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25.10.08 @ 21:45 hellos, i changed my blogskin!! haha. for the first time in this 1 month plus i actually have time to do something about my blog. it needed a facelift/face change operation for sometime already, just that i'm too busy to do it. haha. so here it is, the new holiday-ish blogskin. spent some time cleaning it up just now so that it's now what i want. anyway, i've been thinking about something. maybe it's time i forget about it, because each time i step into it this year, it's just a so ya, got news from qinghui last night that complimentary concert tickets are only available for jade's and baldwin's batches' main comm. which simply translates into, i have to pay EIGHT bleady dollars for my ticket. like it's so my fault i didn't get into main comm. it's 'cause of a misconception lar. and didn't i work my ass off then? gosh. shall not comment any further in case i end up getting some hate messages. hmm, had a great lunch with eden, qinghui and nicolas yesterday at P.S. nic's so cute lar. you'll find out why if qinghui uploads that picture on her blog. haha. that eden did something to his hair and now he looks like his face is elongated. i was hunting for ELLE magazine yesterday and i only manage to find it when i went back home. eden kept saying i'm looking for a bimbotic magazine. =p no matter how bimbotic i am, i still won't be as bimbotic as eden. :x hmm, the financial crisis has been the talk of the it's quite weird, there're quite alot of deaths these days. there're reports of people getting killed and suicides every few days. today there's this news of a dead body being washed ashore on Palawan Beach. it's like goodness lar, what's happening these days? last night olivia sent me a message which kind of made me guilty. she misses the times that we all had together at the emo playground talking away. i'm kind of guilty that i didn't take the initiative to ask how she's doing once in a while like randy would occasionally randomly message and ask how i'm doing. i guess i haven't been a responsible enough friend. it's time for me to be a little more concerned about my beloved darlings. an occasional 'hello, how're you doing?' may be nothing to one, but it may mean the world to another. i have learnt, and i will make an effort to be more responsible towards them. i'm just looking for a safe place to hide; away from this mess, away from these sins, away ... from this pain. Labels: muse with love, xoxo think
6.9.08 @ 18:50 dictionary.com: love 1. a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person. 2. a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend. 3. sexual passion or desire. think, can love be thought through rationally? think, if love can be thought through rationally, will it still be called love? think, if love is just a feeling, an emotion, how do you know it's love? think, if love means letting him/her do as he/she please, even if it feels like a million needles piercing your heart, would one be stupid to love? think. Labels: muse with love, xoxo departure
29.7.08 @ 11:19 when you suddenly realise that 2 weeks later, they might not remember who on earth you are. that's sad, but horribly true. there're people in live that you know their face, but can't remember their names, or vice versa. there're people that you get along with once, but forget about them after time. how many people will actually remember you when you're gone? how many will attend your wake? how many will say nice things of you? how many will sob for your departure? that's something one will never know. Labels: muse with love, xoxo what a morning
25.7.08 @ 10:00 i've been really, really, really tired this week. maybe it's because i haven't been sleeping at 9pm. but i'm really tired. i really can't help but doze off when i lie on my desk writing stuff. it's like this particular side of my desk has a hypnotising effect. when will sleep ever be enough, one ponders. to some (randy etc), 6hours of sleep is enough to recharge. to others (mom, dad etc), 5hours is just right. supposedly, an adult's optimum performance comes with 8hours. but why, oh why, am i still feeling so tired with 8.5hours? maybe my mind's not getting enough rest. maybe the weather's just too good to sleep in. maybe the office's a better sleeping area. maybe. tonnes and tonnes of maybes. tonnes and tonnes of grey areas. gosh, don't you just hate them sometimes? when you ask questions, you expect answers. for closed questions, you expect a yes or no. but some people just enjoy giving ambiguous answers. makes you want to tear them into pieces. sometimes i think to myself, why do people get into relationships? there will be a day when any relationship comes to an end. be it because they love each other no more, or other reasons. why give yourself a reason to be heartbroken when you know very well that it