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31.5.07 @ 11:02 曹格 - 背叛 曲：曹格 词：阿丹、邬裕康 雨不停落下来 花怎么都不开 尽管我细心灌溉 你说不爱就不爱 我一个人欣赏悲哀 爱只剩下无奈 我一直不愿再去摘 感情伤害坚持间 永远都夹着空白 缺了一块就不精彩 静静想你的心如何Say goodbye 你比我清楚还要我说明白 爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢 我用背叛自己 完成你的期盼 把手放开 不问你去say goodbye 当作最后一次对你的溺爱 冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管 只要你能愉快 心留一句感慨 我还能跟谁对白 在你关上门之前 给我再回头看看 那些片段还在不在 静静想你的心如何Say goodbye 你比我清楚还要我说明白 爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢 我用背叛自己 完成你的期盼 把手放开 不问你去say goodbye 当作最后一次对你的溺爱 冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管 只要你能愉快 with love, xoxo tiring but great
@ 10:08 last night was one tiring but great night. an hour and 30minutes of pure laughter, emo-ness, reflection and a little scare. ah jolene, what'd i do without you? its been like 3 years since i've walked from tampines back to pasir ris. and it's the first walking at night. the mac opposite school, passing by century square, the mrt tracks, the 3 night jogging guys, white sands. and finally ended at the bus stop. oh yes, and not forgetting the roach-y that jolene saw that i didn't. haha. thinking of our past, the band chalet, the pasir ris park playground, his and her, your past, my past, him and her and him. its complicated eh? they say the people who are not involved in things see it clearest. i guess that's why they see mine clearest. i feel so tempted to tell him that we see that someone else wiil win, but i can't bear to say so. and i know, even if i do say it, he won't listen. not because i know him too well, but because that's normal. in chinese there's this phrase, 忠言逆耳, which means that good advice will turn onto deaf ears. i won't say that what i want to say is good advice, but even back in year one, we've learnt that there's such thing as selective listening. we hear what we want to hear. like the class 95 commercial. we talked about him. it just brings back all the happy memories that we once had. i say once had not because i've lost them, but because i don't know if he classifies them as happy memories, or does he still keep them. i don't want to have too high hopes and ended up dropping into the bottom of the pit. i'll see what the future has in store for me. mahjong! later at jolene darling's house. yeah! and i get to see her little dog. meeting jolene, webster and zhexing at 2pm at tampines. yeah! mahjong! my perfect anti-depressant. haha. dear jolene, thanks for talking last night. i was definitely much happier by the end. thank you darling! :D with love, xoxo damm.
29.5.07 @ 21:31 my 350th post and i'm spending it on my problems. before reading on, if you're allegic to vulgarities or vulgarities with alphabet substitute by a dot, then don't read on. i apologise for the massive amount of vulgarities or substitutions in this post, but i feel that no other word can better express my thoughts than those words. ********** i don't know what's wrong with me. at work i'm just an ordinary girl doing her internship and being helpful's what i do. but once im at home, i just feel so ... no, not depressed ... lonely? i don't know. i don't even know what the fish is wrong with me. at home, i'm so easily irritated, annoyed. no, its not pms. i don't know. i just get so fu.king irritated easily. is it because i'm too stressed? but no, i don't feel stressed at all. everytime i've to come home to an empty house. its like so ... pointless for me to be at home. what's the point of being at home when home is just another word for house? when you thought that work can not be more satisfying than being at home, then you're wrong. i feel so much better when i'm at work. its like at least there are human beings around me. they might be busy, but at least i feel human presence around me. better than when i'm at home and all i face is the walls, tv, my 5 pet fish, pet bird and pet turtle. even when there are people at home (like today), i just get irritated with the stuff that was done. what else can my brother do better than getting on my nerves? i really hate being in this sh.ty situation. i feel like i don't even know myself anymore. i just feel like crying and screaming and shouting and just letting all this sh.t pass. i was supposed to go out with my friends tomorrow night, but they couldn't make it so its cancelled. i'm NOT going to come home straight from work tomorrow. i'm going back to school. even if jolene's not going band or randy's not going band. i just need somewhere to go where i can feel at home. of course, the band room seems like the best place to be, since it has always been my second home. i really don't know what's wrong with me. i feel so fu.king irritated with the little things. and it only happens at home. fu.k, i don't even know if i'm still me. i need some care and concern. or maybe not. maybe i just