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shopping~~
21.11.08 @ 10:58 friday, finally. big fat smiley face on my cubicle calender. anyway, the KL shopping trip's set! going with my mom and sister-in-law on Christmas and coming back on 28th. shopping days are HERE!!! haha. time to think of how much to bring over and stuff. but i'm worried that i might not be able to buy alot when i'm there since i'm quite a fussy shopper. the thing that i'm least looking forward to will have to be the bus trip in. it's not stopping in the middle of the trip (which is good, 'cause the trip will be shortened) but i'm afraid that there'll be noisy kids running around during the trip. can only hope and pray that even if there're kids on the bus, they'll not be little devils. i've been working for like half a year now, and the thing that i learn most about here sums up to 2 simple words. office politics. it's quite disturbing because there's no reason, but things just happen in a particular manner. it's weird that people of that age are capable of behaving in such a manner. but well, i've only heard 1 side of the story, and i doubt i'll be able to hear the other side. but why can't people just get along eh? hopefully as they grow older, they'll be able to outgrow that behaviour. ah wells, time to get back to work. =) i want my weekend, and i want it NOW. =p Labels: work with love, xoxo saturday! :)
28.6.08 @ 19:57 i have been driven nuts by work. yes, i know i've been slacking but i was given an assignment on wednesday. and to be frank, it's driving me N-U-T-S. its not that i want to complain about having stuff to do, but this assignment has given me nightmares this morning. this is going to be one LONG assignment. anyway, went over to shun man's chalet last night. spent my night playing mahjong. oh ya, we also played asshole poker that shu yi taught us. really stupid game, but it's fun! :) really miss the days when we sat in class watching the guys playing game on the OHP screen and rushing off to shut it down when ms. salinah came. gosh, those days, they'll never come back. i didn't know that pasir ris has got a sunrise view to die for. i only realise it when i came back at 6.40am. it's really beautiful. too bad i was in the bus, or i could have stood there to watch it. when we were young, we can't wait to grow up. but now that we're older, we wish we're younger. how ironic. with love, xoxo night out with eden
14.6.08 @ 00:22 walking from orchard to city hall with eden is sure ... exciting. i never thought it's so windy on the kerbs. no wonder we striked kerb during driving test. lolx! anyway, i stayed in office till 6.30pm today, even when i can leave at 5.30pm. just because i'm meeting mr eden wgp. but well, it proved to be worth it. first, dinner at The Ship. had the carbonara set. believe it or not, i'm quite full by the time i finish half of it. eden can be such a joker sometimes. lightning~ thunder~ ahh, smoke signals! anyway, thanks for dinner eden! :D then we went window shopping and starbucks. gosh, the latte get more bitter when you drink it. argh. but seriously, walking with eden is rather fun. all bored and crazy people should try it. :D and now, work. you can see how interesting it is when i've been on msn since wednesday. web messenger is providing alot of entertainment. :) i also finally saw my boss. he's nice, just like my other colleagues. hope work's going to be more interesting. anyway, weekend's quite packed. hope i'll have enough time to rest though. alrights, time to do other stuff. will be back when i can. :) till then... Labels: work with love, xoxo weekend!
7.6.08 @ 13:27 weekend!!!!!!!!! i just LOVE weekends!! it feels great to be able to sleep till 11am. ah, my bed feels 100x more comfy on this rainy saturday. :) anyway, work has been, readingly boring. have been reading newspapers every single day. gosh, when can i start my training? have been falling asleep real early these days. slept around 9 or 10 last few nights. even last night, i slept at 11+. need more sleep now. *yawns* yesterday, the stupid sandwich machine ate up my $10. i just wanted a sandwich and it ate my $10! had to call up this felle and he said he'll send a $10 cheque back. idiotic lar, wanted it for dinner lor. i won't buy from that stupid machine anymore. patience is a virtue. or maybe it isn't. my dear weekend, please be here to stay. another 8 days before i'll see you. i'm starting to think of things, why? assure me that you love me please. Labels: work with love, xoxo far, lar, lar.
