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30.8.08 @ 17:49 tomorrow's program: - RSAF 'open house' at paya lebar airbase - comex i can't wait to watch the aircrafts whoosh by~ shall upload the pictures next weekend. 16; with love, xoxo bmf
28.8.08 @ 14:01 first of all, have to add up to my previous entry. miss emcee-ing with randy during concert. miss slacking in the library with randy before band pracs. miss having randy to LOA with. miss calling randy fluffy-nehneh. lol, i sure hope this is enough to happy-fy my beloved bmf! =x anyway, comex starts today. should i go? hmm, maybe not. so many people to squeeze around with. and i don't really have anything that i want to buy. if i go, i'll end up looking like a pancake when i'm done. but wells, shall let my brother go and squeeze around. hmm, september's around the corner. what to buy for all the cute people? *thinks hard* transformer for brother, shirt for dad and a necklace for joanna maybe? what about the rest? ain't i glad i've the rest to share the other presents with. =x anyways, shall be off reading papers and slacking around now. miniclip, here i come! 18; would you know my name, if i saw you in heaven? with love, xoxo misses
27.8.08 @ 15:28 my temper's kind of short these days. i've no idea why though. the Fish and dUCKs are popping up in my head more often. rainy days are good days to recollect and listen to songs. been listening to band songs these days. guess i'm sort of tired of pop ba. band songs, especially those that i've played in poly, bring back loads of fond memories. loads of songs remind me of the fun times i had, mainly in year 1 and 2. miss sitting behind jolene during pracs. miss turning back to talk to yile. miss having meetings in the cosy band room. miss supper with gareth, baldwin, shao hui, wei wen etc. sigh, so many things for me to miss. got to move on i guess. number 11: les miserables number 67: cream of clapton sigh, happy thoughts come to me QUICK! i'm losing my mind. 19; sol. tr. with love, xoxo restless
26.8.08 @ 16:51 have been rather restless this 2 days. no idea why, as always. today's internet is a little ... screwed. super slow in everything, especially on facebook. about an hour before i can leave the office. i need to get out of the office, i guess. maybe i should put a cactus in the office. makes my table a friendlier place. need to reconsider studying now. shall go check out the information again later. but well, i need enough to get school fees too. starting 2 years later will be good. someone come brighten up my day please!!! i reailse i've been going in circles. it's like in a roundabout. i've tried exiting a few times, but to no avail. once, i forced through and got out. but only to the road that goes nowhere. hopeless, i left that dreading road. going to the alleys, i find myself overjoyed. but soon after, i realise back in the roundabout, again. round the roundabout, only to return to the same spot over and over again. 20; with love, xoxo late at night
24.8.08 @ 02:05 it's been SOOOO long since i was last online in the middle of the night. so i thought, i might as well come blog. lol. anyway, was up doing my brother's video. it's only 1/3 done i think, and this is prior to changes. if they want to change stuff, i think i'll have to stay up a couple of nights again. anyway, september's coming. i'm getting older. people are going in ns. come october, my secondary school classmates will shift their butts into tekong too. i'm so going to miss them all. was out with mel, jiazhen and philip on friday night for fireworks. it was delayed due to 'wet fuse', or at least that's what randy told me. but well, marina square food court proves to be a bad location to watch. you've got the roof blocking your view. but wells, i was happy that i went out with them. went to say HI! to jolene too. anyways, i think i'm really getting old. 'cause i can't seem to keep my eyes open any longer. age is catching up with me. i wonder if you'll remember me 2 years later. 22; 21. with love, xoxo twenty-five
21.8.08 @ 16:58 i guess i haven't blogged for a while. oh wells. i haven't been online much the last few days. mainly because i've got to attend classes in the mornings and it just so happens that i was kind of caught up with stuff in the afternoons. so here i am, online and blogging. having a slight headache now, both literally and otherwise. i think the lack of fresh air is causing my headache. i don't know why but it seems that since i've started working, falling ill is becoming a routine. gosh, maybe it's the bad fengshui or maybe it's just me. =x i'm supposed to hunt for a dress for my brother's wedding by sunday. or else, i'll have to rent from the wedding place. it's not that the design i tried on wasn't nice, but i feel kind of old wearing that design, and it's a long dress. i don't want to wear a long dress. sigh. i'll be going shopping with my mom at parkway later on, hopefully will be able to find something that i'm ok with AND i'm able to wear. hates it when the dress doesn't fit. argh. i think the stupid mario game my brother asked me to play on facebook is really dumb. i thought it was a racing game since it's called mario kart but it turns out to be some kind of treasure hunt kind of thing. maybe i've yet to find the racing part, but i sure am getting bored of it now. anyway, i've been really lucky these days i guess. was on the train yesterday morning and got woken up by this uncle talking LOUDLY on the phone when he got in at raffles place. and fyi, raffles place happens to be one of the best sleeping areas on