need my fu.king space back. and no, i don't JUST mean the space that i should have from my house (or home, whatever you call it), i need my space in the band room, my PIGEON HOLE to be exact. CAN THOSE FU.KING MORONS STOP PUTTING STUFF AND YOUR BAGS IN MY PIGEON HOLE. DAMM, SHOW SOME FREAKING RESPECT. i feel so damm trapped. trapped in a world i don't know. trapped in a place i don't understand, in a place where most call home. sh.t, i need a drink. just because i keep asking people to go drink with me doesn't mean that i'm an alcoholic. the last time i drank was like quite a few months back, at least 3months back to be exact. sometimes i just want to get out. get out of this ... thing. feels like i'm stuck in a huge jelly. there's no way to get out at all. sh.t lar. i need my personal life back. correction, i need a life. what i have now is a job. i don't have a life. who knows, some day i might get so trapped that i'll break away. break away from cultural norms and stereotypes. breaking away from the norm. break away from myself so much so that i break down. fu.k. i don't know. with love, xoxo dreams
26.5.07 @ 19:26 guess what? i woke up at 2.15pm today. (no wonder my brother keep saying i'm a pig.) haha. hmm, monday will be last band prac before they have their exams and holidays (while i'm working my butt off in a faraway land). good for them eh. bad for me. good luck all my band-ies. dreams. what are they eh? mr wikipedia.org says: A dream is the experience of envisioned images, sounds, or other sensations during sleep. It occurs in humans, most mammals, and some birds. The events of dreams are often impossible or unlikely to occur in physical reality, and are usually outside the control of the dreamer. The exception is lucid dreaming, in which dreamers realize that they are dreaming, and are sometimes capable of changing their oneiric reality and controlling various aspects of the dream, in which the suspension of disbelief is often broken. Dreamers may experience strong emotions while dreaming. Frightening or upsetting dreams are referred to as nightmares. interesting, i never knew birds dream. maybe i shall ask the birds next month during our bird park performance. *chiu chiu, do you dream?* its said that dreams are unlikely to occur in real life, but i do dream of things that well, happened in real life at the end. deja vu eh? mr dictionary.com says: A series of images, ideas, emotions, and sensations occurring involuntarily in the mind during certain stages of sleep. A daydream; a reverie. A state of abstraction; a trance. A wild fancy or hope. A condition or achievement that is longed for; an aspiration One that is exceptionally gratifying, excellent, or beautiful so what exactly are dreams? hints? uncontrollable images? deja vu? haha. i don't know. i guess that's something that i might never know. haha. Labels: muse with love, xoxo ccn day script
@ 03:18 i'm finally done with my ccn day script. finally. but i think there'll be loads of changes on monday when my supervisor checks it. well, what to expect when i write it in the middle of the night, or as randy says, in the middle of the morning. haha. so tired. after this going to sleep. hmm. sleep, leads to dreams, leads to questions, leads to unanswered questions. so many things lead to so many other things. 3am in the morning. what am i thinking. in the past 3hours or so have been chatting with jolene and randy. both conversations made me think quite alot. jolene's side, made me think about the dreams thing. are dreams meant to be hints of the future or are they mere subconsiousness of ours? then, randy's conversation. seeing things from both sides can be interesting. like putting others before self can be considered crazy at one side, but at the other side, it can be seen as selfless. nope, not selfish, its selfless. maybe its the late nights (or early mornings) that's making me think. but, you know, thinking too much just isn't the best thing in the world. oh ya, on thursday went on air again. erm, this topic is no longer about mother's day, but its about singaporeans having the world's fastest walking speed. just before you stand up and salute yourself, walking too quickly gives you a higher chance of getting some kind of heart disease. so, next time when you're late for class or work, take your time. well, that shall be it for now. 3.14am. time to sleep? well, i hope you didn't fall off the chair with that message of mine. like i've always said, my messages to you are ambiguous. they can mean from pure friends messages to what i intend them to be. i'd really want to know how you're feeling inside. but, its alright. i'm sure time will tell. lets hope things turn for the better ba. :) now its really time to sleep. haha. with love, xoxo 2 more hours