20.10.07 @ 21:03 hmm, i'm using a microsoft mouse on an apple laptop. nice combination eh? well, i'm still doing my report. its 70% done now. what's left is the appendix, conclusion, recommendations, IT support, purpose and relationship to company. then i'm done! hah. the new semester starts on monday. it'll be my last semester. i won't be schooling anymore after this. so i'd better enjoy being a student in the next few months. all the slacking and chiong-ing of projects i'll miss once i start working. sigh. the things that i've always dreamt of happening in school, will you ever happen? let me leave TP with a memorable event. i'm still ultra stressed about the concert. i know there's no chance of changing that stupid solo. he won't change it, i know it. so i'll just have to try my very best. i need all the help i can get now. it's been 2 years. time flies doesn't it? i did, i am, and i still will. yesterday was last day of work. i was on the verge of crying when i left. all those memories, all those fun, all those lunches i had with my colleagues. its hard to say goodbye to those i've worked with for 27 weeks (or less). i'm going to miss you guys! dinner last night was rated M18. well, that's the norm when randy's there. with randy around, people get randy. i want to go shopping. i want to go cut my hair. argh, no time! alright. enough of slacking. time to continue my report. stop procrastinating! ok, will be back soon. Labels: work with love, xoxo stress
16.10.07 @ 22:10 命运真会作弄人 16 days to concert. and i still can't play. 原来那些都不是我想像出来的错觉 我并不责怪这消息的来源 要不是她我应该不会知道真相 tickets selling at $6 each. for more information, look to the right. 我原以为你已不在我记忆里 但我发觉这只是我在自欺欺人 四十天的恋情已演变成两年的感情 既然我都等了两年多这几个月又算什么 if its not there, it means i'm too lazy to edit my template. i need help with the samba part! 但我现在好奇的是 如果你没忘了为什么你一直没改变我们的情况 i want to watch 兄弟 你应该听过迟到好过没到 每个人都值得有第二次机会 这个机会依然等待着你 more things to complete at work tomorrow. boss ar~All Out Of Love is hovering around again. don't take so long to check my script ar~ oh no, this reminds me i still have to write that article for the magazine! so many things to do so little time Labels: work with love, xoxo lalala~
29.9.07 @ 14:43 yeah~! sip is finally over!! 24 weeks of 8hours of computer staring is finally over!!! yeah~~! but well, i'm still working for the next three weeks. so, ya. but it's a half day job. which means, i'm only like working from 11 to 3! but mondays and fridays i'll be waiting for my darling jolene till 5. so while waiting, i'll do bits and pieces of my report (that's like due in a month's time). haha. happy me. ****************************************** thursday night. got dragged over to the bbq by eden and grace they all. its difficult not to do as they wish when you have grace screaming into the phone when you're on board a super crowded bus you know. so well, got there around 8pm. left around 9.15pm. and me, randy, olivia and isaac had to wait like 40 minutes for the stupid bus lar. so idiotic. while we're there, had an exchange of really interesting ringtones. lolx. super funny lar. got home, ate my mommy's salmon and slept. ****************************************** i've been like super tired the past few days. don't know why. on wednesday i overslept 2 bus stops lar. lucky i woke up lor. and on thursday and friday i nearly overslept. lucky i woke up on time ar. if not i don't know how i'm going to get to work on time. and i've been falling asleep very quickly at home too. maybe it's telling me to take a break from all this stuff? oh ya. i nearly slept at work yesterday too! listening to the same audio track for loads of times just to ensure that there's no mistake is like listening to a lullaby. ****************************************** hmm, oh yes. jolene's birthday celebration on tuesday night. haha. met up with qinghui to buy her present. haha. and i told jolene that i was working OT. lolx. we manage to get the bag that we wanted to buy. and its the last piece! so lucky right? then met up with the jolene, isaac, eric, judith and webster at kfc opposite school. amazing how you can't find paper lanterns and candles when you want to find them. but well, we still have judith's candles and sparklers! then jerome came and met us.   we tried the three headed broadway star thing. so lame. haha. and we have the 1 word story thing too. and and we had the think of a theme and act out what you think of it. haha. and one of the theme (suggested by me) was think of randy and the things that comes to you. WAHAHA. you won't want to know what i thought about. haha. then we took emo photos (which jolene calls them artistic shots) at the carpark, with each of us looking like a ghost. haha. then jumping shots~! wee! anyway, haven't got the pictures yet. will post them when i get them. ****************************************** hmm, i'm listening to the pieces that we played during our year 1 (Music Madness, 30 March 2006) and year 2 concert (Time and Tide, 10 March 2007) well, those songs bring back loads of memories. the funny things that happened while rehearsing the script with randy, the first time i emceed, the shock i had when the lights came on for interval, the time when i had to play high G for song and dance, the fun and peace that we all had in ay 05/06.      