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30.10.06 @ 09:46 oh man. i'm trying to interest myself in cross cultural. i hope i'll get good grades for this sem. really. can't wait for next sem's sip. but that's provided that i can go rsi. but i've to do well for both chinese newswriting and also for mep. i'll study hard!! oh ya. my gum is swollen. its like a piece of extra gum is floating on top of my last teeth. ouch. i can't even eat properly. crap. imagine. you are a subordinate. you're working in this company where everything is peaceful and happy. your employer makes you feel important by making you in charge of a certain department and acting director during certain times. however, when it comes to decision making, the employer makes all the decision. sometimes the employer does not even consult you for the decisions that requires your attention. sometimes, the employer just makes you feel important just so that you will remain in the company. so that you won't quit and go to another. it's as if it is to appease you. make you feel important but they don't see you as important. they will only ask you to be the acting director when they don't feel like being the director. how would you feel? well, i sure hope there'll be someone who can tell me how you feel about the above situation. i'm just curious. there's band practice today. played persis the other day. sounds kinda crappy. or at least i feel that it sounds weird. people coming in late. blah blah blah. i'm going to nag today or the next time i conduct persis. i don't care. i'm going to nag at them. especially near bar 114. lol. hmm later going orchard with my 'girl' and my 'mother-in-law' to orchard. go accompany my 'girl' take a look at macs. my apple~! (s)he's getting a reletive of my baby. lol. anyway. that'll be it for today. think i'll be back like around friday?: or maybe next monday. see ya. =) with love, xoxo about last night
27.10.06 @ 11:34 last night was fun ... with randy and georgie. a whole 4hours. from 11.30pm last night all the way to 3.45am this morning. what fun. a fun-filled 4hours and 15minutes. enjoyable~! don't think wrong alright. we were talking on phone alright. talking about everything under the sun. or should i say under the moon. LOL~!really fun. really. you can't imagine the GREAT fun we had last night. LOL. oh ya. that time saw chilli padi. i mean fadzly. i couldn't recognise him at all. he's TALL. i mean compared to his height back in the good old (secondary school) days. and he's also better looking compared to before. really. oh right. later's the first band practice for this semester. oh ya. i'm going bowling later~!!! finally. some fun. probably the last amount of fun i can have this semester. seems like a really busy one to me. alright. this will be it for now. i'll be back on monday i guess. see ya. tada. =) with love, xoxo i hate school.
23.10.06 @ 09:25 oh man. semester 2.2. oh no. my first lecture in the whole sem is making me so sleepy and bored. can't help it. feel like yawning. very much. really. feel like zzz-ing. when the word values come to my mind. i think of numbers as in mathematical values. E=mc2 that kind of values. i'm like deprived of maths. really. i have a very bad feeling about this sem. think most probably will make a lot of effort to come to school EARLY in the morning on mondays so i can get to sit at the back and fall asleep. can't take it. i'm really going to yawn. if i can convert the yawns into energy, i think i'll have enough energy to last a day. where are all the fun??? i'm really looking forward to radio pro and single cam lecture. please!! make it fun!!! i'm starting to miss miss chuah's lectures with her "questions? comments? complains?" at the end of the lecture. hmm. maybe i'll take that sentence back. i'm going to see her for 4 straight hours on fridays!!!! i'm not looking forward to cross cultural communications tutorial. please give me interesting classmates for this subject!!! i don't like to be back in school for lessons. can't be my normal self.haix. so xian. with love, xoxo tonnes of stuff
19.10.06 @ 11:54 timetable's out. i'm not abit happy about how it is at all. i've to be in the same class as the person i dislike the most for two modules called single camera productions and multi media. i hate it. and what else? i think i'll have to be in the same group as her for the two subjects if we were to have project work! what the hell. damm it lar. on a brighter note, i'm in the same class as lily for all my subjects!!yippe! at least i don't have to be alone ... with that person. haix. but no matter how bright that note is, it still ain't brighter than the bad news. haix. what did i do in my past life to make me deserve this shit???!!!! ok. enough of the damm timetable. happy thoughts. yesterday went for my basic theory test. and great news! i passed!!! and now that i've got my timetable, i can start making bookings for my pratical lessons!! yeah! i'm a happy gal. after the test, i went to meet randy, matthew, benson, mark, raphael, penny, judith and jolene at parkway for pool. didn't really play long. went off for our dinner on the bus. in the end, went for band late for nearly half an hour. lol. yesterday's band practice alright lar. can't help but lol at the 'are you ready kids?' lol. its damm funny. anyway, that's for the future! lol. tomorrow going badminton with randy they all. or at least i think i should be able to go. and i don't feel like being alone at home tomorrow. if i'm alone i'll think of a lot of things. haix. alright. that'll be it for now. wish me luck in my new semester. lol. buaix. =) with love, xoxo my baby got his heart back!