24.5.07 @ 15:57 2 more hours till i'm off work. un-bored me. * everything links to everything * with love, xoxo think
22.5.07 @ 20:10 how many doors have you walked through today? (i don't mean walk through it like a ghost, but walk THROUGH a door. argh~ you get what i mean.) toilet door, bedroom door, house door, bus door, office door, other doors. so ... maybe ... 10? that's good. now, how many people's lifes have you played a part in today? hmm, mine, mom's, sister's, brother's, colleauges, others. so ... i'll give an approximate number of 30? that's not bad. now, how many lifes have you touched, changed or been an impact on today? my oh my, that's a tough one. hmm ... i'd say ... none. good. how many lifes can a person change in his/her lifetime? i'll say not many. aiming to change, touch or cause a positive impact on another's life on a daily basis is rather impossible, one might very well fail. it's not something that one can do everyday. if it was so easy, it will not be of such impact at all. Labels: muse with love, xoxo 21.5.07 @ 17:05 oh no, am i moving away from it? i don't want to. but is it moving? with love, xoxo shopped
20.5.07 @ 21:08 out on a little shopping spree. didn't buy much. just a mini sd card for my phone. was looking for a silicon casing for my phone but couldn't find it. guess have to look for it next week. next saturday, pirates of the carribean at world's end with my section. i want to go vivocity for it. yeah. with love, xoxo band
19.5.07 @ 09:50 yesterday's interview was alright. lucky they got students who can like speak well. i guess that doesn't happen all the time. because of the interview, went for band like super early. at 5.45pm. slacked around. started band and ended up having sectionals. well, sectionals can be the thing that i love and hate the most. love it because i won't be disturbed by 'the joke' and at the same time can slack around. at least that's for now, because zhexing's teaching the freshies those songs that we more or less know by heart. hate it because i just don't like to have sectionals. its a tedious thing. drains all the energy out. and in the end when it gets to combine, you'll just wish that you hadn't had sectionals. that's my theory at least. finally after an hour of sectionals, combine! it kind of sucks. not because law wei's conducting is bad. but because of 2 things that i can't stand. 1, the joke making the biggest joke every practice. i thought he was going to quit? when is he ever going to quit? he can't play for nuts. 2, everyone's playing their score and no one's listening. i tried listening to the rest to match the sound, in the end, i simply gave up. hell, no one's reading the dynamics, articulation, emotions. i don't call this music. i call this playing your own score. yes, one may say its because its the early stages where everyone don't know everyone. but i seriously am not loving this kind of combine. its just ... not band-ish. say it in a bad way, its funeral-ish. i just hope that this won't last for the whole ay. or i might damm well get out of it. and there's this person that i'm starting to dislike already. damm, where did all the manners go to? i bet they went to the make up on your face and your perfume. is that the right way for a freshie to treat or talk to a senior? come on, i don't know you well, and i don't think i will want to. and did you come in to band for the music or for the guys? welll you sure know the right way to make the same sex don't like you, and you have succeeded in that. first impression counts, and my first impression of you ain't good. why must there always be 1 pain in the rear every ay?!! anyway. after band last night at supper. it rained. we walked back to the bus stop through the rain. at a particular point in time, all i was thinking of was if only there was a hug from you, the warmth will chase the cold away. but, we got another way of getting warm in the end. judith's laughter. out of a sudden, judith started laughing in a .. weird way. and all of us ended up laughing like crap. its so damm funny.even when she got on the bus, she's still laughing. that sure warmed us up a lot. when i reached the bus stop, i had to wait for my mom. so, sitting at a bus stop during a rainy night makes me feel. i don't know why but i turn on my music player in my phone and played this song, and although i've always had special feelings for this song, last night really made the song more personal. hmm, we'll see how things go. let's hope everything turns for the better, band-wise, friendship-wise(for all), this-wise. All Out Of Love (Graham Russell/Clive Davis) I'm lying alone with my head on the phone Thinking of you till it hurts I know you hurt too but what else can we do Tormented and torn apart I wish I could carry your smile and my heart For times when my life feels so low