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28.2.07 @ 18:38 i'm back~! haha. some stuff to say, but first, let's talk about school. alright. i'm done with 2 papers now. just the last chinese newswriting paper on friday. ms chuah told us the last time that there's no need to study because the format's like un-study-able. lolx. its good news because i can take this time to start my ftt revision. i'm kind of worried for my mep paper though. just imagine. section c (essay question) has only 2 questions AND its 50 marks in total. its like crazy! and the worse thing is i didn't know how to do them. but luckily, when we came out and checked a little, i managed to crap through them correctly somehow. lolx. after our paper yesterday, me, lily, april and melissa went to tm for lunch. we took neoprint also! melissa went off with her boyfriend after that, leaving the 3 of us behind. we went to toys r us and guess what. we started taking photos there! lolx. erm, actually april started it. haha. just before lily and april went to watch 'norbit', i met lihong to watch protege. its amazing how small singapore is, because well, april was in loyang pri also, and she knew lihong. and i didn't know that before yesterday. lihong remembered her, but .. somehow i don't. its interesting you know, because she was in 6.2 and i'm in 6.3, our classrooms are just beside each other. and 4 years later, we ended up in the same course. interesting eh? ok, so i went to watch protege with lihong. the movie's nice lar. during the movie i don't know why, but i started thinking things like 'hmm, if this fade to black was a little slower it will look nicer' and 'woah, that's a nice shot/angle'. its crazy. this is what happens when you're studying a media related course and suddenly the stuff that you learn during lessons such as single cam ended up appearing in your head when you're watching movies! weird, but its true. haha. ok, heres the serious thing. just last week, a guy friend of mine called me and told me that his ex-girlfriend is pregnant. this guy friend is 20 this year and i'm not sure how old the girl is. this situation makes me think. back in sec 4, when i told him something about me and my then boyfriend, he was like saying 'don't let me see him or i'll beat him up'. and that was nothing much at all. and after graduating from secondary school, he has had a number of girlfriends. one of them i totally dislike and would not stop to ponder before slapping her face if i saw her outside and another one is this particular ex-girlfriend of his. as far as i know(or as far as i would want to know), this is not the first time he has done it. and ya, he can obviously say 'oops i did it again'. that's not the main point, but i just can't understand, why is it so difficult for him to not do it. when he called me, i asked a question 'why is it you can't seem to resist from doing it?' he wanted me to repeat the question, but i ignored it. what's so difficult about it? i really cannot understand. is he not using his head or is he using the wrong head? even so, why can't he have some precautions? its not that difficult to get them, they're like available in all supermarkets and 7-11! i really don't understand. but, since he didn't call me again since that call, i'm guessing everythings alright with the girl. i don't care already. i've had enough. its strange. when i have problems i either keep it to myself or i talk to people like randy or lihong or lily. the strange thing is, when i want to find my secondary school friends, its normally for mahjong or class gatherings. but when they want to find me, its always because they have a problem. take the guy friend from the above situation. when i want to talk to him about stuff, he's always not there. i won't be able to locate him or contact him. but if he has a problem, he'll always be able to find me. i don't know why. i'm not sure if i should be happy because they trust me enough to want to talk to me when they have a problem or should i feel sad that they only remember me when they have a problem. haix. why does this kind of things happen? alright. enough of serious thinking or i'll end up with loads of white hair. anyway, to those who are still having exams, good luck. to the rest, happy holiday-ing! with love, xoxo class gathering
26.2.07 @ 13:08 wahaha. finished 1 paper. 2 more to go. you know what? i actually thought that mep paper is on wednesday when it should be tomorrow! lolx. that means by tomorrow i'll be free from all this! friday's paper don't have to study so yeah~! anyway, saturday. went for the dinner at vill'age. only 14 people out of the whole 37 came. kind of sad but its fun. at first thought of going mahjong after the dinner but in the end got no house to play! lolx. so we accompanied shimin go sp then went tampines starbucks. on the way back there're this 2 people who started like complaining about us just because shunman told me that they wore the same type of shoes. i'm like what the hell. what's there to complain about. both of us kept quiet then in the end tricia cannot take it she confronted them. lolx. it nearly ended up as a fight lar. lucky zhangxuan stand up and block the people from us. don't know whats their problem lar. anyway, we took some pics on the train. crazy eh? people around us were like staring at us lar lolx. anyway, here are some 'essence'. lolx.    wah-la. here're the photos. haha. anyway, have to go study for mep. wish me luck! with love, xoxo chinese new year
22.2.07 @ 19:19 i'm back~! woow. its only been a week but i feel like its been ages since i've last blogged. well, my chinese new year's not as fun-filled or exciting as most peoples'. lets go step by step and you'll know how boring my chinese new year has been. even before the day came, i have a prolong cough that got much better only today. that's hell right? ok, on the first day, woke up kind of late around ... 11? went out around 1.30 to the temple at bugis and another at toa payoh with my parents. got home at like 6 or 7 and that's the end of my first day. spend the whole night watching tv (as usual) and woke up slightly earlier the next morning to 'clean up' and wait for my sister to come back home.(in case you don't know, she's married so its more or less fixed that she comes home on the second day.)she got home and yippe! i've got my 2nd red packet for the year~! so the day passes and she went home and ... that's the end of my chinese new year. sad eh? i spent my third day slacking at home and studying a little for exams and ended up playing xbox because i was bored. yesterday was another ordinary day for me..only that i got sicker by getting a block/runny nose on tuesday. today. went to see the doctor again. ate the horribly disgusting medicine, study more for ccc, happy for the fact that i've finished studying through it once. if you think that's bad enough, i can't eat any chinese new year goodies. not even my favourite pineapple tarts and cookies. sobx. i only ate like 3 pineapple cookies and 2 pineapple tarts for the whole week. sobx. hmm. and guess what i'm doing now. i'm like studying for my advanced theory exam lar. doing the elearning thing can be much more boring. i've this feeling i might go nuts soon. lolx. i hope i do well for my exams. both cmm exams and my advanced theory exam. i don't want to fail you know. eh well, enough of those sadly pathetic stuff. good news. we're having a 4.7 class gathering on saturday!! yeah~! we're meeting at orchard at ...6. anyone want to meet and go together? message me if you want alright? i really look forward to it eh! well, think that's enough for now. don't want to bore people to death here. lolx. to all the lucky people who are still going around 'bai-nian-ing', good for you! lolx. buaix. :) with love, xoxo cny's around the corner~!
