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band + saturday's events
30.11.06 @ 17:42

i'm here in georgie's house. just finished with the filming for my mep project. just found out today that she have a camera at home that i can use. lol. so happy.

there was the tp rawks event just now. played 3 pieces. les miserables was taken out. and also today's the last band practice before the term tests. so the next band practice is like in december 18. oh man. 10am to 6pm. how are we going to survive those hours when we've just not played for so long? thankfully, i'm going to jonathan's band on saturdays. lol.

this saturday's a packed day for me. 10am to 2pm -> jonathan's band practice. 5pm to 9pm? -> meet elieena for her birthday and shopping. 9pm to 1.30am(sunday) -> go settlers cafe play. 1.30am - 3am -> walk to padang 3am to sunday afternoon's don't know what time -> standard chartered run's volunteer. LOL. it's like packed from morning to the next day's afternoon. i've only 3hours or less to take a break in between. lol.

oh right. that'll be it for now. will be back on like monday? let's hope i'm not too dead to feel like staying at home on monday.

going to miss all my band friends. -= i'm going to miss you guyx and galx. =-

btw. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to HANNA from tp band whose birthday is tomorrow, LEE JIN from tp band whose birthday is on saturday and ELIEENA whose birthday is also on saturday!!!! may all your wishes come true!!! smilex~!

with love,
xoxo




what's your heartsong???!!!
28.11.06 @ 18:20

oh man. happy feet's cute!!! extremely cute!!! the dancing, the singing, the aww's and ohh's. so CUTE!! kawaii desu ne.

anyway, i'm now here in band room. sitting at the back. using the wireless here. because obviously the front part have horrible connection. the guys on my left are like watching happy feet on randy's laptop lar. haix.

later there's the tp rawks rehearsal. hope it'll turn out fine.

so cold. freezing.

anyway, will be back when i can. oh ya. on friday i'm going sph for my chinese newswriting lecture cum tutorial. lol. alright. will be back soon. lol.

with love,
xoxo




the rose lyrics
27.11.06 @ 12:27

Leann Rimes - The Rose Lyrics


Some say love, it is a river

That drowns the tender reed

Some say love, it is a razor

That leaves your soul to bleed

Some say love, it is a hunger

An endless, aching need

I say love, it is a flower

And you it's only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking

That never learns to dance

Its the dream afraid of waking

That never takes the chance

It's the one who won't be taken,

That cannot seem to give

And the soul afraid of dying

That never learns to live

when the night has been too lonely

And the road has been too long

And you think that love is only

For the lucky and the strong

Just remember in the winter

Far beneath the bitter snow

Lies the seed that with the sun's love,

In the spring, becomes a rose.

with love,
xoxo




past few dayx.
@ 10:02

alright. here it goes.

first. saturday.

came school for the sip briefing. have a rough idea of where i want to go. let's hope i can get there. then after that, went lunching with georgie lil and randy. and finally went back home to prepare for the emceeing thing at night. oh man. you can't believe how freaky it was. having to speak in chinese to a whole bunch of aunties who are senior citizens. the feedback i got was that i was talking way too fast. because my mom was like telling me i'm like rushing for the train. oh ya. in the afternoon i went to bet soccer. bought man u for 1x2. and for the first time, the aunty wants to check my i/c. lol. i'm was like sooo happy. because all the while they never check. well, that's that.

then came sunday. woke up at 12.30pm. didn't eat till like 6+pm. cooked my own dinner. yummy. then stayed up to watch the man u match. and crap. they had a draw. 1-1. damm. i can't go and claim my $$ today le. sobx. i actually fell asleep in the middle of the match. and woke up when the match finish. and i was like so sad lar. anyway.


today. came to school late because the bus was too packed to let me squeeze in. sobx. reached the lt at like 9.16am. crap ehx? later after school going to watch happy feet with randy and mark at orchard. yippe~! can finally relax a little. then at night there's band practice. thursday's our tp rawkx event. leejin's not performing. have to figure out how to make the section sound equal by shifting all the people later.

alrightx. that'll be it for now. will be back when i can. =) smilex.

with love,
xoxo




lunch time
24.11.06 @ 16:50

crap. i feel like crap after seeing you and him and her together. this just 'makes my day'. it made me have totally no appetite. oh crap. why do you matter so much to me? haix.

with love,
xoxo




i shouldn't have ...
23.11.06 @ 23:22

oh crap. shouldn't have gone to read her blog. it just makes me worry. what if what i thought is true? what if the 2 of you are really going to be together? i can't stand the thought of it. i don't want to believe that you can tell me something and a year later the fact becomes fiction. i don't want. i don't know why. i keep having this feeling. i keep feeling that either she likes you ... or worse ... the other way round. please don't let it be true. oh man. this sucks. shouldn't have gone to read her blog. it just makes me feel like crap. please don't let what i think be true. please ... i don't want to cry in the toilet near band room for the second time. please don't let this happen ... please ...