13.10.06 @ 17:18 before you go "WHAT?!" about the title of this entry, let me explain. my baby (laptop) got his heart (aka battery) back! my baby had to send in his heart for the recall program worldwide. so my poor baby had to be 'heartless' for around 3 weeks. but now that his heart is back, he's my precious baby that i can bring around again! yeah~! so here i am. sitting in the library. waiting for band practice to start and also waiting to download o2 jam. hope i can play it on my baby. if not i'll be dam sad. really. alright. about the squares. think i'll stick to square 1. really. no square 2 whatsoever for now. i asked my guy friend. do guys really remember their first girlfriends the most? and his answer to me is like no answer. but he argued that he's just answering it in a way that i don't understand. (fine. whatever.) and now, if you ask me, do i remember my first boyfriend the most? i'll tell you honestly. no. i remember the boyfriend who treated me the best. the one who never let me down. the one who i loved the most. the one who made me feel like getting bitten by the stupid mosquitoes and suffer after the breakup. the one who made promises to me. and who is this great person? square 1. haix. anyway. i should just let the past be the past right? or should i make known to him that he's still always on my mind even after nearly a year since the breakup? think i'll just let nature take its course. lol. anyway. that'll be it for now. will be back when i can. buaix. with love, xoxo birthdays!
11.10.06 @ 17:28 yesterday went out to celebrate yile and randy's birthday. very fun. watched 'you, me and dupree' at vivocity. the seats at vivocity are BIG! HUGE! i think i'll not want to watch at tampines mall anymore after yesterday. haha. anyway, other than that, there's sectionals later. (hmm, am i happy about it?) what else? i've been rotting at home again for the past few days. so bored at home i could kill my pet fish. anyway, today's yile's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! alright. don't know what else to say. will be back when i can. buaix. with love, xoxo 'genting highlands'
7.10.06 @ 15:46 for once i have to drag myself out of the house and get to the market to get my lunch. so i decided to get my dinner too! so i can have FOOD for dinner and not my maggie mee. yesterday went lan-ing. great. i got killed like nearly 20 times i guess. at least i killed rachel once! lol. not that its something that i should be proud of. but. at least i don't have my number of kills as 0! last night's band practice was alright. at least there's no one in an extreme bad mood or anything like that. =) after band we went for supper.(which is supposed to be my breakfast lunch and dinner at the same time) once we walked out into the streets, you can't believe how shock i was. the night sky looked as if it was raining. but at the same time there was the smell of smoke. breathing in the air, there's quite alot of moisture in it. oh man, is that fog or is that rain??? well, obviously it was the fog.(duh~) but it really looked like it was raining. and rachel decided that we're at genting highlands due to the "clouds" that was ahead of us. so we started acting like we're really at genting. lol. how lame is that? anyway, when we finally reached the 'zi ca' place for supper, we started playing games that are ... how should i put it ... fun. ya. that's the word. (i'm not being sacarstic) we played before our food arrived and after we finished our food. lol. it was really fun!! at long last we all have to go home. how horrible. the stupid bus 21 just drove off right in my face!!! stupid crap. and we had to wait like another half an hour before the next 21 came. make me miss shaman king. crapx. at least i wasn't late till i've to miss another episode of bleach. alright. this shall be it for now. will be back soon? =) tada! with love, xoxo square one
5.10.06 @ 14:06 i'm rotting~! help!! i'm bored. there's nothing for me to do. tomorrow going 'lan-ing' before band practice. i don't know. but this week's band practice have quite a number of 'negative disturbance'. monday was like horrible. nothing seem right. also mr tan seem like he was in a bad mood. then yesterday's sectionals. at first it was alright. going through the piece. but when we were supposed to go back for combined practice, that's where the problem started. i won't explain because i don't want to make people angry at one another again. so i hope tomorrow would be a great practice. i talked to my 'advisor' last night and realised some stuff that i might not realise if i were to think by myself. i realised that no one(other than my friends) matters to me more now than him. it's like going one big circle and ending up at square one. because square one is comparativly the best place to be. yes i know. i can't compare. but it's true. square one is even better than square zero. ya i know. most people won't understand the square one and square zero thing. even if you do you'll only understand half of it. most probably the square one. really. square one is the best thing that ever happened to me. true. it's just another half a month before its a year since square one was lost. but. haix. don't know what to say. hope i'll do well for the etrial test on monday and wednesday. and in case i'm not blogging the next few days, hAppY biRthDaY to rAndY anD yilE!!! on tuesday and wednesday respectively!!!! tada. with love, xoxo 16 days to btt.
2.10.06 @ 16:43 alright. here i am in school. just sent cynthia the email drafts that i'm supposed to send her. crap. it's already 4.40pm but the band room's not open yet. anyway, i'm kind of confident for my btt in 2 weeks' time. should be able to pass it once. haha. later band practice. hope we're doing persis or something like that. been a long long time since we did persis. miss that song. anyway, been thinking about something the past few days. been thinking is it wrong for me. i don't know. maybe the thought that i might be able to change a person is naive. haix. that's not the main point now. now the only things i look forward to is the etrial and btt that's coming up next week and the week after. and the band camp in december. band practices are worth looking forward to but not the same reason as why i would have looked forward to it. now it's plainly because of the music that we're going to play. alright. that'll be it for now. will be back when i can. smiley! =) with love, xoxo |