can be avoided? oh, of course, the joy, love, happy memories that's yours and yours only. but is it really worth it? sure, i've said to some to take the chance. but how many times have i said that to myself? and how many times have the pros been more than the cons? no one is to be blamed, the choice is yours. do what you deem fit, but never regret it. but have i regreted anything? oh gosh, yes. the grass is always greener on the other side, but does it mean the air's definitely cleaner there too? sometimes when you think clearly, you see that some of the things you've done are actually rather stupid. you might not realise it now, but you will, someday. everyone has flaws, love it, hate it, accept it. Labels: muse with love, xoxo zzzz
6.7.08 @ 11:00 goodness me, i've been so busy that i've not blogged for a week. anyway, good news first. PEOPLE, CLEAR THE ROADS, I'M COMING!!!! yes i've finally passed my driving test!!! notice i use the word finally. lol. anyway, really over the moon that i've passed. finally i can save money on lessons and tests. now i can only hope my brother will let me drive his car. :D but i'm really happy that i passed. wahaha~~~ ok, then. went to mus'art concert last night with eden. met germaine, jolene(oboe) and the rest there. they played 1 long piece which has 8 movements. i like the last movement most. but well, they played well i'd say. although both eden and i aren't really used to hearing 3 alto parts in a piece. :x anyway, shall be back updating soon. too tired and lazy to type more. :x can't blame me, it's sunday morning. alrights, shall be back soon. we learn something new everyday, but how much of that is real? Labels: muse with love, xoxo saturday! :)
28.6.08 @ 19:57 i have been driven nuts by work. yes, i know i've been slacking but i was given an assignment on wednesday. and to be frank, it's driving me N-U-T-S. its not that i want to complain about having stuff to do, but this assignment has given me nightmares this morning. this is going to be one LONG assignment. anyway, went over to shun man's chalet last night. spent my night playing mahjong. oh ya, we also played asshole poker that shu yi taught us. really stupid game, but it's fun! :) really miss the days when we sat in class watching the guys playing game on the OHP screen and rushing off to shut it down when ms. salinah came. gosh, those days, they'll never come back. i didn't know that pasir ris has got a sunrise view to die for. i only realise it when i came back at 6.40am. it's really beautiful. too bad i was in the bus, or i could have stood there to watch it. when we were young, we can't wait to grow up. but now that we're older, we wish we're younger. how ironic. with love, xoxo the 4 letter word, l o v e
5.1.08 @ 20:34 A kiss is just a kiss until you find the one you love. A hug is just a hug until its from the one you're thinking of. A dream is just a dream until you make it come true. Love is just a word until its proven to you. - qinghui's blog to me now, love is just another word. it did mean something to me some time back, but now, it's just another word. i think a better way to phrase that last sentence to suit me better would be love is just a word unless when it is proven to you. yes, true, love really is just another word. but with that word in a relationship, comes great responsibility. when you say 'i love you' to your better half, it means that at that point in time, you really truly love him/her, and you would do anything to protect him/her. but have you ever thought about what happens if your better half is no longer your better half? does that love continue? does that love grow? do you still want to protect him/her? some say that with love, comes hate. but, how can one hate a person he/she once loved so very much? if 2 persons are no longer together, does that mean that they must hate each other to prove or show that they have once loved? i myself, for one, can't bring myself to hate those i've truly loved and given my heart to, no matter how much they have hurt me, during the relationship, or after ... very long after. it doesn't matter how long the relationship lasted, 9 months or 40 days. once loved, always will love. just that it has evolved into another kind of love, love for either friends or fellow human beings. ************************************************** 男人爱上女人后， 他会做诗。 女人爱上男人后， 她会做梦。 