the people we had with us who have since quitted/graduated, the support seniors have shown us, the high A and chiong-ar! spirit with zhexing for noah's ark, the times i conducted the band for practices and rehearsals, the times that i would steal a glance, the times when we are so united as one, the chalet, the friendships that were built in those months, the fun we all shared in ay 06/07.   if only i could turn back time to experience all the fun we had again. p.s. i'm not emo-ing here. just thinking of the past. and speaking the truth. ****************************************** alright, some happy things now. went for boston brass concert on sunday night. and WOW they're good! its not just playing wise, they're funny and ... funny. haha. can't help but laugh at times. they're really good. i'm serious. oh ya, and we went to makansutra for dinner. spend like don't know how much. love the hokkien mee and chicken wing. the ice kachang was abit ... rushed though. because we had to catch our last train. and ya, we went to change my jacket on sunday too. and i can fit in it now! haha.  anyway. think that'll be it for now. jolene! faster come online and send me the photos! ya, so, until next time, tada! with love, xoxo swim*swim
5.9.07 @ 21:46 haha. i'm back. so fishing tired. anyway, ya, went mahjong! on monday at jolene's house with randy and eric. stupid randy win so much. :P anyway, the funny thing that made us all laugh for a good 3minutes was jolene's stretch to get the tiles at the other side of the table. its damm funny lar. i can't describe it. its so ... funny! ask randy to demostrate. he can do it with the actions. lolx. damm funny. bleh. hmm, that day didn't go comex. ended up going white sands. haha. its was raining you know. so ... too lazy to get my butt out of my house. and when i'm ready to go out, its already like 5pm? ya, a little too late to go comex (according to my mom). ya, so, off to white sands for shopping! i'm like so freaking bored now lar. no one at home except me. just hope that i won't oversleep tomorrow. don't want to be late for work! oh ya, talking about work. just another 3more weeks till the end of sip~! yeah! but then, i'm extending another 3 weeks during the holidays BUT its only half day. so i'll still have a life. haha. i want to play pool, bowling! i want to go sing! haha. so many things to do, but yet so little time. joanna's birthday's this sunday. i still haven't buy the present yet. although i have an idea on what to buy, but it might be quite difficult to find it i guess. i need help! alright think that's about it. will be back when i can. maybe this weekend when i'm rotting at home. tomorrow and friday, dinner anyone? haha. weekend i think i'll have cup noodles. too lazy to get out of the house. lolx. randomx. Labels: work with love, xoxo tracks?
7.8.07 @ 21:53 hmm. tampines mrt station, jump, police, line. from sentences with that. at tampines mrt station today, a person jumped onto the tracks. the police were informed and a police line was put up along the westward bound platform. well, at least that's what i think happened. shimin came to my office today for an interview. she stayed with me till i knocked off and went back together. its good, once in a while, to have this kind of sessions with her. talked about our friends, guys and relationships. well, i really hope that there would be more sessions like this with her because its like we can talk about everything under the sun, even things that i wasn't sure of, which i came to be more sure of now. hah. interview at TCA this morning. it went alright. those guys can speak chinese quite well, better than i expected at least. ate at top level during lunch. yummy~! i love the salmon. it melts in your mouth. mmm~! anyway. ya, saw shawn there. crap with him a while. but the main point is, the salmon is DELICIOUS! and i realise something else while i was there. it has a nice atmosphere, and its great for couples. if only they open at night too, they will have plenty of business! haha. tomorrow. national day eve. staying at work till 8.30 earliest. so bleady late. trying to find people for supper. but oli's not going band tomorrow. jolene have some steamboat thingy i think. how how? are we still watching the fireworks on thursday? i'm thinking it through. very carefully. am i ready to fully let go. am i ready to like and love. will i regret. do i have the courage to let go, like and love. these are questions that i have to answer to myself. for the first time in two years i have that feeling again. that feeling that i had before 'he' and 'me' became 'us', before we knew how each other felt, on those walks after studying together. sigh, i don't dare to think. Labels: work with love, xoxo long long long entry.
