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27.4.06 @ 15:04 last night was fun. dinner and toys r us trip. later going band. meeting lihong later. i'm happy that lihong and his junior weijie are joining band. more people to go home with. great isn't it? had this really weird dream last night. setting was in tp. feel like i was lied to and betrayed to a certain extent. before that i dreamt i was in an airplane when some weird thing happened. that's how i ended up in tp. weird eh? hope the dream won't come true. i don't want my friends to cheat me. especially when those who appeared in the dream are my close friends. ::give me happiness:: with love, xoxo 26.4.06 @ 16:18 i'm at georgie's house. will be going for dinner with the rest later. i'm going to miss chanya. she's going for her osip on sunday. she'll only be back in july. 1 last person to talk with during band. hope time will fly these days. but maybe not when its nearing the deadlines. give me freedom. not control. with love, xoxo thoughts
@ 11:10 cds lecture was fun. i mean the first half. the second half was ... boring. thankfully the cds project is an individual project. no group project. yippe! i've a bad feeling about multi cam. don't feel excited about the subject now. or maybe ever? band practice tomorrow. am i excited? no. am i anticipating it? no. do i feel like going? no. but i'm going. i'm going for the sake of my friends. for the sake of music. no longer for the sake of fun. since ... there's not much fun left. up till now, only cds has end of semester test. good news? no. seems to have loads of projects and other stuff. boring~. might be going dinner later with gareth, baldwin and yile. all depends on gareth now. i want to have fun. not stress. with love, xoxo things to say
25.4.06 @ 09:09 ::aPologiEs:: sorry to lihong, his junior, weijie, and his friend, judith for bringing you guys to a band practice that i personally think is rather horrible. especially to lihong, since he waited for band practice since 3pm. really sorry. next, sorry to randy. sorry that i said that you bluff me. ::sEcond hOme => stRangEr's homE:: studio 1 was my second for 2 weeks in march. but somehow, now it seems like it's becoming a stranger's home. it feels more stress to be there than to be in lectures and tutorials and other stuff. i feel so crappy sitting there yesterday. feel so ... pointless. haix. with love, xoxo week 1 day 1
24.4.06 @ 15:32 supposed to have tutorial just now. but somehow didn't have. went for georgina's church thing on saturday. kind of fun. now meeting with my friends. from primary school. think i'll write again later. during lecture. =) with love, xoxo coming right up ... 17 weeks of hell
20.4.06 @ 12:13 timetable's out. checked it. tuesday, wednesday and friday starts at 9 and ends at 4, 5 or 6. much dreaded. didn't get my first choice cds and elective. who's in introduction to singapore law for cds L01 and T01? thankfully i've got kareen in the same class as me. except for multi cam and cds. i'm happy with my timetable ... to a certain extent. at least i don't have to wake up early on monday and thursday. by the time i go for band on friday, i'm already dead. how am i supposed to find job with this kind of timetable. someone save me. with love, xoxo week 0??
19.4.06 @ 10:06 lecture's never been this 'fun'? first a baby photo. now poker card trick. which ... doesn't work? haha. out till late at night quitt often this few days. think my dad's kind of angry about that. with my new hair colour, i feel like a golden retriver. haha. or an aging person starting to have white hair. didn't go for band on monday. went mahjong instead. only won once. have to go band on friday. feel kind of bad not going. watching a video that has a man with no expression. zzz. slowly falling asleep. my butt hurts sitting in here. tomorrow getting timetable online. hope i get in the same class as georgie. with love, xoxo 16.4.06 @ 15:41 mahjong night~~!! that's something that one will never get bored playing. + addicted to mahjong + most of my sec 4 friends are starting their new semester tomorrow. wonder when i'll see them again. band practice in tp resumes tomorrow. am i looking foward to it? or ... am i not? going to dye and highlight my hair tomorrow. yippe! finally going to highlight it after a year! class on wednesday morning. will it be fun? or will i be bored to death with it? time heals all wounds. 100% true. but does time heal all pimples? hmm. have to think it through. i'm happy to say that i'm over you. with this, i conclude all the feelings i've once had. looking forward to what the future holds for me. a caterpillar slowly morphing into a butterfly. with love, xoxo 10.4.06 @ 15:39 today is more unusual than normal. because i'm not sitting at home writing this crap but at a friend's house. and the scariest thing is i know this friend for 11 years. makes me feel sooooo old out of a sudden. haha. anyway. yesterday went celebrating my friend's birthday. sing kbox for 9hours. haha. alright. won't be saying much now. haha. buaix. with love, xoxo megabyte. gigabyte. mosquito bite.
8.4.06 @ 16:12 don't know why these mosquito like to bite me so much recently. have been sick. recovered. things happened. lazy to type so much. haha. went kbox with georgina the other day. sang so out of tune till i can't believe it was me singing. think it;s because i was singing with georgina and because of the continuous singing for 3hours. will be going kbox again with my secondary school friends tomorrow as my friend's celebrating her birthday tomorrow. so glad i brought her birthday present already. at least i don't have to do all the last minute shopping today. i myself did quite alot of shopping recently. brought some clothes. been spending quite alot. think i'll start working when school reopens. find a job that i can slack on and don't have to put too much time into. maybe i'll go find someone to tutor. maybe find my junior? its amazing that there's only 2more weeks before school starts. or should i say less than 2 weeks since i have a lecture on week 0. haix. hope i'll be in the same class as my friends. hope i'll get into the cds and elective of my choice. and i hope that i'll do well next semester. hopefuly finally get 1 A to pull up my gpa. my aim for the coming semester is to get an A and don't get anything worse than a C. i need to pull my gpa up lar. hmm. went back to my secondary school yesterday. go through their speech day rehersal with them too. don't know why but it seems like the pds is similar to the one i saw when i was still in there. maybe with an alteration or two? i want to join the syf marching contingent. but i cant find anyone who wants to go with me. georgina say she don't like marching and she dreaded it when she was in girl guides. (wonder why my best friends often come from girl guides.?) so i ended up with no one else to find to join me. ^sadx^ think i'll have to fulfill the dream of marching in a parade in the future. haix.anyway. think i should have been born as a male instead of a female. i have hopes and dreams that mostly guys would have. (e.g. marching in a parade. getting into a lion dance troupe.) there are even times that i hope that i can join the police force or the saf (though i cant swim). weird eh? hai. i don't know. let's hope someone can enlighten me someday. ya. i think that's about it for now. will be back when i can. pray that i can sing well tomorrow and not out of tune. =) with love, xoxo |