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last night ... emo reflections
8.2.07 @ 11:50 alright. i'm going to say some emo stuff. sorries my sexy saxist : i'm sorry if i made you guys feel that i was being sacarstic with you guys. i wasn't. and .. i wasn't angry also. i was just disappointed. but its not with you guys. others who were there: i apologise for walking off the podium just like that. i know i kind of make you guys feel like crap. i apologise. those who heard me swearing: i'm sorry you have to hear me swear. there's no reason for me to do so. being stressed is not a reason to swear. its an excuse. i apologise. i'll change. those who saw me break down: i shouldn't have let you guys see me that way. its the worst thing that i can ever do. hope i didn't scare you guys. especially to the one whose biggest fear is to see a girl cry. i'm sorry to all of you. kenny: sorry i didn't answer your question of what happened during the combined. all i said was 'bullshit'. its rude of me to say that. sorry. to myself: i let myself down by being so fragile, for being so weak. i shouldn't have broken down. i should have been stronger. thanks jerome: thanks for being there to talk to me. my sexy saxiest: thanks for just being there. just your presense make me feel better. you gals and guy rock! lihong: thanks for talking to me. thanks for the tissue. thanks for listening to me swear, curse, talk, lame etc. thanks. others i was disappointed with things last night. there shouldn't have been a monsoon season rain at the sofa. all i wanted was a little respect ... respect as a human. that's all i want. but there're certain people who ... well ...don't have respect. haix. with love, xoxo |