4.8.07 @ 23:07 after 7 days of entry-less and 4 days of complains, here i am. (with a LONG entry) p.s. this entry is written over 5hours. with additional paragraphs as time goes by. so, do pardon me if you feel that the paragraphs don't link. work has been kind of crazy. but i went to JAY CHOU's press conference for his movie SECRET on monday. it was kind of fun. took loads of pictures. most of them are not really well focused. but i tried my best. with all the professional photographers squeezing me with their digital SLRs. there's room for improvement on my photography skills ya?    *see the last picture? jay chou's looking straight at the camera!! have been staring at photoshop the past few days at work. took me quite some time to realise how to do a rather simple thing. pathetic eh? work's still the same otherwise. suddenly feel so stressed at work. not because of gabriel's high standards for work done, but more of like i've only 8 more weeks to go, but there's so much that i have not done. like editing for 1st avenue (which is making me go nuts. sooner or later i'm going to pull my hair out listening to the interview.), editing the cosfest program (which is going to be aired 2 weeks from now. ) and loads of other stuff. can i finish all of them in time? sigh. alright. enough of work stuff. let's talk about band ba. concert's on november 2nd. guys are going to look like cute little penguins. girls are going to look so under-dressed. let's just hope we'll play properly.  *that's how people like randy, eden and eric are going to look like. lolx now i understand why singapore's birth rate's dropping. when the couples get home after a long day at work, they're too tired to ... make babies. otherwise, they'll be completing their work at home, which kills the urge to make babies. just think about it, i'm only doing my internship, and by the time i reach home i'm so tired. within 1hour of lying on the bed, i'm asleep. what about those who are working their butts off? most probably they'll sleep within 15minutes! even if the couples do go on holiday, they've to worry if their work back home is done properly. they can't even make babies in peace on holiday. sigh. that's sad.  hmm, while i was driving today, someone FLASHed me. sickening moron. can't you see that huge L plate infront? in broad daylight you have to FLASH me with your big headlights! hey its not like i don't have a headlight ok? i've got 2! flash somemore, wait till i get my license and i'll FLASH you back. stupid FLASHER. great. i'm writing my ejournal, and i hear a continuous eek-eek-eek-eek sound in my room. can that living thing that goes eek-eek-eek-eek please exit my room through the window and give me some peace please. and the worse thing is i can't figure out where the sound is coming from. argh! oh no. 2 of my pet fish are dead. and my dad say 2 more are on their way. haix. why, fishy, why must you die? anyway, i'm FINALLY done with that thing called ejournal. *phew* i totally love mayday's new fast songs. haha. chunks of lyrics below. 私奔到月球 by 五月天with陳綺貞 chorus 一二三 牵着手 四五六 抬起头 七八九 我们私奔到月球 让双脚 去腾空 让我们 去感受 那无优的真空 那月色纯真的感动 抓狂 by 五月天 我要飞 而你却像 埋葬梦想的高墙 我要跳 而你却像 地心引力的蛮强 很不爽 我很不爽 不要让我更不爽 快抓狂 我快抓狂 不要搞不清状况 我要飞 而你却像 埋葬梦想的高墙 我要跳 而你却像 地心引力的蛮强 是你让大气缺氧 是你把天堂弄脏 是你把地球变成 我的战场 快抓狂 快抓狂 是火药装满心脏 是血管装满岩浆 呼吸也不能呼吸 呼吸呼吸 快抓狂 快抓狂 要怎样 不然你想要怎样 要怎样 我们现在就明讲 谁怕谁 看谁先让谁投降 谁怕谁 谁叫你要让我抓狂 恨是火 愤怒是钢 我是沸腾的胆量 为什么 要生存在 天使坠落的地方 很不爽 我很不爽 不要让我更不爽 快抓狂 我快抓狂 不要搞不清状况 是你让大气缺氧 是你把天堂弄脏 是你把地球变成 我的战场 快抓狂 快抓狂 是火药装满心脏 是血管装满岩浆 呼吸也不能呼吸 呼吸呼吸 快抓狂 快抓狂 要怎样 不然你想要怎样 要怎样 我们现在就明讲 谁怕谁 看谁先让谁投降 谁怕谁 谁叫你要让我抓狂 要怎样 不然你想要怎样 要怎样 我们现在就明讲 谁怕谁 看谁先让谁投降 谁怕谁 谁叫你要让我抓狂 是你让大气缺氧 是你把天堂弄脏 是你把地球变成 我的战场 快抓狂 快抓狂 是火药装满心脏 是血管装满岩浆 呼吸也不能呼吸 呼吸呼吸 快抓狂 快抓狂 是火药装满心脏 是血管装满岩浆 呼吸也不能呼吸 呼吸呼吸 快抓狂 快抓狂 要怎样 不然你想要怎样 要怎样 我们现在就明讲 谁怕谁 看谁先让谁投降 谁怕谁 谁叫你要让我抓狂 要怎样 不然你想要怎样 要怎样 我们现在就明讲 谁怕谁 看谁先让谁投降 谁怕谁 谁叫你要让我抓狂 要怎样 不然你想要怎样 要怎样 我们现在就明讲 谁怕谁 看谁先让谁投降 谁怕谁 谁叫你要让我抓狂 抓狂 载 离开地球表面 by 五月天 丢掉手表 丢外套 丢掉背包 再丢唠叨 丢掉电视 丢电脑 丢掉大脑 再丢烦恼 冲啥大 冲啥小 冲啥都有人唱反调 恨的多 爱的少 只想越跳越疯 越跳越高 把地球甩掉 一颗心扑通扑通的狂跳 一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉 我再也不要 再也不要 委屈自己一秒 一颗心扑通扑通的狂跳 一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉 我甩掉地球 地球甩掉 只要越跳越高 丢掉手表 丢外套 丢掉背包 再丢唠叨 丢掉电视 丢电脑 丢掉大脑 再丢烦恼 野心大 胆子小 跳舞还要靠别人跳 恨的多 爱的少 只想越跳越疯越跳越高 把地球甩掉 一颗心扑通扑通的狂跳 一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉 我再也不要 再也不要 委屈自己一秒 一颗心扑通扑通的狂跳 一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉 我甩掉地球 地球甩掉 只要越跳越高 我甩掉地球 地球甩掉 只要越跳越高 Come on! 