translation: when a man loves a woman, he'll write poems. when a woman loves a man, she'll dream. - qinghui's blog i wouldn't have agreed to the two lines if i saw it 3 years ago. but now, i do. maybe its because i've met someone i loved who wrote poems. it is sweet, to see a poem a loved one wrote especially for you, but when the loved one is gone, all that's left is memories. but what about the second line that a woman dreams when she's in love? i'd say, a woman is blind when she's in love, and to her, everything seem so wonderful. and that, is dreaming. at that time, it would seem like the world is a beautiful place, a place so beautiful and perfect, nothing can spoil it. but, when she's no longer in love, she falls from the highest peak in the world, into the steepest cliff there can ever be. ************************************************** if love loses hurt, it would become a beautiful love. but beautiful love is only possible because hurt make us realise what is beautiful. - jolene's blog love is beautiful, when you're in it. but once you lose it, there's nothing left to it except memories, hurt and tears. but does that stop people from loving? no. like the second sentence says, because hurt make us realise what is beautiful. so true, it hurts. ************************************************** i really do envy those who have not loved, because they've never been hurt. it's too painful to fall from up there, all the way down that cliff. some walk out of it hurt, torn, afraid, lost. others walk out of it stronger than they have been before, ready to meet new challenges, ready ... to get back up there and fall all the way down again. while others are too numb to the feeling of falling, they can't feel anything or have lost the mean to feel because it's been too long a stay down at that cliff. for the past 2 years, i was stuck at the bottom of that demonic cliff, the longest fall i've ever had in my life. i was hurt, scared and torn apart. i gave myself chances to climb up to the horizon, but only, sadly, to fall all the way down again. the last days of 2007, i gathered enough courage to climb up a little and face the music, but only to find out that i'm being kicked down to the 18th level of hell, not just once, but twice. thanks to my best friend, i've managed to get the heck out of there, back to earth, and climb back up to the horizon. now, i can't feel anything, because i'm too numb to feel, and because it hurts to recollect the times when i was up in heaven ... literally. headaches come when anything about that short stay in heaven was thought about. am i ready to get back up to heaven now? i'd say, not yet. the time is about right, but ... the other factors are not coming in yet. now the problem is, am i mentally prepared for the fall that comes at the end? that ... i can't say for sure. but, if the stay in heaven is really worth it, i'm willing to fall down again. this serves as my final conclusion with the stay in the land high above that made me fall and lay motionless in that cliff for years. never will i repeat this mistake with this particular stay. this stay has come to an end. it is like that for now, and it will stay that way ... forever. the only love that i have for this stay is the love for ... fellow human beings now. it might morph into a love for friends, but ... that remains to be confirmed. i am stronger now. no more am i the weak me, who fell so deep so very often. Labels: muse with love, xoxo more pics!
22.8.07 @ 21:18 guess what? i broke my specs. a small part of it that is. so i paid a little visit to jeremy's parents' shop last night to get a new pair. when i try out the new pair of specs, all i said to my mom is "i look smarter in these eh". haha. so i'm getting the new ones this saturday. hah. i'm going to look smart! tomorrow night's kbox night with my colleagues. lets just hope i don't go out of tune. lolx. friday night! movie night with my favourite people, jolene, olivia, randy and eric! hmm, wonder what we're going to watch then. last night, i was watching discovery channel and i saw this documentary. its about childbirth. *don't ask why i was watching it* so ya, after seeing the 3 women give birth, i was ... intimidated. you see, the mother has to squeeze a baby's head out of that small little opening. but after the painful process, the 3 women were happy. its just like how we feel when we squeezed ourselves into that crowd and stand for an hour just to see 15minutes of fireworks. but its more than that. mothers suffered for 9months before these little miracles are born into the world. you see, life is a beautiful miracle. from 2 cells with 23 chromosomes each, they end up as millions of cells. we are born being most defenseless, but we are able to survive through, even with those microbes, bacteria and viruses around us. amazing ain't it? *argh, chim stuff. lolx.* anyway, as promised, here're pics of the second day's fireworks. they're not as nice as the first day's. but well, i enjoyed myself on both days!             hmm, that's it le ba. can't really think of what else to write. will be back when i can think of what to write. haha. i miss my movie people! ta-dah~! with love, xoxo long long long entry.