the train ride. so ya, i was woken up. and then at redhill i think, there's this man who sat down beside me. he started behaving as if he needs a whole lot of space. and goodness me, he's invading my personal space, darn him. so i got pissed off, i alighted and swung my bag at him. serve him right for getting a taste of my bag. but that's not all! when i was on the way home last night, i was reading my notes and listening to my mp3. just so happens that there was a group of apes from God knows where boarding the train. they were quite far away from me. but they were playing, talking, laughing and slapping each other so darn happily that the whole car was staring at them. can't you just go back to where you came from and make all that noise? keep your voices down when you're on a public transport. so ya, they were so freaking loud that i couldn't hear my linkin park song. idiots. i was so pissed off i nearly went up to them to shut them up. but thank goodness they dropped off at tanah merah. ok, enough of that crap. sigh, i really miss my year 2 times. was listening to noah's ark on imeem and all the memories came back. i miss jolene, olivia, eden, qinghui, zhexing, isaac, chanya and the rest of them all. oh, come back year two, i miss you! ah wells, it'll never happen again. i need a break. oh ya, i'm getting it tomorrow. i'm on LEAVE tomorrow!! hahaha. shall watch the dvds my mom has rented out today. and of course FIREWORKS tomorrow with mel, jiazhen and philip! and hopefully we'll be able to meet randy after that for supper/dinner. =] yeahs! knowing that i'll be able to meet up with them makes me happy. i miss georgie and april though. never mind, december will be here soon. georgie, i want my birthday presents and christmas presents in december! haha. alrights, shall be off now. guess it's been a really long long long entry. =x hopefully this will be able to keep anyone entertained for a good 5minutes. =] because there's just another 25 days. with love, xoxo 30
16.8.08 @ 22:23 so i'm back, but i'm still kind of lazy to do the screenshots. =x lazy lazy. anywya, i'll upload some pictures that i took from national day. most of it are taken from ritz carlton hotel looking down during the preview. there're some pictures of the sunset which i personnaly think are quite beautiful. (not that i'm a good photographer though.) and there's a video of the ndp black knights performance too. i just love the black knight performance. so ya, pictures as promised, after 2 weeks. =x                 so ya, anyway, fireworks celebrations next week seems a bit ... how should i say it ... hopeless. well, qinghui say she can't make it, so bet desmond won't go, jolene's working, randy's not free. seeing the answers from them, i guess i don't have to ask the rest to go already. so ya, still will be going with mel, jiazhen and philip. hope it'll be good. =] i've been busy with nothing these days. i've been home the whole day but i only manage to come online now. although there's nothing much to watch on tv, i guess the olympics is a nice enough form of entertainment. tomorrow's the finals for women's table tennis team. hope singapore will win the gold. =) so many things to do. i've yet to start on my brother's video. gosh, it's 2 months away!!! september's around the corner. many many birthday presents to buy! i need to get a new wallet, i guess. shall go hunt for it someday. when will that day come? i've got no idea. haha. =x i think i really have to go hunting for presents soon. dad's, brother's, joanna's, olivia's, my own, hariani's and jolene's birthdays are all in september. goodness, why do i have so many september babies? well, not that i'm complaining though. september babies are sweet, nice, caring, loving ... and the list goes on. lolx. i had a beautiful dream the other night. dreamt of something that i wish will happen on that special day. but well, i guess it's tough for it to happen. see it in my dreams then. =] i see it's been a long long entry. i shall end off here. good night beautiful world, sweet dreams. =] with love, xoxo alright
13.8.08 @ 13:26 my entries are rather short these days. maybe i'm getting lazy. =x i was listening to the radio before i came out today, and their topic was 'what do you think is the happiest age?' i personally think that my happiest age would be between 15 to 18. i didn't really have to think about alot of things. just had to study and have fun. those were my happiest times. i wish i could go through what i went through from 15 to 18 again. life with my secondary school friends, o-levels, poly friends, band, pool. happy days. work is making me kind of negative i guess. i've to make an effort to be happy. i guess it's what i've to come in contact with day in day out. thank goodness for people like eden, qinghui, yanie, randy and mel who talk to me on msn. without them, i think i'll get lost in the world of negative thoughts. it's funny, i rarely talk to my secondary school friends these days. i see my best friend online, but, i don't talk to her. instinctively i don't because i don't want to disturb her. but subconsciously i guess it's because i don't know what to talk to her about. kind of sad, ain't it? will that happen 3 years down the road with georgie and randy? i don't dare to imagine that. i guess life is like a box of chocolates. i think it gets more bitter towards the end. (especially for a dark chocolate lover like me) life won't get any easier, it'll just get tougher. hopefully life will get sweeter for me and all those around me. with love, xoxo ring, ring
