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skin by: Jane
27.2.09 @ 11:29

i feel like watching marley and me.
but i don't want to spend money.
sigh.

with love,
xoxo




daily laughs part II
26.2.09 @ 11:14


i can't hug my own tummy though, and i don't intend to. =x
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i hope my weighing machine can't talk. oh wait, i haven't got myself a weighing machine yet. =x

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xoxo




random -> relationships
25.2.09 @ 09:49

oh, how i miss those naive and innocent relationships from long ago.

back then, relationships were pure. 'i love you' being said on a daily basis, going out for walks by the beach, movie, dinner, pool, being sent home. everything was sweetly simple, and innocent.

but as one grows older, relationships tend to get disturbed. indecisiveness and wrong mindsets. whatever happened to the mind?

maybe it's just one's fate, to meet with disturbing relationships. but those relationships whose memories are meant to last are dearly missed.

to love and feel loved again.

with love,
xoxo




lousy piece of shit
24.2.09 @ 09:03

go ahead, pass your work to me to do it immediately. as if i don't already have something urgent on hand. since you pass your lousy work to me, might as well pass me your pay too. you're earning $6k and you expect someone earning $1k+ to do your work. it's not like i get credit for doing the piece of work. because in the end, it's your lousy name on that piece of work. i'm not your slave. if you want to pass your work, please pass it to the lousy aunty to do it. i guess your work is as lousy as hers since both of you have that lousy attitude. ARGH!

with love,
xoxo




vid / de / o
23.2.09 @ 11:27

如煙 video

just a little something to keep my mind off the crap i'm doing.

gosh, i really don't enjoy doing this type of work. all the stupid things that i've to hear, as if i'm not irritated enough by the people i face at work. sigh.

with love,
xoxo




last sunday's dinner
22.2.09 @ 00:28

oh gosh, i totally forgot about blogging last sunday's dinner!

anyway, dinner with jiazhen, georgie, april, mel and bernie at TM's Swensen's. had a great dinner and of course free ice-cream because georgie's baked rice came late. it was a really enjoyable night. had a great chit-chat session with jiazhen while waiting for my bus. it's interesting how we have so much to talk about now since we didn't have so many topics back in school. mayeb it's a 'stage of life' kind of thing. anyways, april has already left for aussie on wednesday and georgie's leaving on monday. =(




so ya, that's a short little summary of the dinner. apologise for the erm, messed up english if any, because it's WAY past my bedtime and i'm typing this in a half asleep mode. hope to see them all again soon. and georgie STILL owes me bedok chicken rice. HAH.

p.s. everyone take good care of your health! the weather's kind of crazy these days. drink more water! =)

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xoxo




arh
21.2.09 @ 21:05

i think my temper has gone from bad to worse these days. i don't know why, but it's just the way that it's become.

i need a break. a break from the irritating beings in the office, a break from the aunties who stare at the newspaper i'm reading in the train, a break from selfishness, a break from the kids who make tonnes of noise in public areas, a break from all of the bullshit.

i'm tired, i really am. i'm tired of trying to accommdate to others. i'm tired of tolerating the nonsense that goes on. i'm tired of pretending to be someone i'm not.

my thoughts are much more negative now as compared to months ago. i can't point out what's been the main contributing factors. i can't undo the wrongs from there then.

i'm not depressed. i've been worse. but this rubbish that's around me is just making me go nuts.

i've had enough of all the crap that you have been doing. i've had enough. i've had enough of you outcasting me as if i'm not your supervisee. i've had enough of your insubordination. i've had enough of your lies.

i just want to get out. i want to get away from all these nonsense. because i know that i'll be better off elsewhere.

gosh, i need a life.

with love,
xoxo




20.2.09 @ 14:38

hmm, i have a bad feeling that i'm going to spend quite alot during my taiwan trip next month, especially at taipei 101. =x

with love,
xoxo




7 sins
@ 10:53

latest ranking of 7 sins for men and women by Vatican

Men
1. Lust
2. Gluttony
3. Sloth
4. Anger
5. Pride
6. Envy
7. Greed

Women
1. Pride
2. Envy
3. Anger
4. Lust
5. Gluttony
6. Greed
7. Sloth

i seriously thought that Pride will be ranked much higher for men rather than women. instead, Pride came in number 1 for women. interesting eh?

with love,
xoxo




18.2.09 @ 14:10

i was just thinking, maybe i should make this my humour blog.
and all my normal entries will go into my wordpress blog.
maybe, just maybe.
and then i don't have to worry about not being able to fit a cbox into wordpress already. =)

with love,
xoxo




daily laughs part I
@ 14:07



i need to see more of my feet, too.

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xoxo




because
16.2.09 @ 16:17

a rare chance, it's not being sarcastic.


because i love my soft toy and my soft toy loves me. =)

with love,
xoxo




13.2.09 @ 14:55

stop fu*king write your name there when it's NOT done by you. fu*k lar, all you did was ask me to print out the work. please lor, you didn't even do the simple thing of printing! fu*k. stop claiming credit for the lack of work that you're doing. fu*k. you want to claim credit so much, go be an arcade shop assistant. you want to keep newspapers for yourself so much, go sell fish at the wet market! fu*k lar!!!!!!!!!!

with love,
xoxo




*(&#$^%
12.2.09 @ 16:46

my stupid ulcer is &^$%^#)$(*@)
life has been *&$#^!@
thus things have pretty much been %&#*()!*#&

its weird, 'cause i never had ulcers before this. so this ulcer is bringing hell right into my mouth. 'am having a headache, probably because of the 600ml worth of allswell starfruit juice i just drank. it's finally thursday, and tomorrow will be friday. and then comes valentine's day. sigh, it's just another saturday. and then suddenly, it's monday all over again. the weekly cycle is making me go *&@# and it's not good for me. knock knock, i need to go out and meet people! crap, this sucks. i need a life. i'm 20, not 60. i'm 20, not 2. i'm going crazy with all these thoughts running through my head like they don't matter. AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is screwed. this is so screwed.

with love,
xoxo




8.2.09 @ 17:06

argh, i can't seem to be able to put a cbox in wordpress!!!!!!!!!! help anyone?????????

with love,
xoxo




@ 15:50

fine. so i can't stay over at people's place for games. i can't go out til too late. i have to blah blah blah. whatever. if i don't get married in the future, it's because of this kind of attitude.

with love,
xoxo




fickle minded-ness
5.2.09 @ 14:49

hmm, i know this may sound fickle-minded, but i feel like studying for a specialist diploma in hospitality and tourism under tp. yes i know i said i wanted to do psychology, but i'm not really sure now. the specialist diploma can be completed within a year and it only cost $1465.90. i'm well aware that a specialist diploma won't get me anywhere far, and i really need a degree to do that. but ... i don't know, maybe i'm just too bored, or that i don't really know what i want. i shall wait and see if the urge for the specialist diploma continues. if it does, then maybe i'll take it up. if not, i'll just go on and find another degree course.

with love,
xoxo




word-PRESS!
4.2.09 @ 17:44

wordpress it is!
i need a good domain name.
suggestions anyone?

with love,
xoxo




ran-dom
3.2.09 @ 14:04

ifeel likechangingblog

alright, that was DARN random. but i do feel like it.

paper today was SCREWED, very screwed. more papers coming up.

mahjong-ed at jeremy's with shimin, suming and jeremy. lost $10++.

sian of work. thinking of a transfer-able place for the future.

valentine's day around the corner. so what?

it's still a want for now. but i have a feeling it'll be a need soon.

dinner with darlings this friday. i miss all of you!
wordpressorlivejournal?suggestions?

with love,
xoxo