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28.7.07 @ 18:24 i witness a kid stepping on a poor little snail yesterday at sentosa. its ... disturbing. and to think that i grew up watching happytreefriends. well, my mom had to ruin my good mood that i had since monday last night. she just had to keep calling me at 11.30pm. and then today, she had to spoil my mood again. i'm really sick of outside food, especially those at central. its boring. i want to have home cooked food. is that too much to ask for? i realise i was happy previously because i've stopped letting him run around in my head. but i came to realise that when i started to realise the reason for that short happiness, he had to jump into my head again. but well, guess this is to test if i'm really ready to block him out of my thoughts. hah. chanya came band yesterday. i didn't know she was coming so i was rather surprised to see her. hah. think it's about time to go for section outing. blehx. another 9 more weeks to go before i end off my sip. yeah. but, the end of internship means i've to start on the report which is rather ... intimidating. i have totally no idea what i can put inside. i was reading newpaper today and i saw one of my coursemates name in one of the article. well, what have i done in the past 4months that is as big as that? its sad. i've to start trying to make even the most meaningless things that i've done into extremely meaningful things. *hmm, that's tough* ah well, TP Band's having a concert on NOVEMBER 2nd! must come alright? and if i'm not wrong we're having another X'mas performance in december. let's hope there are things for me to look forward to after that. alright, guess that's enough for today. will be back ... soon , i guess. with love, xoxo band
24.7.07 @ 21:07 band. no, not rock bands or jamming bands. i'm talking about *cue music Time Remembered bar 35* concert bands. a place for its members to love, hate, cry, laugh, live and die not literally, but musically. imagine going through pieces like *cross fade Time Remembered with Persis bar 72* Persis Overture which tells the story of a young man being sent back in time to ancient Persia where he met a beautiful young princess and fell deeply in love. and later, had to run away to prevent getting caught by the guards. *Persis bar 174* Or, adapting the story of Noah's Ark into a beautiful piece of music which establishes itself with a strong bass note that introduces an alluring trumpet and euphonium solo. beautiful isn't it? *cue music Time Remembered* at a tender age of 12, i didn't know that making a choice of being part of this group can make such a difference to my life. being part of this big family was something that really made my secondary school life more colourful. making new friends from the various levels, classes, backgrounds. it made me understood the importance of being able to ignore certain things that are happening around you. i was happy that i didn't have to manage any politics back then. those 4 fruitful years flew by. and the next thing i know, i've graduated and am in a polytechnic. continuing my journey at a tertiary level is a whole lot different from secondary school times. there's no teacher in charge to boss you around. but with that, comes great responsibility to make yourself attend each and every practice. i admit, i did skipped a couple of practices back in year one. but since then, i've not skipped any. year two was a growing up process for me. to first encounter politics in band, well that came as a tough thing to learn. and now ending up in my final year of study, band is still my second family. nothing much has changed since the first day i stepped in to the band world. the instruments, the music, the passion are still the same. the difference lies in the way we see the band. life has taught me some very valuable lessons, but i feel, band, has taught me more than i can ever learn. i have regreted certain things in life, like not choosing some courses that i would very much like to do now. but one thing i'll never regret is joining band, both crestwinds and tp band. because band is where i found my love for music. without band, i probably wouldn't have found the healing and soothing properties of music. band, a place for its members to love, hate, cry, laugh, live and die. with love, xoxo my PINK stone!
21.7.07 @ 23:09 yeah! got my Deathly Hallows earlier on. haven't really started reading it yet. but i will. but i can't really figure out how on earth am i supposed to put that plastic book cover onto it. *scratches head* and i got my stone plus earlier today too! and i got the PINK one with a PINK skin to go along with it. bet randy or jolene must be going "so pink!" just like they did with my blogskin! so after spending more than $150 today, i'm a happy but yet sad kid because the numbers in my bank account is dropping. blehx. i think i'm still waiting. although i'm not sure what.these days he appears in my mind when i least expected it. but i think that's good? because at least i'm not thinking about some other people that i'm not supposed to think about in that manner. hah. i've decided to GET RID of my emo-ism-ness. i want to be a happy girl by my birthday. i want to be happy. i will fight with that devil called EMO. i will get EMO out of my life!!  with love, xoxo hmm
@ 11:35   cupcakes! that cynthia brought for the band last night. its so nice that i can't really bare to eat it. and not only does it look nice, it taste nice as well! yummy! thank you cynthia!! i'm going to collect my Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows later in the afternoon after i go and get my stone plus. haha. its a spend-alot-of-money day. bleh. my pay faster come!! just finished with my ejournal. i've just another 10weeks more to go at sip. kind of happy that i'm actually going back to being a student in school on campus, but kind of sad too. because that would mean that i'm graduating and i've to get out of my comfort zone. loads of things are going to change after graduation. i'll get fixed times to wake up and reach home everyday becuase of work, no life except on weekends? life's got to change then, enjoy while i can now? ya. i'm now like booking a whole load of lessons for driving. hope that i'll get over and done with it soon. i want my driving license~ alright think i should stop here. should start preparing to go out. *wonders, why tp email is loading so slowly today.* with love, xoxo bleh
