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19.5.07 @ 09:50 yesterday's interview was alright. lucky they got students who can like speak well. i guess that doesn't happen all the time. because of the interview, went for band like super early. at 5.45pm. slacked around. started band and ended up having sectionals. well, sectionals can be the thing that i love and hate the most. love it because i won't be disturbed by 'the joke' and at the same time can slack around. at least that's for now, because zhexing's teaching the freshies those songs that we more or less know by heart. hate it because i just don't like to have sectionals. its a tedious thing. drains all the energy out. and in the end when it gets to combine, you'll just wish that you hadn't had sectionals. that's my theory at least. finally after an hour of sectionals, combine! it kind of sucks. not because law wei's conducting is bad. but because of 2 things that i can't stand. 1, the joke making the biggest joke every practice. i thought he was going to quit? when is he ever going to quit? he can't play for nuts. 2, everyone's playing their score and no one's listening. i tried listening to the rest to match the sound, in the end, i simply gave up. hell, no one's reading the dynamics, articulation, emotions. i don't call this music. i call this playing your own score. yes, one may say its because its the early stages where everyone don't know everyone. but i seriously am not loving this kind of combine. its just ... not band-ish. say it in a bad way, its funeral-ish. i just hope that this won't last for the whole ay. or i might damm well get out of it. and there's this person that i'm starting to dislike already. damm, where did all the manners go to? i bet they went to the make up on your face and your perfume. is that the right way for a freshie to treat or talk to a senior? come on, i don't know you well, and i don't think i will want to. and did you come in to band for the music or for the guys? welll you sure know the right way to make the same sex don't like you, and you have succeeded in that. first impression counts, and my first impression of you ain't good. why must there always be 1 pain in the rear every ay?!! anyway. after band last night at supper. it rained. we walked back to the bus stop through the rain. at a particular point in time, all i was thinking of was if only there was a hug from you, the warmth will chase the cold away. but, we got another way of getting warm in the end. judith's laughter. out of a sudden, judith started laughing in a .. weird way. and all of us ended up laughing like crap. its so damm funny.even when she got on the bus, she's still laughing. that sure warmed us up a lot. when i reached the bus stop, i had to wait for my mom. so, sitting at a bus stop during a rainy night makes me feel. i don't know why but i turn on my music player in my phone and played this song, and although i've always had special feelings for this song, last night really made the song more personal. hmm, we'll see how things go. let's hope everything turns for the better, band-wise, friendship-wise(for all), this-wise. All Out Of Love (Graham Russell/Clive Davis) I'm lying alone with my head on the phone Thinking of you till it hurts I know you hurt too but what else can we do Tormented and torn apart I wish I could carry your smile and my heart For times when my life feels so low It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know Chorus: I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you I know you were right believing for so long I 'm all out of love, what am I without you I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong I want you to come back and carry me home Away from this long lonely nights I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too Does the feeling seem oh so right And what would you say if I called on you now And said that I can't hold on There's no easy way, it gets harder each day Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone Chorus Oh, what are you thinking of? What are you thinking of? Oh, what are you thinking of? What are you thinking of? Chorus(3x) with love, xoxo |