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29.4.08 @ 02:59 had tune in just now with a huge band, just like the past tune in. played concerto d'amore, spirited away and seventh night of july. recorded a little bit of concerto when they were playing. 2minutes plus of the slow part. took a couple of pics too. which reminds me of something someone did last tune in. feels like the same old thing. anyway, it's not like it matters anymore. :x   anyway, been feeling that my temper's rather short these days. i'm sorry if i lost my temper in front of any of you guys. i know i lost it just now at mac at jerome. i'm so sorry jerome! ahh! i think i've to stop procrastinating. have to restart my diet plan again SOON. feels like i've gain quite alot recently with the suppers and stuff. diet diet here i come~ :) till then .. :) with love, xoxo bee x honey
27.4.08 @ 19:26 longing, yearning, craving, hankering. like the bee missing its honey. with love, xoxo lalala
26.4.08 @ 16:30 slept for nearly 12hours! still don't feel great because i got woken up by 4 calls in the morning. argh. don't love it when my mom's friends call early in the morning. anyway, a good sleep sure solves loads of problems. :) but it's funny, i'm still feeling sleepy. :x tv is always boring on weekend afternoons. jump from channel to channel just to find out that HBO's showing Godzillar. watched that show so many times it's boring. the worse thing is, i'm already updated on anime. sigh. and the next episode's out 2 weeks later. :( *yes i know i complaint about that yesterday, but i just can't help it* for every action, there's an equal and opposite reaction. that, is so totally true, not just in physics, but in everything. someday, you'll understand that. :) i can't believe my nails actually tore through the silicon that's covering my keyboard. there goes letter E and A, i think letter O's going to be gone soon. :x anyway, shall be off doing nothing now. :) with love, xoxo tired...
25.4.08 @ 17:04 i think sleeping at 3am in the morning is taking its toll on me. i'm still tired after sleeping for 8 hours. yawning all day long. just feel like lying down and lazing my day away. i can't believe both naruto and bleach will only have their next episode 2 weeks from now. :( anyway, here're the photos from yesterday. taken in business school 6th floor, lab and macs. stupid eden simply refuse to let me take a nice pic of him. so we end up with the alien looking pic. :x       anyway, still deciding if i should go out later. seriously not in the mood. freaking tired. if you see me there, then i'm there. otherwise, i'm most probably rotting at home. till then again ... Labels: photos with love, xoxo zero
@ 00:41 the new ZERO drink. goodness, what a nightmare. if you dislike super gassy drinks, please don't try the new zero drink. i drank a mouthful and i burped. :x ya, it's sugar free, but according to olivia, the replacement sweetener kills slowly. it doesn't taste as nice as the original, but it's just less sugar. so if you're looking for a super gassy drink with zero sugar, go ahead and try it. my stand is i'm staying away from it. receruitment performance was alright i guess. been told that concerto d'amore is nice. spent the afternoon away with jolene, olivia and eden. ate at kfc before going mac to slack off. went back school help desmond with his stuff. qinghui was on leave and joined us. could have known earlier and ask her to join us for lunch lar. but well, it's alright. :) reached home around 10plus to have my dinner. don't know if i fed myself with food to keep myself awake. yawns. should i sleep soon? Labels: review with love, xoxo An Inconvenient Truth
23.4.08 @ 23:54 watched An Inconvenient Truth this afternoon. although i only watched like 30minutes of it, i feel that i've to do something about it. well, if you're interested, check out this website: www.climatecrisis.net it may be quite a shocker for those who never cared about the environment though. i've to say it's rather educational. please, if you're free, take a look at the website alright? do something for mother Earth. :) met up with georgie earlier today. for the second time, she's earlier than me. but that's because she thought we were meeting at 4 when she told me 4.15. sat around mensa 2 talking to her. (yes, i met her in school) it's nice talking to her. she never cease to amaze me, and according to her, i never cease to amaze her either. miss those days when i'll walk her home with those long girl talks. tomorrow performing for cca recruitment. kind of reluctant again. have to wake up EARLY. yawns. alright, shall be off to sleep soon. wonder where i'll sleep tonight. i'm still kind of paranoid about sleeping in my room after bedbug incident. shall sleep on the hypnotic sofa again later. :) hope all things go well. :) i shouldn't be feeling this way so soon, but i am. i'm insecure, i should have told you earlier. all i want is to be loved, cared for and pampered. is that too much to ask from you? with love, xoxo earth day
22.4.08 @ 16:22 oh my goodness. is it really that tough? with love, xoxo itch
21.4.08 @ 15:40 remember the 100 odd mozzie bites? mom said it's NOT mozzie bites, but bedbug bites. gosh, how nice to know i've got bedbugs in my bed. time to get rid of some mattresses. well, the bites are so bad that i didn't sleep on my bed last night. i slept on the floor, the cold hard floor. ah well, what to do, i've got a 'phobia' kind of thing about my top mattress now. :( my manicure has only 6 fingers intact now. dropped 2 in the shower, 1 in the car, and another somewhere i don't know how. maybe i dropped it while picking up rocks/stones last night. hmm. maybe. going back tp for band later, kind of reluctant though. feel like staying at home and online. haha. it's rehearsal for recruitment later, quiet boring, i've to say, just like the past rehearsals. most likely going to last till 10, like always. yawns. goodness, when are we going out with georgie? through thick and thin, mud and soil. with love, xoxo argh!
