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skin by: Jane
matters of the heart / concert?
23.3.07 @ 20:59

is it me or is it true that we're troubled by matters of the heart recently? starting with myself, falling back down into the blackhole all over again unknowingly.

and then, it was the we're-not-afraid-to-show-we're-in-love-couple. its not that i have something against them or what, but i seriously feel sad for a guy friend. he likes her, but what is she doing to him now? the couple is really unafraid to show their love and affection to the world. just imagine, liking a person, but having to see that person being in a relationship with another, everytime. its insensitive of them, or of her. i really feel very bad for this guy friend. all of us just hope that he'll get over it. although we all know how hard it can be.

and, the more recent one that i heard. i don't blame her for feeling this way because she has the right to feel that way. yet, i can't blame the guy, because i don't know what he's thinking at that time. and because i've only heard her side of the story, i can't conclude the thing or it would be unfair to him. but the thing now is, the two of them are not even talking to each other, or trying to find out the way to solve this problem, because they can't face each other. i don't blame them. it's only normal.

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tp's band concert's next friday. another 7 days to go. i'm not looking forward to it like i did for last year's . i'm not looking forward to it, but why? let me list the reasons down for you:
- we're not prepared
- we don't have enough practice
- no one's feeling any stress
- people simply don't give a damm about it
- ticket sales are scary
- we can't even complete the song 'time remembered' properly
if you think that's not enough reason to not look forward to a concert you'll be performing in, i don't know what to say. why is it becoming like this? i've been told, that if we don't get 70% ticket sales, there probably won't be another concert for tp band in the years to come. to some it doesn't matter because they would have graduated by then. but in the long run, it won't do any good. people say, aim for the moon and even if you fail you'll land among the stars. but in this case, they've aimed for the next galaxy and when they fail, we're left in either the vacuum to die of saforcation or we'll be brought back right down to earth by gravity and slammed onto the ground like minced meat. its not that i'm being pessimistic, but look at the 'music' presented during practice, there's the saying 'look good from far but are far from good', but i certainly won't put that to us right now. all i can say is we're too underprepared for it. nothing else.

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