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skin by: Jane
happy!
20.10.08 @ 13:13

yeah~ finally done with my brother's wedding! friday night was a no-sleep night, helped my brother with his last minute stuff. (ie pack ang bao) got to the chalet at 4.30am. stayed in the room to accompany my sister-in-law while the other 2 'sisters' tortured my brother and his 'brothers' with their special breakfast. rushed the couple out of the chalet at 5.59am because they had to leave by 6am. got back home and they served tea to some relatives and i served them tea to get ang bao. wahaha~ went back to the chalet for them to serve tea to her relatives. had buffet brunch. got home to help my brother with more last minute stuff. took a little nap before realising i woke up LATE! rushed through my bath and stuff and got to RASA SENTOSA. the dinner was good, but my mom's friends were, are and will be the biggest headache. if only they have more brains for goodness sake. ended the dinner and saw my brother getting saboed by my sister-in-law's friends. so funny lar. he had to drink don't know how many glasses of red wine + tiger + whiskey + white wine + i don't know whats. finally left for home at 12+am. so super tired lar.

i was sleeping like a log yesterday. and my mom got us HUGE packets of chicken rice for brunch. so full i couldn't eat dinner/supper. newly wedded finally got back at 5pm. (they stayed at rasa sentosa on saturday night) helped to organise some stuff and finally went to sleep at 11+++pm.

it's kind of scary now that my brother's officially married. because the relatives have started to ask me this question: 'When's your turn ar?' -.-"" come on lar, i'm just 20 lor. i don't intend to marry so early can. if not they're asking: 'Got boyfriend a not?' -___-"""" relatives are the scariest people on earth, i'd say.

but well, this wedding got me thinking of my own last night. it's funny because the only person i can imagine getting married to is no longer with me, and probably will never be with me again. i don't know, perhaps szh was really the one, just that he's the right person at the right place at the wrong time. if only i met him 3 years later, things could have been so much different. sigh, the if-onlys. if-onlys are meant for imagination, but how can one know if those things can ever happen? it's funny, because the one who wants to marry me is not the one that i want to marry. perhaps this is retribution for what i did. if this is retribution, it is enough, it's been too much. i hope i never have to come to terms with the phrase, 'the person you marry may not be the person you love the most.' but for now, i see that possibility at 95%. because for all i know, that person will never be back.

ah wells, enough of that emo crap. on a brighter note,

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY MR. DESMOND QUEK SHUWEI!!!

i want to emphasise that you're TWENTY!!!
you're as young as ME!!!
wahahhaha~

ok, enough of that. will be back when i can. =)
i wonder if you were thinking of me when i was thinking of you ...

**************************10.01am*******************

i guess this 2 weeks have been the 'i feel so slow my brain's not working and i feel so retarded' days. seriously, i think i've been in a daze that i can't think properly at all. sigh, what's happening to me? is it a norm among 20year old? <--- (that's a perfect example of retarded-ness) but seriously, i think my brain has become much slower since my return from malaysia. oh gosh, help me! i think my mom's right, if you don't use your brain, your brain will be 'rusty'. i think my brain IS rusty now, and goodness me, i'm only 20!

argh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

crap, my running nose came back just now. why haven't i fully recovered since last week? more rest is needed perhaps? sian.

i need to meet up with friends to make my brain work again. or i think i might end up going to the data processing speed of the first computer in the world! i think i'd better catch a nap before i go nuts. bleh.

with love,
xoxo