一颗心扑通扑通的狂跳 一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉 我再也不要 再也不要 委屈自己一秒 一颗心扑通扑通的狂跳 一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉 我甩掉地球 地球甩掉 只要越跳越高 我甩掉地球 地球甩掉 只要越跳越高 Come on! JUMP! JUMP! don't really know what i'm thinking of now. a third of me is telling me to let go. another third tells me to stay put. and the remaining third is telling me to look at something new. sigh. what am i trying to do? this is when my secondary school song title come into good use "Show me the way". haha. my way by frank sinatra And now, the end is near; And so I face the final curtain. My friend, Ill say it clear, Ill state my case, of which Im certain. Ive lived a life thats full. Ive traveled each and evry highway; And more, much more than this, I did it my way. Regrets, Ive had a few; But then again, too few to mention. I did what I had to do And saw it through without exemption. I planned each charted course; Each careful step along the byway, But more, much more than this, I did it my way. Yes, there were times, Im sure you knew When I bit off more than I could chew. But through it all, when there was doubt, I ate it up and spit it out. I faced it all and I stood tall; And did it my way. Ive loved, Ive laughed and cried. Ive had my fill; my share of losing. And now, as tears subside, I find it all so amusing. To think I did all that; And may I say - not in a shy way, No, oh no not me, I did it my way. For what is a man, what has he got? If not himself, then he has naught. To say the things he truly feels; And not the words of one who kneels. The record shows I took the blows - And did it my way! my way. one of the songs that i've play MANY versions of in band. think this is like the third version that i'm playing now. alright. think this is long enough to keep jolene and randy reading for 10minutes. haha. yeah! so ... i'm done. will be back, when i'm back. wohoho. x procrastinators unite! tomorrow. x Labels: band, muse, photos, work with love, xoxo whatevers
28.7.07 @ 18:24 i witness a kid stepping on a poor little snail yesterday at sentosa. its ... disturbing. and to think that i grew up watching happytreefriends. well, my mom had to ruin my good mood that i had since monday last night. she just had to keep calling me at 11.30pm. and then today, she had to spoil my mood again. i'm really sick of outside food, especially those at central. its boring. i want to have home cooked food. is that too much to ask for? i realise i was happy previously because i've stopped letting him run around in my head. but i came to realise that when i started to realise the reason for that short happiness, he had to jump into my head again. but well, guess this is to test if i'm really ready to block him out of my thoughts. hah. chanya came band yesterday. i didn't know she was coming so i was rather surprised to see her. hah. think it's about time to go for section outing. blehx. another 9 more weeks to go before i end off my sip. yeah. but, the end of internship means i've to start on the report which is rather ... intimidating. i have totally no idea what i can put inside. i was reading newpaper today and i saw one of my coursemates name in one of the article. well, what have i done in the past 4months that is as big as that? its sad. i've to start trying to make even the most meaningless things that i've done into extremely meaningful things. *hmm, that's tough* ah well, TP Band's having a concert on NOVEMBER 2nd! must come alright? and if i'm not wrong we're having another X'mas performance in december. let's hope there are things for me to look forward to after that. alright, guess that's enough for today. will be back ... soon , i guess. with love, xoxo hmm
21.7.07 @ 11:35   cupcakes! that cynthia brought for the band last night. its so nice that i can't really bare to eat it. and not only does it look nice, it taste nice as well! yummy! thank you cynthia!! i'm going to collect my Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows later in the afternoon after i go and get my stone plus. haha. its a spend-alot-of-money day. bleh. my pay faster come!! just finished with my ejournal. i've just another 10weeks more to go at sip. kind of happy that i'm actually going back to being a student in school on campus, but kind of sad too. because that would mean that i'm graduating and i've to get out of my comfort zone. loads of things are going to change after graduation. i'll get fixed times to wake up and reach home everyday becuase of work, no life except on weekends? life's got to change then, enjoy while i can now? ya. i'm now like booking a whole load of lessons for driving. hope that i'll get over and done with it soon. i want my driving license~ alright think i should stop here. should start preparing to go out. *wonders, why tp email is loading so slowly today.* with love, xoxo cosfest~ woow~
15.7.07 @ 22:08 cosfest! i never thought cosplay-ing is so much fun. not that i cosplay-ed. you should see the cosplayers! they look so nice~! although some of them don't really look like the character themselves. the whole time i was busy searching for bleach and naruto characters. i love that bleach bunch! i love the itachi and sakura pair too! words can't describe how damm nice they look. look at the pics!     and ya, because i worked today, i'm going work late tomorrow! yeah! and just now, i saw kareen. she's working too. her mda thing. haha. and i met my secondary school band mate. she's cosplay-ing as well. so one event, many people. yeah~! tomorrow night: gareth say he's coming for supper with us. but will he really be there? that's a question that can only be answered tomorrow night. baldwin say he'll try to come to. yeah~ its like a reunion now. yippe! p.s. yile! you better be there tomorrow night!! *looking forward to the reunion!* with love, xoxo bulging eyes
