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nostalgia
3.4.07 @ 19:01 its just another day. i realise that i can actually apply ccc concepts into my life now. (how sad) as of sunday, i feel so ... lost. (and no, there's no relationship problems) its like after a hectic week of band pracs, i'm suddenly left with nothing to do! yesterday was bad, i walked around the house like a body without a soul. i got so easily irritated with everything, my mom's nagging, the lack of communication with the outside world, blah blah blah. and suddenly, i feel so ... depressed? oh ya, i was shocked with that. and one sentence came to my mind, i've lost all social cues!! and that, my dear friends, that reminded me of ccc. and to my astonishment, i fliped open my note book (and i don't mean my laptop) and search for my ccc notes. and guess what, one of the symptoms of stage 2: everything is awful stage is the loss of social cues! and just as i look down the page, in flight and fight, symptoms include excessive complaining, irritation and depression! oh man, i never that a band-less time can make me that lost. and nope, i'm still not looking for similarities, i'm still complaining (to myself), and i'm still irritated. and of course, before all of that, i did experience the optimisim and enthusiaism last friday. but after that, everything's killing me. i'm just hoping stage 3:everything's alright will come sooner. blehx. anyways, sip starting in 13 days. before that i want to watch 'meet the robinsons' with my band people.(i have a big head but little arms~!) i also want to go settlers play. need to enjoy myself before sip. i'm looking but at the same time not looking forward to it. what to do? i really miss band pracs, my band friends, the fun we all had, the music we all made and shared. oh man, why do i sound as if i've graduated? haix. must be stage 2 working on me again. ah well, i'd better leave this entry like this, or i might start to sound like an old woman telling her grandchildren stories of her past. lolx. Labels: band with love, xoxo |