It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know Chorus: I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you I know you were right believing for so long I 'm all out of love, what am I without you I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong I want you to come back and carry me home Away from this long lonely nights I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too Does the feeling seem oh so right And what would you say if I called on you now And said that I can't hold on There's no easy way, it gets harder each day Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone Chorus Oh, what are you thinking of? What are you thinking of? Oh, what are you thinking of? What are you thinking of? Chorus(3x) with love, xoxo 17.5.07 @ 20:35 coming home to an empty house. oh no, its that season again. i didn't realise its that time again, until i think back at what i saw earlier on. on my way back from work, i saw 2 couples, doing the couple-ish thingy-ies. my frist thought was to cut off their arms and heads so they can't possibly do anymore advance level thingy-ies. i didn't think much about it until when i reach home. damm. i took the shortest way home and what did i get when i reach home? empty house. i don't even feel that i was coming home, but to a house. i remember this sentence i saw during literature back in lower secondary, a home without family is but a house. i cannot agree more with it now. oh my, emo-ness and loneliness is taking over. i need some kind of company. hmm, its ok. tomorrow's friday, band practice day, jolene day, ccn day, my first program interview day, xx day. let's hope everything turns out well tomorrow. xianx. with love, xoxo summary
15.5.07 @ 20:55 hmm, too tired to really write alot. i'll just sum up the individual stuff into short little paragraphs. (i promise they won't be too long) ********* i don't know if i should be happy or sad, because i know he must be feeling sad about that. i know i should be feeling sad about it too, but somehow, deep inside, i do feel a little happy about it. its like those devil and angel sitting on your shoulders kind of thing. the angel's telling me to be sad, but the devil's telling me to be happy about it. selfish devil. haix. well, heard that he's ill. really hope he'll take care of himself. don't give up just because of that thing, i know you can do well here de. :) ********* hmm, another happy news i guess. my brother's getting married. when? i'm not sure. but it should be soon. ah crap, that means i'll be so damm bored at home. no one to team up with for xbox. no one to irritate. oh crap. i'm going to be a lonely little girl. but other than that, i'm really happy for my brother. yeah~! ********* yesterday's band prac. instead of the 3 that i thought i'll get for my section. it ended up as 2. so i started my sacarstic crap again. i don't know, last night i was high. a little too high to be exact. and reflection based on that made me realise that i hid my negative or rather not so positive emotions under my loud and crazy self. ********* hmm, friday's CCN day. and guess what? i'm going back to tp around 3.30pm for a program that i'm learning to do with my colleague. if only the interview take a long long time and end at like 6, then i can have the excuse to stay in school and not go back to the office and have dinner with my darlings~! lolx. if only lar. ********* alrights. that's like most of the things i want to say. oh no, and i promised a short entry. lol. but well, that's short enough since i didn't type in my emo stuff. wahaha. oh ya, one last thing that's extremely important. jolene darling~, thanks for being there for me. remember what we said last night? we'll be the pillar of strength for each other alright? lol. love ya~! with love, xoxo 13.5.07 @ 11:08 yesterday went shopping. and my oh my, i spent nearly $100 on jeans. hmm, but its about time that i grab some new jeans. i don't recall when's the last time i shopped for jeans. lol. with love, xoxo mother's day
12.5.07 @ 00:31 yesterday at work, my colleagues asked me to join in for a program. the topic for that program was 'mother's day'. so there i went. sitting in the studio, doing something that ... well, i should be familiar with. but, i seem to be in a loss of words. maybe its because the others have got more experience than me in the business, but i seriously feel like i don't know what to say. and the worst thing is, talking is supposed to be a 'strength' of mine, rather than a 'weakness'. so you can say that i was rather disappointed with myself after the recording. when was i left speechless? is it that i've not cared for my mom enough? or have i not been 'doing enough homework' to go on air? or was it simply because i was nervous? but, how can i be nervous when i've done so many projects on radio? i've even done a radio show for my project last semester. whats wrong with me? maybe the simple answer is that i've not been there enough for my mom, that's why i was rather speechless during the recording. its time for some reflection. time to care for my mommy more now. maybe its true, that mother's day and father's day are there to let us treasure and cherish our parents more. with love, xoxo 54hours