16.2.07 @ 14:46 woow~! today's the last day of school~! (hmm, is that good or is that bad?) well, this semester is finally coming to an end. the only thing that's left is the exams. and come to think of it, i've yet to start studying for it. lolx. well, i was told that my blog's been too much about school stuff. hmm. so maybe i'll talk about myself this time around. well, valentine's day. how did i spend it? let's see. i went to the polyclinic to see the doc after a week of coughing. i'm still not perfectly well yet. i'm still coughing but its better than last week. after which i came to school for lec and well, skills test! skills test not that bad lar. just that i keep saying 'erm' here there everywhere. by the time i finish its already like 4. went to meet my mom to go see my brother in law. he's better already. sad though he can't come for reunion dinner tonight. and ... ya. that's how i spend my valentines day. sad right? haha. hmm, last night. finally met my brother's girlfriend. she's nice and funny. she makes fun of my brother. that's the best part. wahaha. now there's finally someone who can make my brother keep quiet when he's disturbing me. lolx. tonight's reunion dinner. not eating the steamboat since my sister and brother in law are not coming back for it. we'll have our yummy steamboat during 'yuan xiao'. that's the last day of chinese new year. or to be exact we'll be having it on the last day of my exam because my mom's got something on saturday night and sunday night my sister will have to spend it with her in laws. blehx. hmm, there's still another 2 or 3 weeks before band prac starts again here at tp. i'm missing band pracs. (some people will know what i mean) lolx. alright. i'm at the end of the lesson at mep. so ... ta-da. will be here ... somehow .. someday. lolx. oh ya. btw. happy cny! gong xi fa cai. !!! with love, xoxo coughing and coughing and coughing and coughing
12.2.07 @ 09:48 oh crap. i'm still coughing like nobody's business. sooner or later i'm going to cough my lungs out le. have to stop myself from coughing on my way to school. yesterday got home around midnight. no. i wasn't out with my friends or what. i was in hospital to see my borther-in-law. had to accompany my sister home to get some stuff and go back again. it was a long and tiring day or should i say night. well, i went shopping on saturday. bought the things that i want to buy. i'm happy. last band prac before exams tonight. let's hope there won't be anymore 'tekan-ing' because i've had enough. hope everything end up fine. alright. have to go to do the thing called editing. early in the morning! oh man. alright. i'll be back. i don't know when. but .. i'll be back. with love, xoxo yeah!!!!
