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28.10.08 @ 17:39 STAND BEHIND THE YELLOW LINE!!!! well, obviously many people do not understand that, or rather, they don't understand what is PLEASE LET PASSENGERS ALIGHT FIRST. on a brighter note, the phone that i've been waiting for is finally out!! =) SE C905!! can't wait til i get my hands on it! ********** 2.34pm********* i just heard mayday's new song, 你不是真正的快樂. it's really nice. 能让我听到眼眶红的歌不多哦。and S.H.E's 安静了's a really nice sad song too. 五月天 - 你不是真正的快樂 人群中哭著 妳只想變成透明的顏色 妳再也不會夢或心動了 妳已經決定了 妳已經決定了 妳靜靜忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著 而回憶越是甜就是越傷人 越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深淺淺的雕痕 妳不是真正的快樂 妳的笑只是妳穿的保護色 妳決定不恨了 也決定不愛了 把妳的靈魂關在遙遠鎖上的軀殼 這世界笑了 於是妳合群的一起笑了 但生存是規則 不是妳的選擇 於是妳含著眼淚飄飄蕩蕩跌跌撞撞的走著 妳不是真正的快樂 妳的笑只是妳穿的保護色 妳決定不恨了 也決定不愛了 把妳的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼 妳不是真正的快樂 妳的傷從不肯完全的癒合 我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河 難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了 然後再後悔著 妳不是真正的快樂 妳的笑只是你穿的保護色 妳決定不恨了 也決定不愛了 把妳的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼 妳不是真正的快樂 妳的傷從不肯完全的癒合 我站在妳左側 卻像隔著銀河 難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了 妳知道真正的快樂 你應該脫下妳穿的保護色 為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢 能不能就讓悲傷全部結束在此刻 重新開始活著 with love, xoxo presenting the new blogskin :)
25.10.08 @ 21:45 hellos, i changed my blogskin!! haha. for the first time in this 1 month plus i actually have time to do something about my blog. it needed a facelift/face change operation for sometime already, just that i'm too busy to do it. haha. so here it is, the new holiday-ish blogskin. spent some time cleaning it up just now so that it's now what i want. anyway, i've been thinking about something. maybe it's time i forget about it, because each time i step into it this year, it's just a so ya, got news from qinghui last night that complimentary concert tickets are only available for jade's and baldwin's batches' main comm. which simply translates into, i have to pay EIGHT bleady dollars for my ticket. like it's so my fault i didn't get into main comm. it's 'cause of a misconception lar. and didn't i work my ass off then? gosh. shall not comment any further in case i end up getting some hate messages. hmm, had a great lunch with eden, qinghui and nicolas yesterday at P.S. nic's so cute lar. you'll find out why if qinghui uploads that picture on her blog. haha. that eden did something to his hair and now he looks like his face is elongated. i was hunting for ELLE magazine yesterday and i only manage to find it when i went back home. eden kept saying i'm looking for a bimbotic magazine. =p no matter how bimbotic i am, i still won't be as bimbotic as eden. :x hmm, the financial crisis has been the talk of the it's quite weird, there're quite alot of deaths these days. there're reports of people getting killed and suicides every few days. today there's this news of a dead body being washed ashore on Palawan Beach. it's like goodness lar, what's happening these days? last night olivia sent me a message which kind of made me guilty. she misses the times that we all had together at the emo playground talking away. i'm kind of guilty that i didn't take the initiative to ask how she's doing once in a while like randy would occasionally randomly message and ask how i'm doing. i guess i haven't been a responsible enough friend. it's time for me to be a little more concerned about my beloved darlings. an occasional 'hello, how're you doing?' may be nothing to one, but it may mean the world to another. i have learnt, and i will make an effort to be more responsible towards them. i'm just looking for a safe place to hide; away from this mess, away from these sins, away ... from this pain. Labels: muse with love, xoxo lalala
23.10.08 @ 11:48 oh my goodness STOMP: nite owl services article it's so OMG-ish lar. nite owl services to PASIR RIS will no longer be available from 31st oct. and nite owl services will end at 2am instead of 4am! anyway, had a great time fetching zhexing with hariani, razanah, jaclyn, aaron and issac. i felt alive again, that night. but now i feel dead again. zhexing got us each a soft toy! i got a kangaroo! i didn't want to choose a koala bear because i've already got a few at home. oh ya, he got us donuts too! YUMMY! lucky jaclyn got the totally chocolate one!! omg!! then qinghui, desmond and judith came to join us. they had popeye while we ate at food court because aaron's a full time vegetarian. had loads of fun that night. eh qinghui, i want to attend your wedding in 7years ar! haha. oh ya, mayday's album's coming out next tuesday!!! =D but that means i've to spend money again. = anyway, shall be back again soon... :) how do i break it to you? with love, xoxo happy!