4.8.07 @ 23:07 after 7 days of entry-less and 4 days of complains, here i am. (with a LONG entry) p.s. this entry is written over 5hours. with additional paragraphs as time goes by. so, do pardon me if you feel that the paragraphs don't link. work has been kind of crazy. but i went to JAY CHOU's press conference for his movie SECRET on monday. it was kind of fun. took loads of pictures. most of them are not really well focused. but i tried my best. with all the professional photographers squeezing me with their digital SLRs. there's room for improvement on my photography skills ya?    *see the last picture? jay chou's looking straight at the camera!! have been staring at photoshop the past few days at work. took me quite some time to realise how to do a rather simple thing. pathetic eh? work's still the same otherwise. suddenly feel so stressed at work. not because of gabriel's high standards for work done, but more of like i've only 8 more weeks to go, but there's so much that i have not done. like editing for 1st avenue (which is making me go nuts. sooner or later i'm going to pull my hair out listening to the interview.), editing the cosfest program (which is going to be aired 2 weeks from now. ) and loads of other stuff. can i finish all of them in time? sigh. alright. enough of work stuff. let's talk about band ba. concert's on november 2nd. guys are going to look like cute little penguins. girls are going to look so under-dressed. let's just hope we'll play properly.  *that's how people like randy, eden and eric are going to look like. lolx now i understand why singapore's birth rate's dropping. when the couples get home after a long day at work, they're too tired to ... make babies. otherwise, they'll be completing their work at home, which kills the urge to make babies. just think about it, i'm only doing my internship, and by the time i reach home i'm so tired. within 1hour of lying on the bed, i'm asleep. what about those who are working their butts off? most probably they'll sleep within 15minutes! even if the couples do go on holiday, they've to worry if their work back home is done properly. they can't even make babies in peace on holiday. sigh. that's sad.  hmm, while i was driving today, someone FLASHed me. sickening moron. can't you see that huge L plate infront? in broad daylight you have to FLASH me with your big headlights! hey its not like i don't have a headlight ok? i've got 2! flash somemore, wait till i get my license and i'll FLASH you back. stupid FLASHER. great. i'm writing my ejournal, and i hear a continuous eek-eek-eek-eek sound in my room. can that living thing that goes eek-eek-eek-eek please exit my room through the window and give me some peace please. and the worse thing is i can't figure out where the sound is coming from. argh! oh no. 2 of my pet fish are dead. and my dad say 2 more are on their way. haix. why, fishy, why must you die? anyway, i'm FINALLY done with that thing called ejournal. *phew* i totally love mayday's new fast songs. haha. chunks of lyrics below. 私奔到月球 by 五月天with陳綺貞 chorus 一二三 牵着手 四五六 抬起头 七八九 我们私奔到月球 让双脚 去腾空 让我们 去感受 那无优的真空 那月色纯真的感动 抓狂 by 五月天 我要飞 而你却像 埋葬梦想的高墙 我要跳 而你却像 地心引力的蛮强 很不爽 我很不爽 不要让我更不爽 快抓狂 我快抓狂 不要搞不清状况 我要飞 而你却像 埋葬梦想的高墙 我要跳 而你却像 地心引力的蛮强 是你让大气缺氧 是你把天堂弄脏 是你把地球变成 我的战场 快抓狂 快抓狂 是火药装满心脏 是血管装满岩浆 呼吸也不能呼吸 呼吸呼吸 快抓狂 快抓狂 要怎样 不然你想要怎样 要怎样 我们现在就明讲 谁怕谁 看谁先让谁投降 谁怕谁 谁叫你要让我抓狂 恨是火 愤怒是钢 我是沸腾的胆量 为什么 要生存在 天使坠落的地方 很不爽 我很不爽 不要让我更不爽 快抓狂 我快抓狂 不要搞不清状况 是你让大气缺氧 是你把天堂弄脏 是你把地球变成 我的战场 快抓狂 快抓狂 是火药装满心脏 是血管装满岩浆 呼吸也不能呼吸 呼吸呼吸 快抓狂 快抓狂 要怎样 不然你想要怎样 要怎样 我们现在就明讲 谁怕谁 看谁先让谁投降 谁怕谁 谁叫你要让我抓狂 要怎样 不然你想要怎样 要怎样 我们现在就明讲 谁怕谁 看谁先让谁投降 谁怕谁 谁叫你要让我抓狂 是你让大气缺氧 是你把天堂弄脏 是你把地球变成 我的战场 快抓狂 快抓狂 是火药装满心脏 是血管装满岩浆 呼吸也不能呼吸 呼吸呼吸 快抓狂 快抓狂 是火药装满心脏 是血管装满岩浆 呼吸也不能呼吸 呼吸呼吸 快抓狂 快抓狂 要怎样 不然你想要怎样 要怎样 我们现在就明讲 谁怕谁 看谁先让谁投降 谁怕谁 谁叫你要让我抓狂 要怎样 不然你想要怎样 要怎样 我们现在就明讲 谁怕谁 看谁先让谁投降 谁怕谁 谁叫你要让我抓狂 要怎样 不然你想要怎样 要怎样 我们现在就明讲 谁怕谁 看谁先让谁投降 谁怕谁 谁叫你要让我抓狂 抓狂 载 离开地球表面 by 五月天 丢掉手表 丢外套 丢掉背包 再丢唠叨 丢掉电视 丢电脑 丢掉大脑 再丢烦恼 冲啥大 冲啥小 冲啥都有人唱反调 恨的多 爱的少 只想越跳越疯 越跳越高 把地球甩掉 一颗心扑通扑通的狂跳 一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉 我再也不要 再也不要 委屈自己一秒 一颗心扑通扑通的狂跳 一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉 我甩掉地球 地球甩掉 只要越跳越高 丢掉手表 丢外套 丢掉背包 再丢唠叨 丢掉电视 丢电脑 丢掉大脑 再丢烦恼 野心大 胆子小 跳舞还要靠别人跳 恨的多 爱的少 只想越跳越疯越跳越高 把地球甩掉 一颗心扑通扑通的狂跳 一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉 我再也不要 再也不要 委屈自己一秒 一颗心扑通扑通的狂跳 一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉 我甩掉地球 地球甩掉 只要越跳越高 我甩掉地球 地球甩掉 只要越跳越高 Come on! 