with love,
xoxo




happy.
@ 20:49

i'm happy. let me tell you why.

first. i FINALLY brought myself my birthday present which is belated for like 2 months and 9 days. it's a wallet in case you don't know. don't know when i'll start using it. maybe next week? don't know.

second. when i went hunting for the wallet, i met joanna! it's been like weeks since i last saw her. went window shopping with her and did some catching up. we went to take photo together. if i remember correctly, the last time i took photo with her was like last year. oh man. this is bad. we were best friends in secondary school, but we only see each other rarely these days even when we're both in tp, only that she's in IT and i'm in BUS. haix.

thirdly. hmm. is there a thirdly? well, i guess not. but having met joanna so coincidently at tampines mall today was a great thing. really.

oh ya. i managed to remember something from today's ccc tuturial. not because i'm interested in the class, but because it describes me well. and this is it ... *drum roll please* ...
i'm a high-context polychronic collectivist.
don't know what that means? it doesn't matter. it basically says that i'm a person who can multitask and stuff like that. although i'm sometimes the total opposite of that when i'm dealing with certain people. lol. but 99% of the time i'm what i said i am.

there's band practice tomorrow. let's hope everything turns out fine. just been told by lee jin that she's hoping she won't have to perform for next week because she don't want to miss her class. i'll try to make that possible. but i'd rather she'd play. hmm. we'll see how things go then.

before i forget. happy birthday to kenny and raphael whose birthdays are tomorrow and the day after respectively. happy 18th birthday!

with love,
xoxo




whatevers.
20.11.06 @ 09:09

serious. i'm really repeating this every single monday. this is the worst subject i can ever have in my life in tp. just as i thought that bmr was bad enough. i told myself to try to listen to lecture and pay attention. but sad to say no matter how i try, it's impossible. it's like asking a polychronic person to sit down and listen to a monochronic person talking non-stop for hours and hours and hours. it's not that i'm listening to what she's saying that's why i know about the word monochronic and polychronic. it's just that i happen to hear what she's saying. she just keeps repeating on and on and on and on and on.

anyway.

last night was watching 'ray' the movie. finally watched the front part of the movie. its a nice movie. heard loads of songs that are part of 'the genius of ray charles'. nice.

anyway.

i've been sleeping to the thought of the song 'noah's ark'. don't ask me why. but i manage to fall asleep with that song. and it's not the slow part that makes me sleep. it's the fast part ... 'the parade of the animals' part. really nice. serious.

hmm. i've been searching for the price of the phone that i want to buy. the lowest price i can find from singtel is like around $248. but it's with $200 trade-in. maybe i can get my dad to trade in his phone. lol.

alright. that'll be it for today. i think. will be back whenevr i can. i hope.

with love,
xoxo




-=the trumpet tree blooms=-
17.11.06 @ 14:41

handed up the radio assignment just now. i'm so glad that's over. in case you're wondering what i'm doing here at this time of the day, well, mr yong cancelled today's tutorial. yeah. but this also means that we're going to have an extra long mep tutorial next week.

alright. yesterday skipped school. i've got a valid reason alright. i was ill. but i didn't get an mc because i was feeling much better when my mom wanted me to go see the doctor. so i've skipped one ccc tutorial. so let's see, i've got a couple of days to relax before i've to panic about my mep raw footages which is due on 8 dec. let's hope i won't fall sick before then.

today's chinese newswriting was erm...how should i say it ... sleepy. because all of us were sleepy. not because the lesson. but because of the temperature and also because there's no mep tutorial today. everyone's kind of sleepy.

*there's this uncle that just came and push in the chair beside me. weird.*

anyway. the library's the best place to be when you've got no lessons and have to wait for band. for the first time in this acadamic year, i'm really relaxing in the library like i did back in year one. how i miss those days.

alrights. that'll be it for now. in case you haven't realised, i've changed my blogskin. give some comments on it alright? i'll try to improve on it. =) smilex.


-=the trumpet tree blooms=-

with love,
xoxo




ramen. oiishi desu.
15.11.06 @ 13:08

yeah! last night had ramen. finally. after wanting to eat ramen, i finally got to eat it last night. lol. like i said to randy, it was a satisfying dinner. yippe~! anyway, last night was talking to randy till i feel something wrong in my nose. woke up this morning with a runny-blocky nose. so ya. that's that.

alright. there's band practice later. hope we'll have fun.=noah's ark...here i come!= i'm tired because i didn't have a great night sleep due to the runny-blocky nose. so hope i'll be better later. that'll be it for now. will be back when i can. lol.

with love,
xoxo




radio + single cam
14.11.06 @ 12:36

just finished with the radio editing thing just now. think i screwed up some parts ba. can't be bothered already. hope i can get a B. later there's the single cam skills test. let's hope i remember the things that are supposed to be at the side window. lol. alright. that'll be it for today. will be back when i can. lol. =)

with love,
xoxo




lala
13.11.06 @ 09:51

oh no. i'm really going to say this every week. ccc is boring.

