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randy's a GIRL!
31.7.06 @ 17:11 lt 22 has never been so quiet. so fun. feel so relived after finishing the smm project. HOWEVER, still have the bmr project. haix. anyway. later have band. yippe. hope i'll be able to see someone later. later hopefully will play the pirates soundtrack. wahaha. anyway. will be back soon. lol. *confidence. your biggest friend ... and even your biggest enemy.* with love, xoxo orlando bloom ... so suay~!
26.7.06 @ 18:39 watched pirates last night. so nice~! orlando bloom~! the movie was funny. can't help but lol a lot during the show. the next few days are going to be tiring days for me. need to catch up with sleep tonight. now searching for information for smm. doing it on my own accord hoping that they won't be that angry that i might not be able to make it for saturday's meeting. anyway. hope these info will be of use. tomorrow going to do the bmr thing. haix. after that going settlers. hope things will turn out fine for me. that'll be it for now. byex. =) with love, xoxo 52 days to ... Very Important Day!
25.7.06 @ 09:47 later going to watch pirates with chanya jillian and zhexing. going to reach home late today. thursday going train for the settlers' competition. going to reach home like ... 12 midnight? then saturday going the competition. hope me and yile will advance to the finals. sunday i hope me and yile will win the finals. who ask me to be short of cash? lol. yesterday's band prac was alright. just that i fell off the stupid chairs again. my first reaction was "shit" and followed by the f word. i can't believe that actually pop out of my mouth. anyway. i had a great time disturbing my girl girl about the person he like. lol. so fun lar. he thought i don't know. but i'm not stupid de ok. but he just can't think of who i like. lol. that's fun. he's just looking at all the wrong places. even yile's getting a MUCH closer guess than he is. lol. anyway. i hope i'll survive the next 2 to 3 weeks. that's where all the deadlines are. can't wait for holiday. 52 days to my birthday. yippe. thank my gor for 'reminding' me to countdown eh. lol. alright. that'll be it for now. hope i'm liking the right guy. =) with love, xoxo end of gss!
23.7.06 @ 12:28 i'm at home. rotting. as always. went shopping yesterday with my mom at bugis. brought a couple of shirts. can't blame me. i feel like i can't seem to find enough clothes to wear these days. so heck. i'm currently broke. 'yippe' i need to work this holiday. or i'm really going to be broke le. i need to destress a little. i want to go out and have fun. so bored at home lar. on friday went to watch the tanya chua concert. was alright. although i didn't know most of the songs she sang. *opps* anyways. i think that having found a person that's too good too early in life is not such a good thing. you'll feel like most that comes after him is just not good enough. well, at least that's how i feel. haix. that's the past. i should look forward to the future. i look forward to ... alot of things. mainly my birthday. which is like in two months' time. lol. anyway. that's that. will be back again soon. =) with love, xoxo respect is earned.
18.7.06 @ 09:16 last week's performance was a success. didn't screw up. *phew* BUT last night's practice was crappy. a particular section keep disturbing me. and persis sounded weird from bar 114. haix. after that did hannukah. even worse. after practice went supper with 5 other people. they gave me some advice on quite alot of things. learnt that the main problem with the band now is they don't respect me. its not their fault. respect must be earned. so from next practice onwards, i'll make sure i earn their respect. apart from last night. i'm tired. want to sleep. later going to do audio pro project after class. after that going for band practice in prcs. hope mr goh's going. need to ask him for some sound advice. alright. that'll be it for now. will be back soon. byex. with love, xoxo when will my reflection show ... who i am inside?...
14.7.06 @ 09:59 sometimes ... i really don't know who am i. i was thinking about it this morning in the shower. i can't help but really think. who am i ? really? which me that i show is the real me? the one in class? the one in band? which is the REAL me? i can't believe it. i can't get an answer from myself. i don't feel real anymore. i don't know why. i feel like i'm always putting a strong front in front of everyone. but even when i feel like breaking down, i'm still the strong person that i always am. have i lost the ability to break down? to cry? to ...just be a girl? sighx. i don't know what made me become the person i am now. in band : last acadamic year i was the quiet girl. this acadamic year i'm the noisy, happening, always get bullied by freshies girl. in class: not much has changed. only the fact that people have changed to make me get irritated more easily. haix. someone. please. tell me who i really am~!!! with love, xoxo iTaLy won!!!
