negative
8.8.08 @ 15:57
2 months plus into the job, i kind of tired from it. i'm tired of not being able to cut things short when it should be short in the first place. i'm sick, i'm sick of staying in such a quiet place. i feel so darn restless the whole week. i need to go out and breath, breath in air of freedom.
today's 08.08.08 2008 Olympic opening ceremony in China at 8pm. 8 million dollar TOTO coming out at 9pm. thousands of couples getting married on this triple eight day.
i feel like going back to study. but, i don't have the funds for it. i don't really want to pick up that course, because there're too many things that i don't like. why didn't i study harder to get better gpa?
i miss my friends, i miss band, i miss studying, i miss fun.
this environment is too negative i guess.
with love,
xoxo
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