19.4.08 @ 19:22 latest mozzie bite count: 50 on left leg, 51 on right leg, 3 on left hand. a total of 104 mozzie bites in less than 3hours. screw it. i hate mozzies. the irritating itching. my legs look like chicken pox legs. so irritating. goodness, the sacrifices i make. freaking irritating lar. argh! anyone with ways of making mozzie bite marks and irritating go away quick, PLEASE TELL ME! i REALLY need it now. gosh, help me! anyway, met qinghui earlier and bump into liwei. haha, been so long lar. he hasn't change one bit from secondary school days. haha. then finally, desmond came over. went to jolene darling's thing. walked around, had a manicure, sat around. smudged a little of the manicure, but otherwise it looks good. :) sort of a consolation to the 104 mozzie bites. :( ah well, i'm going to hide in my room for as long as the mozzie bite marks stay. i'm not going to get out of my room unless i really have to. a hundred and four, my goodness! how is it even possible? sigh, i just hope that the swelling go away soon. don't want ugly legs. :( argh, shall be off playing games. please let the mozzie bite swellings go away. with love, xoxo goodness
@ 11:47 its funny, how i can go on and on during an interview. and when it's done, i think back, and realise that nothing i said link back to another. who would have thought it's possible to have mozzies bite 50plus times in less than 3hours? so like 'what the hell' right? you freaking mozzies get AWAY from me. funny how airplanes always take off when we're with gareth at changi coast road, and none seem to take off in the 10minutes i spent there. planes love gareth. HAHA. randy sent me this song, with a really interesting title. will listen to it tonight, i think. haha. jolene's thingy to attend later. which reminds me, i've to go bathe soon. :x you are my sunshine. :) with love, xoxo last night
13.4.08 @ 16:55 first of all, if you're on a food excursion and have no idea where to look for those yummy food, check out www.sbestfood.com and you'll find them! plmgss concert the concert's last night. quite alright, just like any other concert. BUT, when we were playing abba gold, my second page score dropped! goodness. i can only play from memory, and obviously, i played wrong note for 2 bars i think. lucky i played soft. :x louisa picked up the score during our 25 bar rest. gosh, i didn't want to pick it up at first. so pai seh lar, to have your score drop during a performance. but well, other than that, it was normal. haha. matthew, jolene (oboe) and mark came for the concert. thanks for the purple-ish pink-ish flower! :) shall post the pics when i get them from matthew and amanda. that's that. it's funny, that i tend to see someone when he no longer matter. super random to see him that night. didn't expect it to happen, but it did. ah well, it doesn't matter to me, i'd say, guess. well, i'm too busy to be bothered now i think. need to get 10 things done in the next few days. don't really have time for other stuff. and saturday's jolene's thing. i'll be there darling! a busy week ahead, no time to waste. :) missing my little ones. :| Labels: band with love, xoxo i miss you guys!
11.4.08 @ 18:23 gosh, i miss the times when i see my band darlings twice a week. i feel so distant now. i know it'll be worse off in a few months time when they start school and i (hopefully) start work. to a certain extent, i do feel closer to him than to my darlings. i wish things would get better. i miss spending time with jolene, olivia, qinghui, eden, yile, randy, desmond and the rest of the crazy ones. sigh. i miss you guys! with love, xoxo :) :(
9.4.08 @ 12:34 1. happy birthday Shi Min! :) 2. i hate it when my best friend lies. :( 3. i miss those days when we see one another every week. :( 4. let's hope it works. :) with love, xoxo last week
4.4.08 @ 15:31 ya, i know it's been nearly a week since my last entry. but i just haven't been online all this while. since this will be like a week's supply of entry, i'll do it the functional way. :x BBQ/chalet, 31st march - 1st april went over at 6pm. didn't intend on staying overnight in the first place, but well, the poker and mahjong tiles manage to convince me. jerome and isaac came over too. went pool, but it closes at 11pm. sat outside mccafe for nearly 2hours playing those camp games. wanted to go to the beach, but i wonder why we didn't go in the end. oh ya, the poker cards were calling out to us. :x  went back to chalet, found mark and law wei they all watching The Game Plan. so back to the room we went. it's scary trying to play games with razanah in the middle of the night, she screams. anyway, played games like indian poker, murderer and loads of others. went out to the rest and got a cup of absolute vodka ruby red, added coke and it taste like ****. maybe it's the coke. but i will never drink absolute with flavours again. didn't really take much pictures since we were laughing our guts out. i laughed so hard i fell flat on the ground behind the door, and nearly got hit by it when amanda came in. the whole night was so hilarious. i wish i could go through it again. :) plmgs band practice, 3rd april rained cats and dogs, but i went for their practice. met louisa and amanda at the bus stop, which by the way was crowded with tons of girls and rain water. feels kind of weird at the bus stop, but that's not the main point. sure enough, mr tan was rather shock to see me there. played abba gold and the morning train. well, i've to say, mr tan sure is happier when he's there, as compared to when he's in tp. :) miscellaneous olivia sent a message in the morning, saying that she's quitting band. sigh, all the people i care for are leaving. but well, i can't force them to stay if they don't want to. i'll think through it again. been having weird dreams these days. dreamt of joanna and me in my secondary school, wearing our uniform. it's weird. maybe i'll know the meaning of it soon, just like me knowing the meaning of the other dream i had earlier this week. got the graduation ceremony letter last night. my parents say they'll be attending the ceremony. goodness, it's the first session. early wednesday morning. can't even sleep late. don't really look forward to it, because that'll be the day that i'm no longer a student, no more student meals and stuff. that's not the main point. the main point is, i'll feel old i guess. sigh. but at the same time, i'm kind of looking forward to it, because that's where i'll see some of my friends. i don't know if i should try to make things work. it's kind of ironic how my love life seems to revolve around guys whose names start with the letter K and has the letter E in it. i'm thinking, make it work because it feels quite right, but don't make it work because of ... reasons that some would say is superficial. whatever it is, i'll let nature take its course. it's been a month since i've been jobless. sigh, it sure doesn't feel good to be jobless and moneyless. please let me get that job. all right, till then, :) with love, xoxo |