9.2.07 @ 16:55 yeah!!! i'm finally done with all the projects!! all those sickening projects with the ... not so nice to work with person!!!woow!!! now i realise that there really are people who you can be friends with but not work with, people who you can work with but cannot be friends with and person who you simply can't work with or be friends with. lolx. its been a stressful semester. if i have the chance to restart this semester, i'll make sure i choose my project groups properly. lolx. anyway, there's band again later. let's hope everything will be alright. i'm serious. i hope everything will be alright. i ponned chinese newswriting this morning. i just can't seem to wake up. i bathed. but can't get myself out of my bed to get changed. so my mom just let me stay home and rest. but i came for mep. i'm a good girl ok. lolx. its the responsibility that i have. lolx. tomorrow don't know if i should go for jonathan's band prac. if the rest are going then i'll go. if not then ... see how first. going shopping on saturday and sunday. i need my last minute cny shopping. lolx. alright. i'll be back like soon. ta-da. *in the very radio pro voice* and coming right up is a few nights worth of good long sleep by the sleepy ones. and before i'm back again, you're here on end oof projects with me. with love, xoxo last night ... emo reflections
8.2.07 @ 11:50 alright. i'm going to say some emo stuff. sorries my sexy saxist : i'm sorry if i made you guys feel that i was being sacarstic with you guys. i wasn't. and .. i wasn't angry also. i was just disappointed. but its not with you guys. others who were there: i apologise for walking off the podium just like that. i know i kind of make you guys feel like crap. i apologise. those who heard me swearing: i'm sorry you have to hear me swear. there's no reason for me to do so. being stressed is not a reason to swear. its an excuse. i apologise. i'll change. those who saw me break down: i shouldn't have let you guys see me that way. its the worst thing that i can ever do. hope i didn't scare you guys. especially to the one whose biggest fear is to see a girl cry. i'm sorry to all of you. kenny: sorry i didn't answer your question of what happened during the combined. all i said was 'bullshit'. its rude of me to say that. sorry. to myself: i let myself down by being so fragile, for being so weak. i shouldn't have broken down. i should have been stronger. thanks jerome: thanks for being there to talk to me. my sexy saxiest: thanks for just being there. just your presense make me feel better. you gals and guy rock! lihong: thanks for talking to me. thanks for the tissue. thanks for listening to me swear, curse, talk, lame etc. thanks. others i was disappointed with things last night. there shouldn't have been a monsoon season rain at the sofa. all i wanted was a little respect ... respect as a human. that's all i want. but there're certain people who ... well ...don't have respect. haix. with love, xoxo html codes ... my best friend ..
7.2.07 @ 13:10 haha. i never thought that html codes will be my best friend. but its kind of fun. i'm SLOWLY getting the hang of it. i spent like 2hours trying to figure out how to save the stupid frames so when i open a new page, the frame stays there. after a long long long time, i got bored so i tried doing the hyperlink thing. in the end, i realise that i can actually link the stupid thing in the mainframe only. so, that's what i wanted to do lar. i can't believe i spent 2hours trying to figure that out. lol. but now that i've got that clear, its much more 'fun' trying to do the website. html codes, my best friend. BUT, with all that fun, i had kind of a hell before that. with some MORON provoking me. come on, don't think that i'm scared of you that's why i stopped arguing with you. i stop arguing just to give her face, not because you're scary. although you are scary in your own OCULESICS way. ya, i'm talking about you, b****. (calm down.) alright. tonight there's band prac. tupid randy not going. zzz. going to be so boring lar. especially if its going to be sectionals from 6.30 to 9. haix. let's hope we'll do combined. ... i want to sack someone from my section. i've had enough of her excuses for skipping band. obviously working at clarke quay at 6.30 on a friday is more important than band practices. haix. 4 or 5 more projects for this week and i'm done~! let's hope i don't screw up the radio presentation later. *cannot screw up!!!* alright. will be back like ... soon? lol. with love, xoxo blehx
5.2.07 @ 09:39 hmm, watched Thailand vs Singapore last night. nearly fell asleep on the second half. only managed to wake up at the moment the singapore goal was scored. it's like ... so out of a sudden. lol. wanted to watch the man u match. in the end got so bored that i fell asleep. but just found out that they won 4-0. means they're still 6 points ahead of the blue ones. yeah~! erm. so let's see. all of the projects are like due this week with the exception of single cam next week. let's hope i won't break down. blehx. what the hell. just when i'm about to accept this moronic lecturer as a nice person, she spoils it all again. she thinks that everyone can't speak our parent's dialects. its like wtf~! forget it. she's not a good lecturer. she's ... horrible. saturday went for musart's concert. it was ... nice most of the time. some of their 'combine' was ... kind of ... scary. lolx. but overall it was nice lar. i want to play to the summit!!! after the concert we went to meet randy for supper. ate mac. lucky managed to catch the last train. had to catch a cab back home from interchange though. haha. so later (if i'm not wrong) we're going to print out our stopress assignment. blehx. then have to start doing presentation and mep website. blehx. so sick and tired of projects. blehx. anyway, will be back soon again. i hope. before i go nuts. with love, xoxo 'camp' in news room
1.2.07 @ 21:58 wahaha. i'm still in news room. going to spend like the rest of the day here. most probably going home like ... after midnight? lolx. i'm happily surfing here. nothing better for me to do. well, i didn't just do nothing today alright. i did some stuff today. did some translation, finished the articles and ... oh ya, ate lollipop!  haha. that's me eating lollipop. i got so bored i took a picture while eating it. lolx. anyway, i'm like camping here since 1pm? ya. oh ya. played the macdonalds game. manage to not go bankrupt for 15years. woow~!thats fun. well, have to concentrate on the important thing at hand now. will be back when i can. lolx.. with love, xoxo heartening
@ 16:49 sometimes, nothing matters more than having friends who care for you. when you're feeling worse than you can ever feel, its heartening to know that there's someone you can always lean on or talk to. not many people know exactly if i;m trufully happy or i'm just happy for the sake of not letting people worry. sometimes my mood swings from one extreme to another, for example, last night. during band i was happy. laughing and joking wth the my darlings and the rest. but at 9pm, it was as if the world came crushing down on me. all i see ahead is darkness (not just because its night time therefore the darkness). therefore, i really feel that having (a) person(s) who really care for you and know how you really feel. with love, xoxo |