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tiring but great
31.5.07 @ 10:08 last night was one tiring but great night. an hour and 30minutes of pure laughter, emo-ness, reflection and a little scare. ah jolene, what'd i do without you? its been like 3 years since i've walked from tampines back to pasir ris. and it's the first walking at night. the mac opposite school, passing by century square, the mrt tracks, the 3 night jogging guys, white sands. and finally ended at the bus stop. oh yes, and not forgetting the roach-y that jolene saw that i didn't. haha. thinking of our past, the band chalet, the pasir ris park playground, his and her, your past, my past, him and her and him. its complicated eh? they say the people who are not involved in things see it clearest. i guess that's why they see mine clearest. i feel so tempted to tell him that we see that someone else wiil win, but i can't bear to say so. and i know, even if i do say it, he won't listen. not because i know him too well, but because that's normal. in chinese there's this phrase, 忠言逆耳, which means that good advice will turn onto deaf ears. i won't say that what i want to say is good advice, but even back in year one, we've learnt that there's such thing as selective listening. we hear what we want to hear. like the class 95 commercial. we talked about him. it just brings back all the happy memories that we once had. i say once had not because i've lost them, but because i don't know if he classifies them as happy memories, or does he still keep them. i don't want to have too high hopes and ended up dropping into the bottom of the pit. i'll see what the future has in store for me. mahjong! later at jolene darling's house. yeah! and i get to see her little dog. meeting jolene, webster and zhexing at 2pm at tampines. yeah! mahjong! my perfect anti-depressant. haha. dear jolene, thanks for talking last night. i was definitely much happier by the end. thank you darling! :D with love, xoxo |