12.8.08 @ 15:56 was having lunch with eden when the stupid phone rang. 'hello, may i speak to felicia please?' so ... lar. argh, hate it. eden's a great lunch partner. lol. with love, xoxo ndp
11.8.08 @ 11:03 hmm, i wanted to update photos on saturday, but my mom's friend had tickets to ndp, so we went! haha, anyway, ndp was nice. love the SAF Band performance and Black Knights performance. if only i can marry one of the guys in there. =x haha, just kidding. fireworks go *boom* and my mouth was wide open for that 5minutes. lucky there weren't any birds with die-rear nearby. rofl. will do my screen shots and upload them soon. =] friday night, Olympics opening ceremony, it was WOW. at the end when they were going to light up the big Olympics torch, (not sure if i got that right =x) it was really creative and wow-ish! zhang yi mou really did a great job directing the whole ceremony! congrats to China for having such a successful opening ceremony! anyways, that shall be it for the ceremony-ish things i should get back to work now. oops, i didn't realise i spent the whole morning doing nothing. =x happy belated national day! =] with love, xoxo negative
8.8.08 @ 15:57 2 months plus into the job, i kind of tired from it. i'm tired of not being able to cut things short when it should be short in the first place. i'm sick, i'm sick of staying in such a quiet place. i feel so darn restless the whole week. i need to go out and breath, breath in air of freedom. today's 08.08.08 2008 Olympic opening ceremony in China at 8pm. 8 million dollar TOTO coming out at 9pm. thousands of couples getting married on this triple eight day. i feel like going back to study. but, i don't have the funds for it. i don't really want to pick up that course, because there're too many things that i don't like. why didn't i study harder to get better gpa? i miss my friends, i miss band, i miss studying, i miss fun. this environment is too negative i guess. with love, xoxo 6.8.08 @ 16:06 i woke up thinking it's friday today. i'm seeing too much of negative stuff, positive things come my way please. with love, xoxo random
4.8.08 @ 14:19 shucks. marche mushroom soup is ok, pasta is nice. but i guess too creamy for my stomach. thanks eden for lunching with me! another 2hours lunch break. =] sigh, i wonder if they'll lower the temperature of the aircon in my office. it's warm, not the warm fuzzy feeling kind of warm, but hot-warm. too warm to sleep. take care zhexing in aussie! good luck for your osip! =] with love, xoxo waaaahhhhh
@ 09:34 first thing first. NDP preview from the 25th floor of Ritz-Carlton was wah~ the bird's eye view of the parade segment's far better than that on tv. and the aero display was seriously WAH~~~~~ my mom and i were like screaming on the bathtub lar. my sister, brother in law, brother, sister in law were in the room watching. i tell you, the bathtub has the best darn view lor. but then, after the parade segment, all i did was wait for the fireworks. i don't like the show segment, really. show segment's the time when you walk around, talk, and wait for fireworks. when the fireworks came, it was right in my face lar! it's like right in front of me lor! i recorded the whole thing but i doubt i'll upload the video. why? because my mom's screaming VERY loudly in the background. o.o anyways, i'll post the screenshots when i'm free. (that's going to be like on saturday.) anywaysss, i was reading the newspapers the other day and i saw the 'teacher slapped my kid' story. and i was like telling my mom about it. and guess what? i just saw randy's blog entry on that stupid incident too. LOL seriously lar, the parents pamper the kids TOO much lor. if you've never been slapped in your life, you're not lucky. you're UNlucky. come on lar, would you rather be slapped as a kid or as an adult? i definitely prefer as a kid lor. coming from a family where being beaten is no big deal, i don't see how a school kid can be un-beaten in his/her life at all. if kids disobey, make them obey. and not buy them toys and chocolates and what nots just to make them happy. that's just my personal opinion though. take for example, on a packed train, a kid starts screaming and shouting at the top of his/her voice, i've seen parents ignoring the situation, taking out his/her toys for him/her to play, sayang the kid like there's no tomorrow, give sweets to him/her. but you know what i would have done if he/she was my child? stare, scold, slap. simple as that. but how many parents scold their child in public now? few, i'd say. sometimes i can't help but wonder, 10, 20 years down the road, if i were to use my preferred method to make sure he/she obeys (i.e SSS), i think he/she might sue for child abuse. haha. ah wells, maybe by the time i'm a parent, i'll be treating my child as a king/queen. maybe by then, i won't even lay a finger on my child. who knows, right? with love, xoxo yawn
1.8.08 @ 14:40 ok, i don't like picking up phone calls in the office. it can be rather stressful trying to answer those questions which you don't really have any answer to. shucks, getting a headache already. fireworks tomorrow night at ritz carlton hotel with family! my sister booked the room, and we're all going to watch it, except dad 'cause he's got something on till 7 and brother 'cause he's got work. but well, fireworks!! =] cough's getting a whole load better, no longer coughing like some TB fellow. didn't eat my medicine today, so hope i'll be well enough tomorrow for fried food and pok pok kay! yawns, hope i can catch a nap at work. =x oops, you didn't hear/see that. get me cured; with love, xoxo |