19.7.07 @ 21:03 tired and bored and stuff. i think i might give up on waiting. 2years. it ain't a short period of time. i feel i might have waited long enough. i don't know. maybe i'll only truely give up when someone else comes into my life. although i'm not sure when that'll be. maybe i want to give up already, but i'm just looking for an excuse? i don't know. i'll just see what happens as time goes by. let's hope things turn for the better ba. anyway, tomorrow's band again. i really don't feel like going. its sectionals. i really don't like sectionals. but i think i'll still go tomorrow, for the sake of jolene and randy and yile. hope things are alright tomorrow. don't want to die of boredom during sectionals. =| alright, think that should be enough for now. please make me a happy teenager. with love, xoxo cosfest~ woow~
15.7.07 @ 22:08 cosfest! i never thought cosplay-ing is so much fun. not that i cosplay-ed. you should see the cosplayers! they look so nice~! although some of them don't really look like the character themselves. the whole time i was busy searching for bleach and naruto characters. i love that bleach bunch! i love the itachi and sakura pair too! words can't describe how damm nice they look. look at the pics!     and ya, because i worked today, i'm going work late tomorrow! yeah! and just now, i saw kareen. she's working too. her mda thing. haha. and i met my secondary school band mate. she's cosplay-ing as well. so one event, many people. yeah~! tomorrow night: gareth say he's coming for supper with us. but will he really be there? that's a question that can only be answered tomorrow night. baldwin say he'll try to come to. yeah~ its like a reunion now. yippe! p.s. yile! you better be there tomorrow night!! *looking forward to the reunion!* with love, xoxo bulging eyes
14.7.07 @ 14:01 alright. after 11hours of sleep and a couple of mr. brown podcasts, i'm wide awake. alright, maybe not wide awake. anyway, the past few days have been eye-dropping. i completed 10 blogs in 3 days. nope, not entries, but full completed blogs for my department people. its tiring. bleh. eyes nearly dropped out of their sacs. band last night. on a nightmare scale of 1 to 10 with 10 being the most nightmare-ish, it was a 6.5. don't ask why. i don't want to elaborate. after band went to the carpark roof to celebrate judith's birthday. and then ... supper~! like finally. a hungry girl's an angry girl. i've been quite motherly these days. don't know why. weird eh? my 'kids' keep calling me mommy, or, a variation of it. haix. am i getting old? doing an interview tomorrow at downtown east for the cosfest. *oh ya, i need to do my research. oops.* so ya, can go to work late on monday! haha. ok, mom's calling me to eat lunch. will be back soon. don't know when though. haha. with love, xoxo screwed up
10.7.07 @ 22:30 alright. a really SHORT post today. am too tired searching for a nice blogskin and trying to edit it. i screwed up my blogskin in the afternoon and lost all my links. that's why you only see jolene and randy's link still there, because their blog addresses are easy to remember, or rather i've been to their blogs too many times so i remember them. so please, leave your add on my tag. i'll update when i can. erm. i think i'm going to be bored at work from thursday onwards. or maybe i won't. ah well. my brother's getting married in october i guess. so ya. looking forward to it. *time to slim down to fit into that dress. alright too damm tired already. will be back soon. maybe friday night? ya. with love, xoxo pics, as promised.
8.7.07 @ 14:54 drive drive drive. all the way for 3hours. now i realise, its not me. its the car. hah. anyway. met up with my secondary school best friend joanna yesterday after my lesson. its been ages since i last met up with her. did alot of catching up. then we brought this sotong (that joanna keep saying its an octopus) together. she brought the pink one and i brought this cute little red one. hah.  ah well, as promised, pictures of the ura trip i made on thursday. don't worry, i'm putting some captions. top row from left to right: 1) pasir ris as a whole. 2) TP!! 3) our emo park bottom row from left to right:1) our supper place! 2) our emo-slacking park 3) sengkang, where my sister and jolene stay in!!!       oh ya, the option results are out. and crap, i didn't get into marketing. thankfully, i didn't get into journalism too. i got into broadcast, along with 41 other people. ya, i was bored enough to count how many people got into broadcast. well, i just hope that i'll be in the same class as lily. i don't want to be in a situation where i have to do projects with those people. you know what i mean. can only hope for the best now. :| gosh, i miss you. how long has it been since i last saw you? 3 weeks? ya. i keep thinking of you. everyday, every night. there's nothing i can do about it. Labels: photos with love, xoxo sleepy
5.7.07 @ 22:10 monday, 2/7/07 a really frightening day. my first individual interview, with tp's rmt students. i won't comment much, because i've not done any editing for the program yet. went with jolene for dinner, talked crap and wahla, we're at band. yile came back on saturday and so she came for prac. well, did some catching up. supper. that's the highlight. yile, jolene, olivia, me and randy(who thought he'd go for supper on mondays?) slacked at our normal playground till late. talked about the band, and other stuffs. randy was busy emo-ing away (although he said he was only quiet). tuesday, 3/7/07 night was my grandparents' ceremony. its kind of sad. 12 years ago when my grandfather passed on, nearly 70 people in the family attended his funeral. 5 years ago when my grandmother went on to accompany my grandfather, there were around 50 people at her wake. now, there were only 13 people at the ceremony. can you imagine? someone who was once so close to my grandmother was only there to pay his respects. other relatives didn't even pay my dad the amount that they should be paying. how can those uncles do this? if not for my grandparents, they wouldn't even be on earth. sigh. let's just hope my kid(s) won't do this to me in the future. thursday, 5/7/07 went over to urban redevelopment authority for an interview. took loads of pictures. they have this model of singapore, and i can find my own block! its so *wow-ish you know. i can find my secondary school, tp, our supper zi-ca place etc. you name it, i can find it. sitting on the bus alone, waiting to reach home. saw this couple boarding the bus. oh so sweet. even so, i can't help but feel a little ... sore. can't help but think, it could have been me and him. sighs. but maybe, just maybe, i should just think about how i can go about saving it now, rather than thinking of what should have been. i don't know. i haven't seen him for so long. everyday, i just hope that i'll see him somewhere, somehow. even during only time that i'll see him, which i don't these days, i tell myself i shouldn't expect to see him. crap. i'll put up the pictures on saturday or sunday. want to go and catch up on my sleep. i can hear my pillow and bolster calling me, "come ah girl, come" x stop and smell the roses x with love, xoxo |