一颗心扑通扑通的狂跳 一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉 我再也不要 再也不要 委屈自己一秒 一颗心扑通扑通的狂跳 一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉 我甩掉地球 地球甩掉 只要越跳越高 我甩掉地球 地球甩掉 只要越跳越高 Come on! JUMP! JUMP! don't really know what i'm thinking of now. a third of me is telling me to let go. another third tells me to stay put. and the remaining third is telling me to look at something new. sigh. what am i trying to do? this is when my secondary school song title come into good use "Show me the way". haha. my way by frank sinatra And now, the end is near; And so I face the final curtain. My friend, Ill say it clear, Ill state my case, of which Im certain. Ive lived a life thats full. Ive traveled each and evry highway; And more, much more than this, I did it my way. Regrets, Ive had a few; But then again, too few to mention. I did what I had to do And saw it through without exemption. I planned each charted course; Each careful step along the byway, But more, much more than this, I did it my way. Yes, there were times, Im sure you knew When I bit off more than I could chew. But through it all, when there was doubt, I ate it up and spit it out. I faced it all and I stood tall; And did it my way. Ive loved, Ive laughed and cried. Ive had my fill; my share of losing. And now, as tears subside, I find it all so amusing. To think I did all that; And may I say - not in a shy way, No, oh no not me, I did it my way. For what is a man, what has he got? If not himself, then he has naught. To say the things he truly feels; And not the words of one who kneels. The record shows I took the blows - And did it my way! my way. one of the songs that i've play MANY versions of in band. think this is like the third version that i'm playing now. alright. think this is long enough to keep jolene and randy reading for 10minutes. haha. yeah! so ... i'm done. will be back, when i'm back. wohoho. x procrastinators unite! tomorrow. x Labels: band, muse, photos, work with love, xoxo band
24.7.07 @ 21:07 band. no, not rock bands or jamming bands. i'm talking about *cue music Time Remembered bar 35* concert bands. a place for its members to love, hate, cry, laugh, live and die not literally, but musically. imagine going through pieces like *cross fade Time Remembered with Persis bar 72* Persis Overture which tells the story of a young man being sent back in time to ancient Persia where he met a beautiful young princess and fell deeply in love. and later, had to run away to prevent getting caught by the guards. *Persis bar 174* Or, adapting the story of Noah's Ark into a beautiful piece of music which establishes itself with a strong bass note that introduces an alluring trumpet and euphonium solo. beautiful isn't it? *cue music Time Remembered* at a tender age of 12, i didn't know that making a choice of being part of this group can make such a difference to my life. being part of this big family was something that really made my secondary school life more colourful. making new friends from the various levels, classes, backgrounds. it made me understood the importance of being able to ignore certain things that are happening around you. i was happy that i didn't have to manage any politics back then. those 4 fruitful years flew by. and the next thing i know, i've graduated and am in a polytechnic. continuing my journey at a tertiary level is a whole lot different from secondary school times. there's no teacher in charge to boss you around. but with that, comes great responsibility to make yourself attend each and every practice. i admit, i did skipped a couple of practices back in year one. but since then, i've not skipped any. year two was a growing up process for me. to first encounter politics in band, well that came as a tough thing to learn. and now ending up in my final year of study, band is still my second family. nothing much has changed since the first day i stepped in to the band world. the instruments, the music, the passion are still the same. the difference lies in the way we see the band. life has taught me some very valuable lessons, but i feel, band, has taught me more than i can ever learn. i have regreted certain things in life, like not choosing some courses that i would very much like to do now. but one thing i'll never regret is joining band, both crestwinds and tp band. because band is where i found my love for music. without band, i probably wouldn't have found the healing and soothing properties of music. band, a place for its members to love, hate, cry, laugh, live and die. with love, xoxo la la la
23.6.07 @ 18:30 driving is driving me crazy. especially when its THAT instructor. with him around, i can't drive. craziness. it makes me so stressed to have to drive with that instructor. madness! teenage years are the time when people do crazy things. its kind of sad for me though, because i've not really done anything crazy in the past 8 years. when i say crazy, i mean REALLY crazy. like jumping off the bed and landing head first on the floor crazy. not the start laughing in the middle of the night at 3am at home kind of crazy. and the saddest thing is, i've only about 14 months before the first number of my age starts with 2! so, i've made it a point to do something crazy before i turn 20. of course, with that, i'll need some help and ... brainstorming to come up with a list like 'top 10 crazy things people do in their teens'. ideas anyone? haha. have you ever wondered about homosapiens? i'm not talking about thinking of someone. but more of like, what's the reason for us to be in the particular location on this big globe. would things be different for us if we were born in another continent, another country, another city instead of where we are now? would we still have met those people that we met? a wonder of the world that i'll never understand. Labels: muse with love, xoxo dreams