7.5.07 @ 23:41 oh crap. i miss him. now i've only 54hours left. will i get enough? or will i lose it then? all i know is i'm rather happy i saw him that day, although with all that added up its not even 3hours. at least, at least there were glimpses and glances. i want to prove her wrong, but i don't know how to go about it. i've taken the first step. will you take the second step? with love, xoxo lacrimation
6.5.07 @ 16:24 wikipedia.com: Tears are a liquid produced by the body's process of lacrimation to clean and lubricate the eyes. The word lacrimation may also be used in a medical or literary sense to refer to crying. this morning at 1am. i was bored. went to a blog to read up on a friend. by the time i finished reading it i was like so freaking sad. just nice at that point in time, ah girl asked me about him. oh crap. so i told him about some of the things and i ended up crying like hell. i cried, and it was because of him, again. with love, xoxo lessons from relationships
5.5.07 @ 11:39 after the years of relationships, i've learnt quite a number of things from them. when you're not in it, but have a person in mind, don't look on the bright side. its always good to be slightly pessimistic about it. its better to be surprised if it goes well and feel nothing if nothing comes out of it rather than feeling normal for going well because you've already known it and feel like crap if nothing comes out of it. i've learnt my lesson. for me, its not like i'll just 'neutralise' every action of his, i do think of the brighter side occasionally. but i don't want to end up misunderstanding him. that's why i always see his actions as 'just nice' a certain action was done or think of it as 'he didn't mean it'. when you're in it, treasure every single hour, minute, second of it. love yourself, and more over, love your partner. even if you can't see each other, its fine. even if you are too busy with work or other stuff, that's fine. there's no need for these things to end up as topics for arguement. its not the price of the gifts, its the person who gives it. its not the one million and one words that were said during a quarrel, but the simple 'take care' when one is ill. i know some will take advantage of your partner by throwing tantrums at them, but at the end of it, nothing good comes out of it. at the end, you'll just regret throwing those tantrums. you'd rather you've spent more time caring and loving each other. when you're out of it and you're the one who initiated it, someday you'll regret it. not that i'm cursing. at some point in time, you'd think to yourself, why did i ask for it? what's so bad about the relationship? didn't i love him/her? although there might have been a really valid reason such as the partner not treating you the right way or you having some difficulties at that point in time, one should think as much when a split is concerned, more than when a union is. when you're the one whose heart was broken, don't feel sad. i know its hard to do, but sometimes you just have to accept the fact that the other person is no longer with you. don't think about the peron's bad points, think of all the happy times you've spent together. the laughs, the jokes, the food, the love. sure, the other person can take away the luxury of having the both of you together, but he/she sure can't take away your memories. its been said that no matter what happens, memories will always be yours. i do agree with that, wholeheartedly. even if you are no longer together, that doesn't mean that you can't still love the person, the only difference is now you have to love the person secretly, deep in your heart. if at the end of the day, 2 persons can split and still carry on as friends, i feel that it just mean that they weren't serious about their relationship. well, maybe there are exceptions, i don't know. but i feel that if they were serious, no matter how short the relationship was, its kind of impossible to stay as friends. you'll end up not knowing what to say to each other, even when you're supposed to have loads in common. even when out in a group, both of you will seem distant. well, maybe those lessons just apply to me. but at least those are the lessons that i've learnt. even if i'm left with not very long to get things back on track, i'll try. i don't want to regret anything, when it concerns you. with love, xoxo just read the last part!!
