending loads on my formal attire and chinese new year shopping. but really. i want to get a new phone. 7370, wait for me! i'm going to get you soon~! hmm. valentine's day's 7 days away. how am i going to spend it? watching tv at home? go back secondary school for band? or should i go to orchard road and look at the happy couples walking on the streets? neh. don't think i'll do the last choice. i'll feel lonelier. most likely i'm spending this valentine's day alone again. just like last year. but last year spent it working. how am i going to spend it this year so that i won't feel so horrible? i know. go k-box. but go with who. seems like no one's free on this day. haix. i'll see about it again. * if only things will happen like how kareen say. i'll definitely be the happiest person on earth on that day. if it's not you, then it will lose it's meaning. i thought i was able to forget you during the festive season as i didn't think about you that much. but who knows, when i saw you again my heart flew to you on its own. and since then it never came back. i hope you know you're the one i'm talking about. you might not read this, but i hope you can still feel what you felt last september. i didn't realize it's been so long since you first touched my heart until i was asked. haix. let bygones be bygones. that's something i won't say about you until another person can outdo you. XXXXX, if only you listened to your heart and not your mind. we will not be the way that we are now. i know i still love you, though i don't want to admit. contradictory... i don't want show the weak side of me. i don't want to let you know that side of me. * with love, xoxo 6.2.06 @ 16:58 what the fish. it's not like you didn't do anything for the project. why on earth must you keep being the one with the hands on?? ya. its not my individual project. but all 5 photos are yours. so can you just let me do a little something? have you got no brains? have you got no eq? oh ya. i forgot. you don't. irrtating. i know you don't have a life, but can you let me have mine? my friends talking to me at msn is none of your freaking business. leave me alone won't you. get a life! stop bothering about other's business. irritating b***h. with love, xoxo 4.2.06 @ 23:05 been having lots of thoughts recently. exams are around the corner. though i do not have any. (muahaha) reminds me of the time before the previous exam. hmm. *don't think anymore* feel like getting a drink. but i've not reached my 18th birthday. just 7 more months and i can buy it for all i want!! haha. how blur can i get? on wednesday i book the study room and left my matric card with the library. and when i left i forgot to take it back. and yesterday i went to the library and told them about it and they can't seem to find my stupid matric card. now i'm waiting for them to call me to inform me that they've found my matric card with the scariest photo ever (scary photo with my huge face. never liked that photo.) or else, i'll have to go to one stop service and report that my card is lost. haven't even finished year 1 and i've already lost my matric card. how pathetic. well, maybe i should take it as a chance to get another photo taken for the matric card. i really don't like the one on my matric card. haha. thankfully i don't have an exam. (oops, do i need matric card for the mmp test??) the supposedly tp band concert is like slightly more than a month away from today. and well, i would have to say we're not that prepared. or at least i feel so. i really want to have a concert. (please let us have the concert ba!!) coming to think of it, valentine's day is just a mere 10 days away. think i've to spend it alone again this year just like last year. not much difference. just that i'm not working anymore this year and ... gone through one disastrous relationship and one great one (though it has already ended but it's still a great relationship). grown more mentally and emotionally. though some won't agree. but who cares. i feel that i've grown and matured. haha. anyway, even if i can't spend valentine's day with my valentine, i can always spend it with my baby laptop and music. one tangible baby and an intangible passion. the passion can't be touched, but it can touch. it can touch many lives. just like it has touched mine. music has been there for me through thick and thin. it's been there when i was sad, happy, over the moon and even when i was depressed. and my tangible baby is something that i'll take care of. i can't believe i can change my mood in a simple entry. alright. think i've done enough today. an expository entry and a reflective entry. think that's it for today. i should stop here. good night. sweet dreams. =) with love, xoxo @ 22:43 i would like to pose a question to whoever reading this. if a pair of twins, both girls, have graduated from university and are working in the same place, who will be able to survive longer? you may ask what's the difference between the two girls. well, the difference is, girl A is a bookworm and knows nothing except those that are in the books. in her school days, she was a "book-aholic". her educational quotient is 100. but her emotional quotient is 0. on the other hand, girl B is a person who is street-smart. she knows her stuff, but relies more on her emotional quotient. she does the right things at the right time, which is so unlike her other twin. her educational quotient is around 70 while her emotional quotient is 100. she has got working experience when she had her holidays while her twin was lazing at home, waiting to be pampered by her parents. girl B also has got more hands on experience in all aspects of life, work and studies. so, who do you think can survive longer in the real world? well, i personally think that girl B can survive much longer. though she might not be as clever in studies as her other twin (her educational quotient is lower), but she is street-smart. she knows what she can do and what she can't do at a given time. she knows how to prioritize her time. even if she's thrown into the woods, i would say that she would be able to survive in there for a minimum of 2 days. she will know how to get around the area. though she might not have a map or compass. she knows her stuff and will know the do's and don'ts of survival. she also has an advantage of her work experiences that will prove invaluable to her in the real world. on the other hand, girl A, knows nothing but those in the books that she's read. yes, she might have read about a lot of things that girl B didn't but we only learn through hands on experience don't we? we might be able to know from books about which tissues we are supposed to cut through during an operation but we'll only know exactly which tissues when we are going through an operation or at least a virtual operation. we learn through our mistakes, not solely through books. girl A has been pampered too much. she's a spoilt kid. she don't know about how it feels when she fails. she has always been winning. and have never lost in her life. therefore, she think she's always right. she changes whatever her group mates have done in projects back in school. she does not care about other's feelings. so. i've done my side of the argument. what about yours? who do you think will excel in the real world? who do you think will happen to their futures? so alike but yet so different. they are born the same way. the difference is what they've done in their life. so. i welcome your opinions on this question. just want to know what others think about it. =) with love, xoxo 3.2.06 @ 10:01 now in the library. preparing for the speech later. presentation. haix. put so much make up today. haha. later going back to my secondary school. warm up there. then come back tp for band. haha. alright. should be preparing now, haha. buaix. will be back. =) with love, xoxo 1.2.06 @ 15:09 it's the season to be jolly. (oops. wrong festive season!) gong xi gong xi gong xi ni! haha. happy chinese new year! well. everything's kind of boring this cny. went to temples during the first and third day of cny. stayed at home the whole of the second day. also went to istana on the third day. got molested by a girl girl. sobx. haha. heard a band play. hmm. how should i say it. quite alright. er. ya. that's about it for the past few days. didn't do much actually. haix. now my passion is for two things. one. music. two. lion dance. but sad lar. didn't see any lion dance the past few days. but i woke up to the lion dance music this morning. haha. think some day i might really go join my uncle's lion dance troop. haha. anyway. am in school now. doing a project that's supposed to hand in on friday. have a speech that i've to do on friday too. haven't got all my visual aids properly done yet. need more photos. haix. must start doing my part for the project now. will be back soon. buaix. with love, xoxo |