14.7.07 @ 14:01 alright. after 11hours of sleep and a couple of mr. brown podcasts, i'm wide awake. alright, maybe not wide awake. anyway, the past few days have been eye-dropping. i completed 10 blogs in 3 days. nope, not entries, but full completed blogs for my department people. its tiring. bleh. eyes nearly dropped out of their sacs. band last night. on a nightmare scale of 1 to 10 with 10 being the most nightmare-ish, it was a 6.5. don't ask why. i don't want to elaborate. after band went to the carpark roof to celebrate judith's birthday. and then ... supper~! like finally. a hungry girl's an angry girl. i've been quite motherly these days. don't know why. weird eh? my 'kids' keep calling me mommy, or, a variation of it. haix. am i getting old? doing an interview tomorrow at downtown east for the cosfest. *oh ya, i need to do my research. oops.* so ya, can go to work late on monday! haha. ok, mom's calling me to eat lunch. will be back soon. don't know when though. haha. with love, xoxo sleepy
5.7.07 @ 22:10 monday, 2/7/07 a really frightening day. my first individual interview, with tp's rmt students. i won't comment much, because i've not done any editing for the program yet. went with jolene for dinner, talked crap and wahla, we're at band. yile came back on saturday and so she came for prac. well, did some catching up. supper. that's the highlight. yile, jolene, olivia, me and randy(who thought he'd go for supper on mondays?) slacked at our normal playground till late. talked about the band, and other stuffs. randy was busy emo-ing away (although he said he was only quiet). tuesday, 3/7/07 night was my grandparents' ceremony. its kind of sad. 12 years ago when my grandfather passed on, nearly 70 people in the family attended his funeral. 5 years ago when my grandmother went on to accompany my grandfather, there were around 50 people at her wake. now, there were only 13 people at the ceremony. can you imagine? someone who was once so close to my grandmother was only there to pay his respects. other relatives didn't even pay my dad the amount that they should be paying. how can those uncles do this? if not for my grandparents, they wouldn't even be on earth. sigh. let's just hope my kid(s) won't do this to me in the future. thursday, 5/7/07 went over to urban redevelopment authority for an interview. took loads of pictures. they have this model of singapore, and i can find my own block! its so *wow-ish you know. i can find my secondary school, tp, our supper zi-ca place etc. you name it, i can find it. sitting on the bus alone, waiting to reach home. saw this couple boarding the bus. oh so sweet. even so, i can't help but feel a little ... sore. can't help but think, it could have been me and him. sighs. but maybe, just maybe, i should just think about how i can go about saving it now, rather than thinking of what should have been. i don't know. i haven't seen him for so long. everyday, i just hope that i'll see him somewhere, somehow. even during only time that i'll see him, which i don't these days, i tell myself i shouldn't expect to see him. crap. i'll put up the pictures on saturday or sunday. want to go and catch up on my sleep. i can hear my pillow and bolster calling me, "come ah girl, come" x stop and smell the roses x with love, xoxo baldwin's back~
12.6.07 @ 22:16 BIG NEWS baldwin's back!! haha. in case you've got memory as good as Dorry's, he's the guy in the picutre! (the picture's taken on 10 March 2006 after our concert Music Madness) our beloved baldwin! haha. *he went to UK last september and is now back for holidays* ya, so he's here! baldwin, olivia, jolene darling, hariani, webster and me went for supper last night and talked quite alot.  ********************************************** my diet plan is going out the window. take a look at this. tomorrow lunch: at a particular 5-star hotel with my colleague and the 'king of food' for a program. tomorrow dinner: steamboat at marina bay for class gathering! thanks to mr peter tang shih lei. marvellous isn't it. so there goes my diet plans. out the window, down that drain, into the deep blue ocean. ********************************************** ah well, last night after the supper was walking with jolene and olivia and we talked quite a WHOLE lot. talked about him, him and him. and they are 3 different people. although we did add another interesting him in our conversation by making fun of him, but well, in simpler words we were talking about guys. (that solves it.) yes i know, jolene is probably saying "aiyo, can she faster get to her chim thing?" and my answer is, not yet. haha :P. anyway, so the conversation brought about some ... memories and things for me to think about. and i don't know why, but i just kept thinking about him last night. before i sleep. its more than my normal dose of him. i miss him so much. randy once said, absence makes the heart grow fonder. well, i do agree. but if the absence is like ... too