@ 11:02 被点名了传说中的爱ｘ无限大爱ｘ无限大－ 爱ｘ无限大ｐａｒｔ１ － １、Ｑ：敢问和我一起发扬爱的力量的你的鼎鼎大名是 Ａ：tan see hua ２、Ｑ：你伟大的出生日子是 Ａ：15 sept 88 (don't you dare forget!) ３、Ｑ：你的血型和你的星座是 Ａ：blood type A, virgo ４、Ｑ：你的身高和体重是 Ａ：164 or 165...weight...don't dare to find out lol. ５、Ｑ：你目前最想做的事情是〔至多三项〕 Ａ：sleep, mahjong ６、Ｑ：反之，最厌恶的是〔至多三项〕 Ａ：waking up early in the morning for work ７、Ｑ：本回合最后一题，目前影响你最深的是〔至多三项〕 Ａ：friends 爱ｘ无限 大ｐａｒｔ２ －〔友谊认识篇〕 １、Ｑ：当初发不实广告单、把你骗进来的宝贝是谁 Ａ：graa-bbeb? ２、Ｑ：这个可爱宝贝跟你的关系是 Ａ：shes the frog that grew up to 163M! oh ya, she's also the frog that has loads of similarities with me. ３、Ｑ：你跟这个宝贝是怎么认识的 Ａ：tp band~!! ４、Ｑ：你们认识多久了 Ａ：erm...less than a year? ５、Ｑ：这个宝贝有什么你认为优于别人的特点吗 Ａ：funny, happy go lucky. ６、Ｑ：在你心目中这个宝贝是个什么样的人 Ａ：lolx. her name says it all. fro(g-so)tong. ７、Ｑ：本回合最后一题，你爱这个宝贝吗 Ａ：of course! i love all my friends! :) 爱ｘ无限大ｐａｒｔ３ －〔自我篇〕 １、Ｑ：你很自恋吗 Ａ：no way! ２、Ｑ：那你觉得周围的人认为你是怎样的人〔三项〕 Ａ：loud, always happy, friendly? ３、Ｑ：你自己喜欢的个性是〔三项〕 Ａ：caring? aiyo, where got people ownself say ownself good de? ４、Ｑ：相反的，你讨厌的个性是〔三项〕 Ａ：hot-tempered, too straightforward, impatient. ５、Ｑ：自己想变成的理想类型〔三项〕 Ａ：patient, happy, loving ６、Ｑ：觉得自己那里最需要改 Ａ：my mind. ７、Ｑ：本回合最后一题，请用一句话形容自己 Ａ：too many sides of me to be seen. 爱ｘ无限大ｐａｒｔ４ －〔联想篇〕 １、Ｑ：说到杯子会让你联想到谁呢 Ａ：beiyi, because of the "bei". ２、Ｑ：说到御宅族你想到的是 Ａ：hmm... ３、Ｑ：说到天边一朵云想到的是 Ａ：sounds like some drama or movie on tv. ４、Ｑ：说到屁精你想到的是 Ａ：where's the horse? ５、Ｑ：说到红色你想到的是 Ａ：lihong! because he wore red yesterday! and he's qh's ba-kwa! ６、Ｑ：说到总受你想到的是 Ａ：*blank* ７、Ｑ：本回合最后一题，说到晴天你想到的是 Ａ：jay chou's song. 爱ｘ无限大ｐａｒｔ５ －〔爱情篇〕 １、Ｑ：现在有喜欢的对象吗 Ａ：lol. ２、Ｑ：是什么关系呢 〔参考：普通朋友、暧昧不明、甜蜜情侣、老夫老妻〕 Ａ：ordinary friends. ３、Ｑ：你认为他对你的感觉是〔参考：普通同学、无话不谈、好哥儿、早就暗恋你很久了〕 Ａ：friends? ４、Ｑ：你有情敌吗 Ａ：not sure. ５、Ｑ：你觉得你们在一起的机率是 Ａ: rephrase the question. add in the word 'again'. i'll think its 0. ６、Ｑ：你认为谈恋爱后的他是个怎样的人 Ａ：haha, i don't think, i know. sweet, nice, caring, loving. ７、Ｑ：本回合最后一题，你现在最想跟他说什么 Ａ：i know it won't happen, but i hope you don't go. 爱ｘ无限大ｐａｒｔ６ －〔十八禁篇〕 被忽略了－ 爱ｘ无限大ｐａｒｔ７ －〔ＫＵＳＯ篇〕ｋｕｓｏ 篇规则：请列举七个你第一直觉想到的人填完，才能开始看题目喔 1. jolene 2. randy 3. yile 4. lihong 5. qinghui 6. weijie 7. razanah １、Ｑ：如果[3]不小心看到[1]跟[7]在学校顶楼来个法式热吻，你认为[3]会做何反应 Ａ: she'll go 'oh my god!' then she'll tell me about it. maybe then i'll tell the whole band. lol. ２．Ｑ：[6]跟你告白，你会做何反应 Ａ：haha. he's too cute to do that lar. ３、Ｑ：[4]跟[5]跟[2]来段三角恋你的反应是 Ａ：hmm, that'll be interesting! ４、Ｑ：[3]，[7]谁唱歌好听 Ａ：yile ba. scared later raz sing then the sky fall. ５、Ｑ：某天，你看到[4]跟[1]鬼鬼祟祟的走在一起。你认为他们想做什么？ Ａ：they must be planning something to sabotage me. lolx. ６、Ｑ：某天早上，你发现你身边一旁躺者[5]，而且床旁边多了许多卫生纸，你的反应是 Ａ：aiyo, whats the frog doing on my bed!!! ７、Ｑ：本回合最后一题，如果[2]跟[6]两人要争夺你，你会选择谁 Ａ: that'll be the joke of the year. i'll choose no. 1, my jolene!! who shall cont this thingy? heh heh heh heh.. 1. jolene 2. randy girl 3. yile 4. raz 5. lihong 6. weijie 7. qinghui shall do it again!!!lolx with love, xoxo yesterday
1.5.07 @ 14:12 yeah~! public holiday!!! woow~! i just love public holidays. can stay at home sleep for all i want. no work~! actually work's not that bad these days. i actually was so free that i can play games and watch cartoons on miniclip. lol. that's something i found out yesterday. you can actually watch looney toons and more on miniclip! i know i'm kind of slow, but, i guess most people don't know about it either. haha. anyway, band yesterday was ... sectional-ish. pissed with myself for not being able to play a simple part such as that in seventh night. i finally manage to play that lar, but it wasn't perfect. so i'm still not happy with myself. sadx. went for din-per. poor lihong and olivia. their food was 'not very nice'. they had to force themselves to eat it. lucky mine wasn't that bad. still edible at least. hmm, or maybe i was just too hungry to be bothered about the taste of the food. haha. after that me, jolene, lihong, weijie, olivia and nicholas (xiao qian~) walked to the bus stop. its only in the recent days that xiao qian gets friendly with the people. guess he's kind of a nice guy eh? he told us a story about kenneth back in his secondary school, which is ... how i should put it ... kind of scary. we'll just pray that such thing don't happen again. or else i think some people will scream and go nuts. haha. ah well, i took the first step yesterday. i was happy i did. but kind of sad about it too. because all this will soon become memories inside my mind. he will be gone ... for a very long time. guess i'll just have to make full use of the remaining time ba. but i'm glad i know about it. at least its better than me getting blur about it when it happpens. at least i know. wahaha. thanks jolene, for being there for me in the beginning of it. thanks darling! hmm, tomorrow will be another day of work. friday's the tune-in for band. wonder how it'll turn out. hope it'll be good. let's hope i don't have to share my 'lao gong'. haha. with love, xoxo |