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28.3.07 @ 15:13 guess what? the concert's on friday. in less than 52 hours 'time and tide' will commence. won't say much about it though. i'm only hoping mr goh and suhana will be able to make it. well, we're having practice later at 5 till 9. let's just hope everything will turn out fine. ---------------------------------- ah well, was kind of happy on monday and tuesday. and ya, its because of him. its makes my day. but of course it was spoilt later but, well, that's not the point. but the thing now is, yes, i see a light. but the same thing worries me. what if the light goes out just like it did in december? although that dream i had started this light, and the actions further reinforces it, it might be just a case of misinterpretation. haix. all the worries. and worse still, i worry that after this i might not see him again for a very long time. haix. maybe now shouldn't be the time to worry about this kind of thing. maybe now i should concentrate on the things that will be more beneficial to me in the short run, because that's more important now. well, i don't know. --------------------------------- anyway, think i'll be back soon. wish us luck for the concert on friday. :) loves! Labels: band with love, xoxo matters of the heart / concert?
23.3.07 @ 20:59 is it me or is it true that we're troubled by matters of the heart recently? starting with myself, falling back down into the blackhole all over again unknowingly. and then, it was the we're-not-afraid-to-show-we're-in-love-couple. its not that i have something against them or what, but i seriously feel sad for a guy friend. he likes her, but what is she doing to him now? the couple is really unafraid to show their love and affection to the world. just imagine, liking a person, but having to see that person being in a relationship with another, everytime. its insensitive of them, or of her. i really feel very bad for this guy friend. all of us just hope that he'll get over it. although we all know how hard it can be. and, the more recent one that i heard. i don't blame her for feeling this way because she has the right to feel that way. yet, i can't blame the guy, because i don't know what he's thinking at that time. and because i've only heard her side of the story, i can't conclude the thing or it would be unfair to him. but the thing now is, the two of them are not even talking to each other, or trying to find out the way to solve this problem, because they can't face each other. i don't blame them. it's only normal. ------------------------ tp's band concert's next friday. another 7 days to go. i'm not looking forward to it like i did for last year's - we're not prepared - we don't have enough practice - no one's feeling any stress - people simply don't give a damm about it - ticket sales are scary - we can't even complete the song 'time remembered' properly if you think that's not enough reason to not look forward to a concert you'll be performing in, i don't know what to say. why is it becoming like this? i've been told, that if we don't get 70% ticket sales, there probably won't be another concert for tp band in the years to come. to some it doesn't matter because they would have graduated by then. but in the long run, it won't do any good. people say, aim for the moon and even if you fail you'll land among the stars. but in this case, they've aimed for the next galaxy and when they fail, we're left in either the vacuum to die of saforcation or we'll be brought back right down to earth by gravity and slammed onto the ground like minced meat. its not that i'm being pessimistic, but look at the 'music' presented during practice, there's the saying 'look good from far but are far from good', but i certainly won't put that to us right now. all i can say is we're too underprepared for it. nothing else. Labels: band with love, xoxo just emo little me
19.3.07 @ 22:00 i'm just envious of them. no, not because i've special feelings for that guy, but because seeing the two of them so happily together reminds me of my past. i'll say less and let the pictures do the talking. a picture tells a thousand words.   with love, xoxo 16.3.07 @ 20:52 just a sudden thought, i miss him. seeing him go early makes me sore. i can't help but keep looking back to catch another glimpse of him. but sometimes i ponder if i miss him because i want to miss him or because i truly miss him. maybe i'm just like what someone else said, 'its either she's loyal and faithful or she's just silly.' i don't know. enlightenment, anyone? with love, xoxo recent
14.3.07 @ 11:24 wooh~ i didn't realise that its been 11 days since i last updated this blog. well, have been kind of busy with band stuff lately. been going to both band pracs these days. i'm feeling that one is more effective than the other. well, comments about the bands should end here. don't want to say any further, doesn't make sense if i continue too. well, sunday, i went to muar with my mom and a whole bunch of aunties. its only then that you know what is eat and sleep and eat and sleep. did nothing much there. erm...what else happened? oh ya, we went pool last wednesday after band prac. played till like 5+ or 6pm. its fun lar. for once i manage to win so many games you know. let's hope i'll win again later! lolx. oh ya, one more good news, i took my final theory test yesterday and i passed! yippe! actually i've been doing some thinking lately, but don't think now is the best time to say anything about it. well, that should be it for now. i'll come back when i can. i don't know when, but when i can. :| with love, xoxo pregnant 9 year old
3.3.07 @ 17:21 just had band prac and lunch with yile, randy, mark and zhexing. there's something that we well...kept talking about today. the pregnant 9 year old. its really kind of scary you know, to know that people at the age of 9 are doing it. another report said that a survey was done on lower secondary students, and it was found that 1 in 3 have done it and quite a significant percentage have either been pregnant or have made someone pregnant. what's the world coming to? when i read the report i suddenly feel so old. its as if i belong to the parents generation to be this shocked to find out about these deeds. I'm not that far away from being 13 or 14, just 5 or 6 years away but yet i feel so ... distant from them regarding this issue. well, who knows, in the future, 30 year olds might be grandparents and 20 would be the age that people get marvelled if one is still a virgin. the scary thoughts of the future kids. with love, xoxo |