26.5.07 @ 19:26 guess what? i woke up at 2.15pm today. (no wonder my brother keep saying i'm a pig.) haha. hmm, monday will be last band prac before they have their exams and holidays (while i'm working my butt off in a faraway land). good for them eh. bad for me. good luck all my band-ies. dreams. what are they eh? mr wikipedia.org says: A dream is the experience of envisioned images, sounds, or other sensations during sleep. It occurs in humans, most mammals, and some birds. The events of dreams are often impossible or unlikely to occur in physical reality, and are usually outside the control of the dreamer. The exception is lucid dreaming, in which dreamers realize that they are dreaming, and are sometimes capable of changing their oneiric reality and controlling various aspects of the dream, in which the suspension of disbelief is often broken. Dreamers may experience strong emotions while dreaming. Frightening or upsetting dreams are referred to as nightmares. interesting, i never knew birds dream. maybe i shall ask the birds next month during our bird park performance. *chiu chiu, do you dream?* its said that dreams are unlikely to occur in real life, but i do dream of things that well, happened in real life at the end. deja vu eh? mr dictionary.com says: A series of images, ideas, emotions, and sensations occurring involuntarily in the mind during certain stages of sleep. A daydream; a reverie. A state of abstraction; a trance. A wild fancy or hope. A condition or achievement that is longed for; an aspiration One that is exceptionally gratifying, excellent, or beautiful so what exactly are dreams? hints? uncontrollable images? deja vu? haha. i don't know. i guess that's something that i might never know. haha. Labels: muse with love, xoxo ccn day script
@ 03:18 i'm finally done with my ccn day script. finally. but i think there'll be loads of changes on monday when my supervisor checks it. well, what to expect when i write it in the middle of the night, or as randy says, in the middle of the morning. haha. so tired. after this going to sleep. hmm. sleep, leads to dreams, leads to questions, leads to unanswered questions. so many things lead to so many other things. 3am in the morning. what am i thinking. in the past 3hours or so have been chatting with jolene and randy. both conversations made me think quite alot. jolene's side, made me think about the dreams thing. are dreams meant to be hints of the future or are they mere subconsiousness of ours? then, randy's conversation. seeing things from both sides can be interesting. like putting others before self can be considered crazy at one side, but at the other side, it can be seen as selfless. nope, not selfish, its selfless. maybe its the late nights (or early mornings) that's making me think. but, you know, thinking too much just isn't the best thing in the world. oh ya, on thursday went on air again. erm, this topic is no longer about mother's day, but its about singaporeans having the world's fastest walking speed. just before you stand up and salute yourself, walking too quickly gives you a higher chance of getting some kind of heart disease. so, next time when you're late for class or work, take your time. well, that shall be it for now. 3.14am. time to sleep? well, i hope you didn't fall off the chair with that message of mine. like i've always said, my messages to you are ambiguous. they can mean from pure friends messages to what i intend them to be. i'd really want to know how you're feeling inside. but, its alright. i'm sure time will tell. lets hope things turn for the better ba. :) now its really time to sleep. haha. with love, xoxo think
22.5.07 @ 20:10 how many doors have you walked through today? (i don't mean walk through it like a ghost, but walk THROUGH a door. argh~ you get what i mean.) toilet door, bedroom door, house door, bus door, office door, other doors. so ... maybe ... 10? that's good. now, how many people's lifes have you played a part in today? hmm, mine, mom's, sister's, brother's, colleauges, others. so ... i'll give an approximate number of 30? that's not bad. now, how many lifes have you touched, changed or been an impact on today? my oh my, that's a tough one. hmm ... i'd say ... none. good. how many lifes can a person change in his/her lifetime? i'll say not many. aiming to change, touch or cause a positive impact on another's life on a daily basis is rather impossible, one might very well fail. it's not something that one can do everyday. if it was so easy, it will not be of such impact at all. Labels: muse with love, xoxo |