10.7.06 @ 16:54 this morning. didn't manage to watch the finals. was busy sleeping. [yeah! haha... ITALY WON! goodie... can't believe Zidane so stupid and dumb,... headbutted the opponent's chest.... just because he touched his.... "ahem" this is so nonsensical!!! in the end.. got red card.... whahaha... france could have won if not for zidane's foooollliiissssh act -by georgie] anyway. i'm GLAD that italy won the finals. at least its not france~!! yippe~! yesterday went to watch sws' concert at the esplanade. very nice. after that went to look for the stupid dvc pro tape. in the end the whole shopping center was closed!! what the hell. it's only opened on weekdays. from 10am to 7pm. stupid crap!!! after that went to play dota. was freaking pissed. got killed even before i was able to count till 10. hate it. later got band practice. tomorrow's the lunch time performance. hope we'll do well. hope i won't screw up the conducting part. yesterday. suddenly feel that actually someone's kind of nice. haha. anyway. that's about that for now. will be back when i can. =) with love, xoxo italy...please win!!!
6.7.06 @ 17:56 oh no. portugal lost to france. sobx sobx. why must france beat all the teams i support?? first spain. then brazil. now portugal. don't tell me they're going to beat italy too. no~!!! oh man. feel so stressed now. tomorrow's the day to hand in my first ever chinese article. hope there won't be too many changes. [although i doubt the possibility of that happening] and. tomorrow mr tan's going to watch us conducting. crap. screwed up yesterday's conducting because. all my wonderful remaining people are not watching me!! oh my...what am i supposed to do about that? and what's more? we haven't even gone through movie magic yet! haix. i hope things turn out fine tomorrow... i hope. after much thoughts, i'd rather the confirmation never come. i don't know. think i'm easily swayed by the opinions of others. starting to think that the other might be a better choice. that's if the other share the same thoughts as this. i know. i know. 99.99% of people out there don't know what i'm talking about. but hack. i just want to get it out. alright. that'll be it for now. i hope portugal win germany. and italy win france to be the champion of world cup 2006!! with love, xoxo sobx. brazil lost.
4.7.06 @ 09:19 sad!! brazil lost to france. crap. why?? why must all the teams i support get kicked out by france? first spain. now brazil. been trying to do the smm assignment the past few days. have this bad feeling that i'm not going to do well for it. hack lar. can't be bothered already. regret joining chinese stopress. hate it when people keep reminding me of deadlines. i don't even have the freaking time to do the freaking interview. stop asking me for the article!!!! i don't work well under stress!!! need time to relax. get me some fun. i need to destress! i'm stressed! again. lunch time performance's next week. hope we'll do well. tomorrow mr tan's coming to see us conduct the pieces. stress. hopefully i don't screw up. haix. so freaking stressed. how i hope i can have 30 hours each day to let me do my stuff. last night reached home around 11.30pm. wanted to talk on the phone. but was too tired. fell asleep within 40minutes that i lie down. went zzz-ing. also, my brother came home and my handphone's battery went flat so i can't talk on the phone. sorry~! have to go now. will be back when i can. smilex. with love, xoxo braziL .
1.7.06 @ 14:42 germany 1 - 1 argentina germany 4 - 2 argentina (after penalty) italy 3 - 0 ukraine watched these two matches at tcc from last night to this morning. sad because argentina lost. sobx. but happy cause italy won~! yippe~! watched the two matches with yile, jillian, baldwin, shao hui, bei yi, zhi wei, kareen and lily. was supposed to interview people for an article i was supposed to do. but. you can guess what happened after the argentina match. the italy match was funny. with the goalie not realising he hit his head on the goal pole and another accidentally 'injured' his important body part. anyway. got home around 7am. (the earliest bus 15 was 6.25am) went to bathe and sleep. woke up at 12.30pm. that's like 5h of sleep. enough for me. or maybe slightly more than enough. i want brazil to win tonight. i want portugal to win. but guess england's going to win (again). good news is i won't bet again until after my birthday like i've promised to. bad news is overall i lost money this world cup. sobx. enough of world cup. school's next. have an assignment that's due on the coming tuesday. haven't really started on it yet. think i'm going to do badly for it. maybe i'll skip lecture on monday to complete it. but don't worry, i won't skip band. lunch time concert coming up in a couple of weeks. hope we'll perform well. tomorrow i'm going to go for sws' concert at esplanade. sorry crestwinds that i can't go for your performance tomorrow. too many performances clashing on the same day. but i wish you guys luck. another assignment due on the week after next. bmr again. not started. that's about it for now. will be back soon. =) [waiting for confirmation.] with love, xoxo |