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skin by: Jane
movie + questions
28.2.07 @ 18:38

i'm back~! haha. some stuff to say, but first, let's talk about school.

alright. i'm done with 2 papers now. just the last chinese newswriting paper on friday. ms chuah told us the last time that there's no need to study because the format's like un-study-able. lolx. its good news because i can take this time to start my ftt revision. i'm kind of worried for my mep paper though. just imagine. section c (essay question) has only 2 questions AND its 50 marks in total. its like crazy! and the worse thing is i didn't know how to do them. but luckily, when we came out and checked a little, i managed to crap through them correctly somehow. lolx.

after our paper yesterday, me, lily, april and melissa went to tm for lunch. we took neoprint also! melissa went off with her boyfriend after that, leaving the 3 of us behind. we went to toys r us and guess what. we started taking photos there! lolx. erm, actually april started it. haha. just before lily and april went to watch 'norbit', i met lihong to watch protege. its amazing how small singapore is, because well, april was in loyang pri also, and she knew lihong. and i didn't know that before yesterday. lihong remembered her, but .. somehow i don't. its interesting you know, because she was in 6.2 and i'm in 6.3, our classrooms are just beside each other. and 4 years later, we ended up in the same course. interesting eh?

ok, so i went to watch protege with lihong. the movie's nice lar. during the movie i don't know why, but i started thinking things like 'hmm, if this fade to black was a little slower it will look nicer' and 'woah, that's a nice shot/angle'. its crazy. this is what happens when you're studying a media related course and suddenly the stuff that you learn during lessons such as single cam ended up appearing in your head when you're watching movies! weird, but its true. haha.

ok, heres the serious thing.

just last week, a guy friend of mine called me and told me that his ex-girlfriend is pregnant. this guy friend is 20 this year and i'm not sure how old the girl is. this situation makes me think. back in sec 4, when i told him something about me and my then boyfriend, he was like saying 'don't let me see him or i'll beat him up'. and that was nothing much at all. and after graduating from secondary school, he has had a number of girlfriends. one of them i totally dislike and would not stop to ponder before slapping her face if i saw her outside and another one is this particular ex-girlfriend of his. as far as i know(or as far as i would want to know), this is not the first time he has done it. and ya, he can obviously say 'oops i did it again'. that's not the main point, but i just can't understand, why is it so difficult for him to not do it. when he called me, i asked a question 'why is it you can't seem to resist from doing it?' he wanted me to repeat the question, but i ignored it. what's so difficult about it? i really cannot understand. is he not using his head or is he using the wrong head? even so, why can't he have some precautions? its not that difficult to get them, they're like available in all supermarkets and 7-11! i really don't understand. but, since he didn't call me again since that call, i'm guessing everythings alright with the girl. i don't care already. i've had enough.

its strange. when i have problems i either keep it to myself or i talk to people like randy or lihong or lily. the strange thing is, when i want to find my secondary school friends, its normally for mahjong or class gatherings. but when they want to find me, its always because they have a problem. take the guy friend from the above situation. when i want to talk to him about stuff, he's always not there. i won't be able to locate him or contact him. but if he has a problem, he'll always be able to find me. i don't know why. i'm not sure if i should be happy because they trust me enough to want to talk to me when they have a problem or should i feel sad that they only remember me when they have a problem. haix. why does this kind of things happen?

alright. enough of serious thinking or i'll end up with loads of white hair. anyway, to those who are still having exams, good luck. to the rest, happy holiday-ing!

with love,
xoxo