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skin by: Jane
25.3.06 @ 14:31

all i can say about the last week is sick. the sick week. nope. not that i've met or got to know any pervertic persons. but because i've been ill the whole week. since sunday i've been having cough, fever and headache. the cough never seem to go away. i coughed till i lost my voice. i sound as if i'm a guy. on wednesday morning, i woke up in the middle of the night because of a really horrible headache. it's so painful that i cried. it's that horrible. on thursday i thought i've finally recovered. but. who knows. on friday, which is yesterday, i went out with my band friends the whole day and reached home about 2am. and i started coughing again. and i woke up this morning to a voice that i've just heard a couple of days ago. the voice of mine that has been transposed an octave down. horrible.
at first i wanted to work from this week. but seeing the fact that i've been ill, i think i'd better not work this whole holiday. even if i were to work, who would want to hire a person to work for 3 weeks. think i'll be wasting my time away at home playing xbox or doing my music theory. think i'm going shopping around too. oh ya. i need to get quite a number of birthday presents for a number of friends. don't understand why they are the same sign. all aries. bleh. haix.
about yesterday ar. went out with some of the band people. played games and pool. obviously i lost in pool. sat around parkway parade and chatted with a couple of my seniors until 1+ in the morning. and it's irritating that my mom have to start calling me before midnight asking where i was. cannot take it. anyway. had a great time out with them. will be going out with them again next month after my friend comes back from her shanghai trip.
couldn't sleep this morning. so i did some thinking. i think that well...people shouldn't be at the extremes. just like the golden mean stated "seek moderations and avoid extremes". if a person is overly idealistic, the person will only be dreaming about the whole day. if a person is overly practical, the person won't think about anything that might not be of advantage to him/her. the worse thing is if a person is overly practical and idealistic at the same time. yes, the person might have a dream that he/she is dreaming about but he/she might not think about everything else. he/she might miss out the fun in life ... the chances that people have to take once in a while. but if a person is the total opposite of the above, it's bad too. because the person will only think of having fun and won't ever think about the things that should be done. so. ya. we can't be at the extremes. moderate our lifes to make it a better place.
ah well. there are some things that i want to do in this holiday season but i've yet to do them due to the finance department of mine not working as effectively and efficently as it should. *which means that i should be working my butt off to earn the extra income but i'm not.* and therefore, will require a longer period of time to calculate my breakeven analysis before i can actually go out and have more fun. like going to the movies and stuff like that. if anyone got any 'lobang' for realxing job that has a flexible working time and earn big bucks, which means more than $5 per hour, please sms me and let me know. i'm a lazy girl who wants the moneystry of mine to enlarge but the manpower department don't want to provide more workers. haha. don't ask me why i'm talking in this weird manner. i'm just bored and lame. haha. alrights. should be updating again sometime next week. take care!

with love,
xoxo




15.3.06 @ 14:19

last week's concert was a success. was happy about the way it turned out. although the attendance was kind of upseting. but. who cares. i enjoyed myself during the concert. anyway. after the concert, we went for supper with the rest for the last time since most of the seniors are graduating already. reached home after midnight that day. got a lift from chanya's sister. well. after spending so much time and effort in the band concert, it feels like i've suddenly nothing to do now. i don't feel like working yet. although i need the money to get a new phone. anyway. one of my best friends went to australia for cds. she's only coming back next month. by the time she comes back, another friend's going to china for cds. haix. feel like going to kbox to sing. need to release the boredom. haha. i'm like dying at home. rotting slowly and steadily. so bored lar. think i'll go back to work sometime next week. or maybe not. haha. alrights. have to go now. will be back when i can. miss all my friends out there. =)

with love,
xoxo




7.3.06 @ 13:08

so tired. and bored. and sad. tired cause been having band practice on nearly all the weekdays. tired of going to school and coming home. bored. cause i need to do so many things but just seems like there's not enough time. sad because alot of my friends cannot make it to the concert on friday due to many unforseen circumstances. haix. so here i am. sitting at home. waiting for time to past to go for band. i hope that we'll really perform well on friday. it's my first concert (pathetically) so i really want to have a good memory on it. anyway. there'll be some really touching pieces that we're going to play. there's 1 piece that is capable of making me cry. les miserables. or to be exact, two parts of that song makes me want to cry. 'i dreamed a dream' and ... the other part i forgot. but there're very nice pieces. touching. T_T. sobx. ok. enough of my crap. have to go and do some other things. will be back. =)

with love,
xoxo




2.3.06 @ 14:41

in band room now. should be having sectionals. but. don't care. haha. concert's next week. more or less prepared ba. i think. i'll be emceeing the concert together with randy. hope everything turns out fine. i've invited mr goh to come for the concert. and according to thte last time i saw him he say he'll come. yeah! oh ya. mr goh's back in crestwinds. happy girl i am. i will be working after the concert .need to get money for new phone. i just went to buy grade 6 theory book just now. i'll sit for the grade 8 exam next year. most probably march. but if i don't feel confident by the end of september, i think i'll just take it next september. i want to do well and have distinction for the exam. anyway. think that's it for now. i'll try to update more often. i'll try. alright. wish me luck for next friday's concert. =)

with love,
xoxo