much, it surpasses the level of the heart growing fonder. its far beyond that level now. when we were together, he did something very sweet for me, a poem he wrote. i remembered asking him, if he thinks of me at work and he's able to write a poem, what about during ****?, won't he be able to write *****? but now, i totally understand how he was able to do it at that time. because i did exactly the same thing. in the west and in the east, up in the sky the same moon we see. thoughts of you bring joy to my heart, wonders if i lead joy to your beat. alright fine, maybe its not that rhyming, but at least the rhythm's right. i guess he did love me more than i loved him at that time, or he wouldn't have been able to do that sweet thing he did. i guess love has a way of bringing out the side of us that no one knows, sometimes, not even ourselves. i couldn't believe my eyes when i read through it again. it's more of ah gal's kind of thing than mine. he's good with those chim words. i'm not. i won't be surprised if this kind of thing appeared on ah gal's blog. but i myself am shocked to see that i can think of such thing. to hold your hand in mine once again, that's my wish. ***** *** **** ****!! do you know how much i care for you?! do you know how much i miss you?! do you know how much i love you?! Labels: work with love, xoxo lin yu zhong
9.6.07 @ 16:07 i was doing my ejournal and i remembered something. on wednesday, i went for lin yu zhong's press conference. before that i wasn't really a fan of his. i just like his song xuan lu. but after the press conference, i had to say i changed my mind. his other songs are nice too. his live singing is good and he is so shuai. haha. here's a photo of him i took when he was singing a medley of 3 of his songs.  lol. anyway. think i'll go borrow his cd somehow. haha. anyone has his cd can lend me? :) Labels: work with love, xoxo random-ness
@ 01:50 hah. boredem kills more brain cells than active brain usage. neh, its not scientifically proven. its just something i thought of. random-ness. ah well. i was bored at work again. this 2 weeks i'm kind of bored at work. been playing games till i'm going immune to the 'adrenaline-rush' that i'm supposed to have for those action games. so you can really guess how bored i am. ******************** been having this problem recently. don't really want to talk about it. its not that i'm not trying to make things right. i am. but sadly you just don't see it that way. i tried asking you to talk things out. but well, maybe you didn't see it or maybe you just can't be bothered. i don't know. i want to talk this problem out. i've asked. now its up to you if you want this problem to be settled once and for all, or just be left as the way as it is. ******************** ah well, been kind of tired recently. i've been having at least 6hours of sleep. but i always feel so sleepy in the morning. its like i can never have enough sleep. always tired. and worse still when at work there's nothing much to do, the i-want-to-sleep feeling just creeps in. haix. what's wrong with me eh? sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep. something i need. ******************** at supper. was laughing our lungs out with olivia, hariani and the all time laugh-inducer randy. kept laughing and laughing. and the funniest part, calling jolene. all of us laughing and jolene on the other side laughing. 5 people laughing at 2 different mcdonald's. oh man. the weirdest thing. when randy's asking olivia about her age preferences. and suddenly i said the words 'upper limit'. i was thinking, 'where on earth did that word come from? oh ya, its maths!' and conversations continued and randy mentioned the word mean. and i blurted out 'mean is the average.' haha. seems like maths came into my mind tonight. don't ask me why. it just happened! haha. maths. something that i've been doing for a long long time. ******************** bleh. i miss him. been thinking about him to sleep these few nights. the fun. joy. love. ah well. think that'll be it for now. off to my anime chiong-ing and chatting! woow! Labels: work with love, xoxo ccn day script
26.5.07 @ 03:18 i'm finally done with my ccn day script. finally. but i think there'll be loads of changes on monday when my supervisor checks it. well, what to expect when i write it in the middle of the night, or as randy says, in the middle of the morning. haha. so tired. after this going to sleep. hmm. sleep, leads to dreams, leads to questions, leads to unanswered questions. so many things lead to so many other things. 