later going to do my food review interview. try out a bit of the single cam. then have to complete my psa proposal. after that going for band. i'm going to finish the first three in 5hours. is it possible? haix.

saturday went for jonathan's band practice. quite fun. think i'll go again this week. but it's going to be in the morning. can i wake up on time? hmm.

alright. i'm now searching for new blogskin. kind of tired with my current blogskin le. must find something fun. =)

will be back soon. hopefully with a new blogskin. =)

with love,
xoxo




psa
11.11.06 @ 13:07

sitting in mcdonalds. now trying to complete my psa proposal. hope things will turn out fine for me. later going for jonathan's band practice with yile and zhiwei. hope we'll play that song. yesterday band practice. saw the repertoire for our end year concert. they say we're going to play noah's ark. i'm thinking, is it possible? anyway. that'll be it for now. will be back when i can. buaix.

with love,
xoxo




yesterday~!
6.11.06 @ 10:16

first thing first. today's lecture is sooooo boring. well, at least ccc is. she's so biased. she has something against a particular race. she's kind of 'lau gu dong'. got the kind of mindset. really. she's 'lau gu dong'. (she really can't teach.)

alright. back to yesterday. on my way home on the train. there's this moronic kid playing around in the mrt. at first, he kicked the aunty sitting at the corner. then just when we were reaching pasir ris. that moronic kid 'fly' around and hit me on my head. such an ass. it's not like i know him or what.

anyway. rewind. yesterday afternoon went to randy's church event with him and judith. kind of fun. the music was ... nice. erm. that's an understatement. should be the music was great~! they can really sing. they sing better than some of the artists who release albums. really. erm. what else. oh ya. i was busy observing the multi cam thing. lol. their CG got problem. keep coming out the wrong lines. lol. erm. if i didn't know i might have thought that i'm at a rock concert. lol. what else. erm.

oh ya. we went to marina square to have dinner. and (drum roll~) the ICE CREAM~!! its very very nice. especially the green apple ice cream and the chocolate. oh... so nIcE~! then after that we went home. sobx. lol.

later got to go for my driving lesson. haix. hope the instructor won't vomit blood teaching me. lol.

after that have band practice. so tired. want to sleep. haix. will be back soon. lol.

with love,
xoxo




i dreamed a dream
@ 09:22

i dreamed a dream from les miserables


There was a time, when men were kind
And their voices were soft
And their words were inviting
There was a time, when love was blind
And the world was a song
And the song was exciting
There was a time it all went wrong

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high and life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving

Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they turn your hope apart
As they turn your dreams to shame

He slept a summer by my side
He filled my dreams with endless wonder
He took my childhood in his stride
But he was gone when autumn came

And still I dream he'd come to me
That we would live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be
So different from the hell I'm living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed

with love,
xoxo




patience~!
3.11.06 @ 15:53

oh man. what did i do in my past life to deserve this kind of thing in this life man? haix. let his be a test of patience. that's what georgie will say. but i'm not having as much patience as i had in the past. oh man. please~! let me have more patience!!!

with love,
xoxo




mep
@ 13:53

just finished chinese newswriting class and lunch. my girl brought a macbook. great. now she's got a relative of my baby. it's a 'her' according to my girl. anyway, going to start mep in another 13minutes time. hope it'll all turn out fine. oh...i just don't like ccc. yesterday went back prcs for their band practice. borrowed some scores. hope we'll play them. lol. anyway, think i'm going for the sunday concert thingy with randy and georgie. lol. alright. will be back on monday. =)

with love,
xoxo




stress?...
1.11.06 @ 20:19

hmm. here i am at home. was stressed up about loads of stuff before i came home. but i'm now feeling better after talking or should i say crapping with georgie and randy. i've to compliment randy for his wonderful ability to crap and make one feel so very relaxed. (sits on table, cross legs, "ah hua, i want to talk to you about something serious") well, if you didn't watch last night's PCK you won't understand the joke.

anyway. ya, i'm kind of stressed about some stuff. i'm still stressed about it. but the stress is definitly much lesser than 5pm. i really have randy to thank for feeling much better. especially with the uncle joke. don't worry randy, i won't tell the whole world the joke. lol.

anyway, was thinking about something. can there really be pure friendship between a guy and a girl? i personally think that it is possible for a girl to have neutral feelings towards a guy as in treating him just as a friend. but, on the other hand, i'm not so sure about the guys. you can't say that i don't have confidence in guys because out of my 5 closest-bestest-best friends, 3 of them are guys. it's just that i've seen too many such cases. but i don't want to stereotype guys. so guys, share your views eh. tell me, is it really possible for there to be PURE, i repeat, PURE friendship between you and a girl.

well, that's for my thought provoking part of this entry. hope i didn't bore you. lol. alright. think that'll be it for now. have to start thinking of more creative ideas for my mep project that's like due on monday. and before that i still have to decide if i want to go for that concert on sunday. haix. so much to do in so little time. will be back soon. tada. =)

with love,
xoxo