20.10.08 @ 13:13 yeah~ finally done with my brother's wedding! friday night was a no-sleep night, helped my brother with his last minute stuff. (ie pack ang bao) got to the chalet at 4.30am. stayed in the room to accompany my sister-in-law while the other 2 'sisters' tortured my brother and his 'brothers' with their special breakfast. rushed the couple out of the chalet at 5.59am because they had to leave by 6am. got back home and they served tea to some relatives and i served them tea to get ang bao. wahaha~ went back to the chalet for them to serve tea to her relatives. had buffet brunch. got home to help my brother with more last minute stuff. took a little nap before realising i woke up LATE! rushed through my bath and stuff and got to RASA SENTOSA. the dinner was good, but my mom's friends were, are and will be the biggest headache. if only they have more brains for goodness sake. ended the dinner and saw my brother getting saboed by my sister-in-law's friends. so funny lar. he had to drink don't know how many glasses of red wine + tiger + whiskey + white wine + i don't know whats. finally left for home at 12+am. so super tired lar. i was sleeping like a log yesterday. and my mom got us HUGE packets of chicken rice for brunch. so full i couldn't eat dinner/supper. newly wedded finally got back at 5pm. (they stayed at rasa sentosa on saturday night) helped to organise some stuff and finally went to sleep at 11+++pm. it's kind of scary now that my brother's officially married. because the relatives have started to ask me this question: 'When's your turn ar?' -.-"" come on lar, i'm just 20 lor. i don't intend to marry so early can. if not they're asking: 'Got boyfriend a not?' -___-"""" relatives are the scariest people on earth, i'd say. ah wells, enough of that emo crap. on a brighter note, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY MR. DESMOND QUEK SHUWEI!!! i want to emphasise that you're TWENTY!!! you're as young as ME!!! wahahhaha~ ok, enough of that. will be back when i can. =) **************************10.01am******************* i guess this 2 weeks have been the 'i feel so slow my brain's not working and i feel so retarded' days. seriously, i think i've been in a daze that i can't think properly at all. sigh, what's happening to me? is it a norm among 20year old? <--- (that's a perfect example of retarded-ness) but seriously, i think my brain has become much slower since my return from malaysia. oh gosh, help me! i think my mom's right, if you don't use your brain, your brain will be 'rusty'. i think my brain IS rusty now, and goodness me, i'm only 20! argh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ crap, my running nose came back just now. why haven't i fully recovered since last week? more rest is needed perhaps? sian. i need to meet up with friends to make my brain work again. or i think i might end up going to the data processing speed of the first computer in the world! i think i'd better catch a nap before i go nuts. bleh. with love, xoxo 累 ...
17.10.08 @ 12:47 啊！好累啊！i think it's the lack of sleep for a week that's causing me to worry about things. tomorrow's my brother's big day. have to help him out with stuff when i get home later. have to go be 姐妹 for my sister-in-law tomorrow morning, which means i've to be at the chalet by 5am. sigh, less sleep for me. but well, the red packet's an enticing enough reason for me to wake up early. =) will be dressed up tomorrow night for the dinner. will wear THE dress, with a shawl. hopefully i'll look ok in it. :x if it's possible, i'll upload a few photos of tomorrow night soon. aiya, i just remembered, i've to get ready my make up in a bag to bring over tomorrow. argh. more stuff to be done! anyways, will be meeting mom and sister-in-law in half an hour at bugis. i'm hungry. ok, that's totally random. haha. so i'll be back soon. till then ... =) with love, xoxo zzz
16.10.08 @ 09:47 wah, even eden's updated his blog. sigh, time for me to update too. 11/10 - 13/10, Malaysia i got up the rest's not much to talk about actually. oh ya, went shopping at Petronas Towers on Sunday. brought a shirt from Zara and a pair of shoes. off we went to the hotel for dinner. the dinner's like a rehearsal for this saturday's. or as my sis says, it's the qualifying round for F1. lol. so ya, went with my bro and sis-in-law to their room for them to change. blah blah blah. the dinner was ok, just that the kids running around nearly made me pick them up and throw them against the wall. but like my sis said, i've to give jie jie (sis-in-law) face because those are her friends/relatives. the kids stole my chocolate lar. sian. we were at KLIA on monday afternoon waiting for our JetStar plane. it was scheduled for 1635hrs but it was delayed, and no announcement was made till 1640hrs. so anyway, got back home at 8pm after dinner. i was ill at that time. zzz. so decided to get mc the next day. ------------------------------------------------- so yes, i spent 2 days at home sleeping and watching tv. envy me. i'm back at work before i get half day off tomorrow afternoon. wahaha. so effectively, i only work 1.5days this week. wahaha~~~ but wells, tomorrow afternoon's the time when i help my brother get his wedding preparations done before the BIG day on saturday. zzz, alright, time to do other stuff now. till then ... with love, xoxo happy birthday!