3am in the morning. what am i thinking. in the past 3hours or so have been chatting with jolene and randy. both conversations made me think quite alot. jolene's side, made me think about the dreams thing. are dreams meant to be hints of the future or are they mere subconsiousness of ours? then, randy's conversation. seeing things from both sides can be interesting. like putting others before self can be considered crazy at one side, but at the other side, it can be seen as selfless. nope, not selfish, its selfless. maybe its the late nights (or early mornings) that's making me think. but, you know, thinking too much just isn't the best thing in the world. oh ya, on thursday went on air again. erm, this topic is no longer about mother's day, but its about singaporeans having the world's fastest walking speed. just before you stand up and salute yourself, walking too quickly gives you a higher chance of getting some kind of heart disease. so, next time when you're late for class or work, take your time. well, that shall be it for now. 3.14am. time to sleep? well, i hope you didn't fall off the chair with that message of mine. like i've always said, my messages to you are ambiguous. they can mean from pure friends messages to what i intend them to be. i'd really want to know how you're feeling inside. but, its alright. i'm sure time will tell. lets hope things turn for the better ba. :) now its really time to sleep. haha. with love, xoxo band
19.5.07 @ 09:50 yesterday's interview was alright. lucky they got students who can like speak well. i guess that doesn't happen all the time. because of the interview, went for band like super early. at 5.45pm. slacked around. started band and ended up having sectionals. well, sectionals can be the thing that i love and hate the most. love it because i won't be disturbed by 'the joke' and at the same time can slack around. at least that's for now, because zhexing's teaching the freshies those songs that we more or less know by heart. hate it because i just don't like to have sectionals. its a tedious thing. drains all the energy out. and in the end when it gets to combine, you'll just wish that you hadn't had sectionals. that's my theory at least. finally after an hour of sectionals, combine! it kind of sucks. not because law wei's conducting is bad. but because of 2 things that i can't stand. 1, the joke making the biggest joke every practice. i thought he was going to quit? when is he ever going to quit? he can't play for nuts. 2, everyone's playing their score and no one's listening. i tried listening to the rest to match the sound, in the end, i simply gave up. hell, no one's reading the dynamics, articulation, emotions. i don't call this music. i call this playing your own score. yes, one may say its because its the early stages where everyone don't know everyone. but i seriously am not loving this kind of combine. its just ... not band-ish. say it in a bad way, its funeral-ish. i just hope that this won't last for the whole ay. or i might damm well get out of it. and there's this person that i'm starting to dislike already. damm, where did all the manners go to? i bet they went to the make up on your face and your perfume. is that the right way for a freshie to treat or talk to a senior? come on, i don't know you well, and i don't think i will want to. and did you come in to band for the music or for the guys? welll you sure know the right way to make the same sex don't like you, and you have succeeded in that. first impression counts, and my first impression of you ain't good. why must there always be 1 pain in the rear every ay?!! anyway. after band last night at supper. it rained. we walked back to the bus stop through the rain. at a particular point in time, all i was thinking of was if only there was a hug from you, the warmth will chase the cold away. but, we got another way of getting warm in the end. judith's laughter. out of a sudden, judith started laughing in a .. weird way. and all of us ended up laughing like crap. its so damm funny.even when she got on the bus, she's still laughing. that sure warmed us up a lot. when i reached the bus stop, i had to wait for my mom. so, sitting at a bus stop during a rainy night makes me feel. i don't know why but i turn on my music player in my phone and played this song, and although i've always had special feelings for this song, last night really made the song more personal. hmm, we'll see how things go. let's hope everything turns for the better, band-wise, friendship-wise(for all), this-wise. All Out Of Love (Graham Russell/Clive Davis) I'm lying alone with my head on the phone Thinking of you till it hurts I know you hurt too but what else can we do Tormented and torn apart I wish I could carry your smile and my heart For times when my life feels so low It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know Chorus: I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you I know you were right believing for so long I 'm all out of love, what am I without you I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong I want you to come back and carry me home Away from this long lonely nights I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too Does the feeling seem oh so right And what would you say if I called on you now And said that I can't hold on There's no easy way, it gets harder each day Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone Chorus Oh, what are you thinking of? What are you thinking of? Oh, what are you thinking of? What are you thinking of? Chorus(3x) with love, xoxo |