10.10.08 @ 17:15 HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO: - my most beloved bmf (today) - yile(tomorrow) is it time? ************* 10.41am ************** i've been working for 4months plus now. i feel that studying can be better than working in some ways. but sometimes, i do enjoy the benefits of working too. (especially when i get my pay) but seriously, i feel that politics is crazy. note that when i say politics, i mean office politics. there's so many things that you hear about so many people, and you don't really know which is true. why can't people be nice? why must they bear little grudges against one another? i thought i've had my fair share of politics back in poly. but well, good thing is the office politics now ain't that bad. just random and sudden eruptions that's scary. i know i'm creating a naive world that i want in my mind, but not much of it can happen in real life. am i being plain silly or naive? enlighten me. i really wish people can just love one another, or at least no random eruptions. with love, xoxo week
9.10.08 @ 14:01 yes, i know i haven't blogged for a week. can't be blamed you see, i've been BUSY. been busy finishing up my brother's wedding video. now that that's done, i'm slightly more relaxed. but i still have to be prepared for the on-the-day-itself-video. sigh. and i've been forced to go to malaysia this weekend. not for a holiday, but to attend my brother's wedding dinner in malaysia. so i'm packed, and more or less ready to go. will be leaving on saturday morning and coming back on monday afternoon. i hope i'll get time to go shopping for clothes. or i really think i'll be rotting there. thank goodness for my psp. ;) oh ya, lihong's coming back on saturday evening if i'm not wrong. sorry i can't be there to 'catch' you! but we'll meet up someday for a chat ok???? =) had a little medical checkup on tuesday. found out that i got taller by 0.5cm!! and the happier thing is that i've lost 1.4kg!!! *jumps for joy* i managed to lose weight! haha~ but the person said my blood pressure's slightly above average, it may be due to lack of sleep. so i guess i'll have to sleep more then. will have to wait for a few weeks before the report comes back though. hope my LDL and HDL are in the good range 'cause my family's kind of in the danger zone for that. i think i've been so packed with stuff that i don't really have time to have a good rest. when's my kbox date with qh and eden??? haha. i really need that kind of fun to relax now. was kind of pissed last night. was sleeping when i was woken up by my brother. and then i can't sleep because my mom was talking loudly, at 12am. i found the quietest spot in my house. you won't believe where it is. it's on top of the toilet bowl. really. it's so well insulated from all the noise that i could actually sleep there. but well, i ended up climbing back to my room to sleep so i didn't spend a night with mr. toilet bowl. been kind of stressed up. don't know if it's because of my brother's wedding or because of other stuff, but i'm quite stressed. i must be stressed if i'm looking for a chance to drink. but yet, i know i can't. need a nice warm hug from my friends now. that's what i need. alright, this post seems like one with extreme emotions. gosh. shall be off to my bomberman now. will be back next week i guess. smiles. :) with love, xoxo BOO!
2.10.08 @ 16:50 BOO! it's october! gosh, desmond is going to get older. rofl~ that's besides the point. anyway, tried the using lyrics to make a story thingy. couldn't think of much, thus only the following few lines. by the way, they're all old songs because i was listening to gold 90.5 when i thought of it. =x when i say that something, 'how do i live without you' i want to know, how deep is your love everybody loves somebody sometime when smoke gets in your eyes, it's just emotions taking me over, somewhere over the rainbow, i love you just the way you are. ya i know it's abit messed up. but heck, i thought of it at 11.55pm. but wells, that's not the main point. x random x yawns, i hope nothing will happen. hope everything will turn out the way i want. i need more sleep. x random x bleh, enough crapping around, back to my baby laptop to finish up. zzz~~~~~ with love, xoxo |